Surrender to the Past
Surrender to the Past
Carole Mortimer
The return of Ethan Black the most magnificent man shes ever met Mia Burton thinks shes seen the last of Ethan Black the man who haunts her heart. Shes wanted to forget him but can you really dismiss from your mind the most magnificent man youve ever met? Hes a painful reminder of her troubled past and she needs him to stay just a memoryBut Ethans returned in all his very real glory unyielding in his bid to resolve the history between them. Mia wonders what his real motive can be because its clear hell do whatever it takes to win her back!
How did you find me, Ethan?
He looked at her from between narrowed lids. When your father failed to do so in five years of searching? he taunted.
If thats how long he looked, yes.
Ethan grimaced. We really should go somewhere more private to discuss this, Mia.
Her mouth thinned. I said no.
Irritation darkened his brow. We are going to talk, Mia.
Whether I like it or not?
Yes.
About the Author
CAROLE MORTIMER was born in England, the youngest of three children. She began writing in 1978, and has now written over one hundred and fifty books for Harlequin Mills & Boon
. Carole has six sons: Matthew, Joshua, Timothy, Michael, David and Peter. She says, Im happily married to Peter senior; were best friends as well as lovers, which is probably the best recipe for a successful relationship. We live in a lovely part of England.
Surrender
to the Past
Carole Mortimer
www.millsandboon.co.uk (http://www.millsandboon.co.uk)
To Peter
CHAPTER ONE
MIND if I join you?
Please do. Im finished here, anyway. The warmly polite words had already been spoken before Mia looked up, but the friendly smile curving her lips froze in place as she instantly recognised the man standing beside her booth in the crowded coffee shop.
How could she not recognise Ethan Black?
Big. Dark. Forceful. Arrogant. Magnetically attractive. Still
Mia drew in a deep breath, chin tilting in challenge as she took in everything about him. It had been five years since she last saw Ethan, and his hair was still as dark as night, although it was styled much shorter than it used to be. Expertly so. His face was just as male-model handsome: wide, intelligent brow, penetrating grey eyes, sculptured cheekbones either side of a long straight nose, and a wickedly sinful mouth above a square and determined jaw. Although his mouth was unsmiling at the moment
The same, and yet not the same.
Ethan would be thirty-one now, to Mias twenty-five, and that maturity showed in the cynical depths of his eyes that at the moment had all the colour and warmth of a bleak winter sky. His cheeks were thinner too, more hollow, and there were lines beside his eyes and mouth that hadnt been there before either.
He was dressed in a blackobviously expensively tailored designer-label suit, with a black cashmere overcoat that reached mid-calf and drew attention to the handmade Italian shoes in soft black leather.
And he was nearly a foot taller than Mias own five feet four inchesshe was getting a crick in her neck just from looking up at him!
Ethan. She nodded tersely, knowing her initial reaction would have been too obvious for her to even attempt to act as if she hadnt recognised him.
Or realised that his presence at this particular coffee shopthe coffee shop Mia both owned and rancouldnt simply be a coincidence
There was, Mia realised warily, a hardness about Ethan as he looked down at heran unsmiling, haughty demeanour totally in keeping with those other changes she had noted in his appearance. A powerful arrogance that so reminded Mia of the man Ethan worked for. Mias father
She raised her brows. Youre supposed to buy the coffee and a cookie from the counter before you sit down.
He shrugged, unconcerned. And if I dont want coffee or a cookie?
Mia smiled ruefully. Then you obviously made a mistake coming into an establishment called Coffee and Cookies!
There was no mistake, Mia.
Of course not, she accepted smoothly. The omnipotent Ethan Black doesnt make mistakes.
Ethan eyed her coldly as he ignored the jibe. Do you think we could go somewhere more private and talk? He looked pointedly around the room, crowded with people laughing and chatting as they enjoyed their hot drinks and biscuits in the warmth of the cosy coffee shop.
Fraid not. Mias light answer was completely bereft of apology as she closed the magazine she had been flicking through before his arrival. My afternoon break is over and, as you can see, were a little busy right now.
He didnt move, effectively blocking her in the booth. And Im sure that as the owner you can take a break whenever you want to.
Then obviously I dont want to. Mia wasnt in the least surprised that Ethan knew she owned the coffee shop; if he knew where to find her at four-thirty on a Thursday afternoon, then he would also have made a point of knowing she owned the coffee shop in which she could be found!
Ethan shrugged. Then Ill just sit here and wait until you finish work for the day.
Not without buying coffee and a cookie, you wont.
Then Ill do that, he retorted. Or alternatively we can meet up somewhere once youve closed up for the day?
Once upon a timein another life!Mia would have been delighted at the idea of meeting up with Ethan. Any time. Any place.
Once upon a time
It sounded like the beginning of a fairytale. Probably because that was what her infatuation with Ethan had always beennothing more than a complete flight of fantasy on Mias part!
She sighed. How did you find me, Ethan?
He looked at her from between narrowed lids. When your father has failed to do so in five years of searching? he taunted.
Her mouth thinned. If thats how long hes looked, yes.
Ethan grimaced. We really should go somewhere more private to discuss this, Mia.
I said no.
Irritation darkened his brow. We are going to talk, Mia.
Whether I like it or not?
Yes.
That was what Mia had thought! Did my father send you?
Ethan gave a hard smile. No one sends me anywhere, Mia.
Meaning you volunteered to come and talk to me, or that my father doesnt even know youre here? She eyed him sceptically.
Both. He was obviously not comfortable with the latter.
Mia eyed him warily. If my father didnt send you, then what possible reason could you have for being here, Ethan?
Ive already told youbecause I want to talk to you, he muttered tersely.
And if I dont want to talk to you?
You appear to be doing so, whether you want to or not!
Yes, she did. And Mia had no intention of continuing to do so. Im busy, Ethan. She stood up.
Ethan gave a glance around the caf. It was designed to be as warm and cosy as someones sitting room, with comfortable armchairs grouped around low tables, and prints on the walls interspersed with plants trailing down from hooks fixed in the ceiling. The people sitting at those tables ranged in age from a mother and her young childthe latter obviously enjoying a hot chocolate with her cookieseveral students from the university close by, who appeared to be working while they drank their coffee, to half a dozen or so older ladies, obviously meeting up for a chat in the late afternoon. Business, he noted abstractedly, was obviously thriving.
He turned back to look at the unmoving, grim-faced woman standing in the booth beside him. Mia had been twenty when Ethan had last seen her, with a prettily glowing face dominated by laughing green eyes, a nicely rounded body, and long straight hair the colour of ripe corn.
That softness was gone now. Her face was all hollows and angles, her body slim and toneda fact only emphasised by the close-fitting black blouse and skin-tight black jeans. Her hairthat long and gloriously golden mane that had reached almost to her waist, and which Ethan clearly remembered falling softly, tantalisingly, across his bare fleshwas gone too. Although, he allowed grudgingly, the shorter, wispily feathered style certainly complemented the stark beauty of her face and emphasised the deep emerald colour of her eyes.
He gave a disbelieving shake of his head at the changes he saw in her. What happened to you, Mia?
Her eyes narrowed. In what way?
In every way! He scowled darkly. Youre so changed in appearance that
My own father wouldnt recognise me ? she finished dryly.
Ethan stilled. I gather that was the point of the exercise?
Of course.
Ethans gaze raked over her critically. William might not recognise you, but I do. With or without your clothes! he added.
Mias breath left her in a loud hiss. That was uncalled-for!
He gave a hard smile. I take it you didnt like my reference to the fact that weve been naked together?
I want you to leave, Ethan. Her hands were clenched, her eyes glittering in warning. Now!
He looked down at her speculatively. I never would have imagined you even working in a coffee shop, let alone owning one
And why is that? Mia bristled. Did you imagine that the daughter of Kay Burton would be too frightened of breaking a nail if she actually worked?
I never once confused you with your mother, Mia, he drawled softly.
Mias mother
A beautiful and accomplished hostess. A social butterfly. Until the accident nine years ago that had not only robbed Kay of her beauty but the use of her legs
Mias gaze fixed on Ethan. If you dont leave voluntarily in the next thirty seconds Im going to call the police and have you forcibly removed!
He looked at her in mock horror. On what grounds?
How about making a public nuisance of yourself? And Im sure if I were to call the newspapers at least one of them would just love to come along and take pictures of Ethan Black being ejected from a coffee shop, she taunted.
His mouth tightened and his eyes drew into icy slits of grey. Are you threatening me?
Does it sound as if I am?
Yes!
Then I probably am, Mia confirmed.
You do realise that even if I agree to leave now Ill only come back later?
Oh, yes. Mia realised that Having finally succeeded in finding her, she very much doubted that Ethan was now going to just walk away without saying exactly what he had come here to say
It had been five years, for goodness sake. Five years during whichas Ethan had just pointed out so cuttinglyMia had changed almost beyond recognition. And those changes werent just physical
Five years ago she had been totally infatuatedin love with Ethan. An interest he had brieflyvery brieflyseemed to reciprocate. That mutual interest had come to an abrupt end when Mias mother died suddenly and Mia became aware of the fragility upon which her world had been built. A world she had thought so bright with possibilities suddenly made bereft and uncertain
Please yourself, she dismissed dryly.
I usually do.
Why am I not surprised? Mia gave his own changed appearance another scathing glance. Working for my father all these years has not only resulted in you looking and dressing like him, but also talking like he does tooas if youre God Almighty!
Ethan snorted his impatience. Insult me all you wish, Mia, but lets leave your father out of it.
Fine with me. You have ten seconds of the thirty left, Ethan. Her expression remained unrelenting.
His mouth thinned, and he looked as if he would like to add more before nodding abruptly. As I said, Ill be back. It was more of a warning than a promise.
A warning Mia had no intention of heeding. Obviously Im not going to say it was good seeing you again.
I remember a time when you couldnt wait to see me. His hard eyes swept over her with slow deliberation. All of me
The colour rose in Mias cheeks as she was reminded of just how well she had once known this man. Just leave, will you, Ethan?
He gave a mocking inclination of his head. For the moment.
Mia watched in frustration as Ethan turned on one leather-shod heel and walked confidently over to the door, turning briefly so his glittering silver gaze met Mias across the room once more in challenge, before he stepped outside and closed the door quietly behind him.
At which point all of Mias outward bravado left her like the air from a deflating balloon and she began to hyperventilate. She had to rest her hands supportively on the table-top as her knees began to shake
Are you feeling all right, Mia? Dee, the nineteen-year-old Mia employed to help out with the serving, gave her a concerned glance as she cleared the neighbouring booth.
Was Mia feeling all right? No, came back the definitive answer. The last thing Mia was feeling was all right!
It had been five long years, damn it! And Ethan had just walked back into her life as if he had never left it. Worsethat last threat confirmed that he had no intention of leaving it again until he had said what he wanted to say to her.
I think I need to go outside for some air. She gave Dee a wobbly smile. Can you and Matt manage here for a while longer?
No problem, Dee assured her readily.
Mia stood up to move quickly through the coffee shop and out to the kitchen, grabbing up her short leather jacket and hurrying out through the back door to breathe in large gulps of the fresh September air before moving away from the coffee shop as if rabid dogs were at her heels. Or Ethan Black
Ethan.
The man Mia had fantasised about for years until he had finally asked her out and every one of those fantasies had become reality.
The man she had once believed herself to be deeply in love with.
The same man Mia had just discovered was still capable of making her aware of every disturbing thing about him just by being in the same room with her!
CHAPTER TWO
I THOUGHT you were in a hurry to get back to work?
Mia hadnt even realised she was being followed as she hurried into the park at the end of the street, but she now came to an abrupt halt on the gravel pathway, eyes closing tightly, shoulders stiff, her jaw clenched, hands fisted at her sides, as Ethan spoke softly from just behind her.
All those years of silence. Of peace. And now she was being hounded by one of the very people she had so desperately needed to get away from. To the extent that Mia knew she would never be able to come to this park again without recalling Ethans presence here, too.
Mia ?
She drew in a deeply controlling breath, smoothing her expression into one of mild uninterest before slowly turning to face Ethan.
I could add harassment to that list of charges. She eyed him defiantly.
To Ethan she had looked so very different inside the coffee shop. Not only looked different but acted differently toolike a distant stranger. But he could see traces of the old Mia in her nowin the depths of her eyes, the soft curve of her mouth, and the vulnerable tilt of her chin.
Im sure the police would have no interest in a stepbrother visiting his long-lost stepsister. Ethan knew before he had finished speaking that it had been the wrong thing to say. Her eyes chilled over with obvious distaste at that connection between the two of them.
You arent my stepbrother, Ethan, because I disowned what was left of my family before your mother married my father four and a half years ago! And I wasnt lostI just didnt want to be found. I still dont, she added flatly.
Too late!
Obviously. She continued to eye him coldly.
Ethan knew that it was going to be up to him to stop baiting her in this way if this wasnt to develop into nothing more than a slanging match. Mias resentment about the past was still such that it wasnt just going to evaporate during the course of one conversation. One conversation badly handled on his part, he acknowledged heavily.
He had been thrown slightly off-balance earlier, when hed walked into the coffee shop and recognised Mia sitting in a booth at the back of the room reading a magazine. A Mia so changed, but at the same time so confident in the world she had created for herself, that for one heart-stopping moment Ethan had almost hesitated about disturbing her obvious contentment. Almost
He gave a grimace. Could we start again, do you think ?
Where would you like to start from? Her eyes glittered like emeralds in the pallor of her face. Perhaps when I first became a sixth-form pupil at the boarding school of which your widowed mother was headmistress? Or after your mothers affair with my father, perhaps? Or when you conveniently got a job working for Burton Industriesmy fathers firmonce youd left LSE with your first-class masters degree and a PhD? With hindsight you have to have realised the significance of that ?
The possibility I was only employed at Burton Industries because of my mothers connection to your father? Ethan drawled dryly. It crossed my mind, of course
Im sure it did!
And was as quickly dismissed, he bit out harshly. Im going to say this only once more, Miamy mother wasnt involved with your father before you went to Southlands School. Nor did their later friendship have anything to do with my getting a job at Burton Industries.
She smiled humourlessly. And once more Im going to choose not to believe you!
Why am I not surprised?
Perhaps because to you at least I was always so predictable!
He gave an impatient sigh. I was head-hunted by dozens of companies when I left university, Mia. Burton Industries were lucky to have me.
They probably were, Mia conceded grudgingly; Ethans qualifications had never been in question. Or his ambition. It was only the lengths he was willing to go to in order to achieve those ambitions that had become so glaringly questionable. Lengths which involved the once innocent and naively trusting Mia.
She had wondered five years agoat the same time as shed thanked her good fortune!how she had ever been lucky enough to attract the attention of someone like Ethan Black. The epitome of tall, dark and handsome, he couldand usually didhave any woman that he wanted. Mia may have been the only daughter of multi-millionaire William Burton and beautiful socialite Kay, but beneath the fashionable designer-label clothes her mother had insisted on buying for her Mia had also been terribly shy, and merely pretty rather than beautiful, like the women Ethan was usually attracted to.
Once shed learned of Ethans mothers affair with her father, the reason for Ethans attraction had become obvious: Grace had made a play for the father, Ethan the daughter. One of them was sure to succeed.
And lets call our parents past relationship the nasty little affair that it really was, shall we? Mias top lip turned back with distaste.
I told you it wasnt like that
Im really not interested, Ethan.
Nobecause you prefer to twist events to suit your own warped take on what really happened five years ago.
Nothing of what I eventually learnt about that situation suited me, Ethan, Mia assured him furiously. Certainly not the realization that the only reason my father had chosen that particular boarding school to send me to in the first place was so that he had an excuse to visit his mistress. Thats quite a play on words, dont you think? My headmistress was also my fathers mistress
Stop it, Mia! Ethan reached out to grasp the tops of her arms and shake her. Just stop it!
Let go of me, Ethan, Mia gasped. Youre hurting me!
His fingers tightened rather than relaxed, her leather jacket proving no barrier to the pain of his fingers biting into her arms.
Im hurting you? He thrust her firmly away from him, his gaze raking over her mercilessly. Do you have any ideaany idea at allof the heartache you caused your fatherhave continued to cause himby just disappearing in that way five years ago?
But Im sure my leaving didnt affect you in the same waydid it, Ethan? she murmured scornfully.
Would you believe me if I were to say yes?
No.
His mouth tightened.
God, I was such an innocent. Such a fool! She gave a pained groan.
Because you were attracted to me?
Because I was stupid enough to think that you were attracted to me!
He frowned darkly. I was attracted to you
Oh, please, Ethan. Mia gave a fierce shake of her head. What you were attracted to was my fathers bank account and Burton Industries. You and your mother, both!
I should be careful what you say next, Mia Ethans tone was icy with warning.
A warning Mia had absolutely no interest in. At least I had the good sense to get out. Whereas my father
I said stop, Mia.
Its really not important now anyway. She gave an uninterested
shrug. Five years later you both appear to be exactly where you always wanted to beyour mother is married to my father and youre running Burton Industries!
Ethans face looked as if it had been carved out of stone. You really do believe thats all I wanted all along?
Oh, yes, Mia assured him with feeling. Youve always done exactly what was in the best interests of Ethan Black! Andto set the record straightI didnt disappear five years ago. I left.
You disappeared, damn it! Ethan grimaced. Just dropped out part-way through your second year of university, dropped me, and left!
I was twenty years old. And, unless Im mistaken, in this country thats classed as being an adult, capable of making your own decisions. Besides, I left my father a note
Dont bother looking for me because you wont find me. Ethan quoted disgustedly. What the hell sort of letter is that to leave anyoneleast of all the man who had loved and cared for you since the day you were born?
Mias eyes narrowed. Even that was more than he deserved!
More than he deserved ? he repeated softly.
Yes! She didnt at all care for the revulsion she could read in Ethans expression. And I only left him that much so he wouldnt decide to report me as missing to the police!
And what about me, Mia? What did I deserve? The two of us were dating, sleeping together, when you decided to pull that disappearing act!
It was the bosss daughter you were sleeping with, Ethan. Not me, she dismissed scathingly.
That isnt true. Ethan frowned.
Whether its true or not is unimportantnow as well as then. Just knowing of your connection to the woman who helped to make a fool of my mother wasand still isenough reason for me never to want to see or hear from you ever again, Mia stated flatly.
Ethan drew in a ragged breath. Okay, lets forget about our own relationship if it makes you happy
Oh, it does!
But William is your father
Somethingalong with you and your motherIve been trying to forget for the past five years! She turned her back on him to walk away, and sat down on a wooden bench looking out over the parkland. She was hoping that Ethan wouldnt follow her, but was not altogether surprised when, after a few seconds hesitation, he walked that same short distance and sat on the other end of the bench.
The two of them sat in uneasy silence for several long minutes.
He didnt report you missing but hewe certainly looked for you. Ethan finally broke that silence, his voice huskily soft.
Dont bother with the we, Ethan, she cut in dryly. My father may have been too lovestruck by your mother to have realised it, but I certainly know that it wasnt in your best interests for me to be found.
Another piece of your own unique logic?
Not at all, she said. Once I had been removed from the equation it allowed both you and your mother to move in on my father.
Damn you
No doubt, Mia accepted ruefully.
Okay, I can see theres no reasoning with you on the subject of my mother or mebut what about your father?
What about him?
How could you just turn your back on him in that way? Ethan gave an impatient shake of his head. William searched for you for months. Years! No lead was too small for him to follow up. No possible sighting of you too ridiculous for him to investigate.
Mia didnt so much as glance at him. And to think that I never left London.
You? Ethan gave a disbelieving shake of his head. You were here in the city all the time?
Yes. She gave a humourless smile. Dont look so shocked,
Ethan; havent you heard that the best way to avoid detection by the enemy is by staying right under his nose!
None of us were ever your enemy.
No?
No! Ethan eyed her in frustration. Damn it! He began to pace. So where exactly were you in London?
Mias cheeks warmed at his obvious disgust. I stayed with friends for the first couple of months.
WeWilliam contacted all of your friends to see if any of them had seen or heard from you and they all said they hadnt!
She raised her brows. They were my friends, Ethan, not his.
With friends like that ! His jaw tightened. Where did you go after you left these so-called friends?
I bought an apartment, took some classes, and then a couple of years ago I opened the coffee shop.
What sort of classes? William checked every year with all the universities to see if you were attending any of them, he added with a frown.
I enrolled in a very reputable cookery school right here in London, Ethan, Mia announced with satisfaction.
Cookery school ? You actually bake the cookies in Coffee and Cookies yourself?
She almost laughed at the disbelief in Ethans expression. Almost. But even knowing she had managed to totally bemuse the arrogant Ethan Black wasnt enough reason for Mia to feel like laughing today. Nor was it reason enough to tell him that she not only baked cookies for her coffee shop but also for a couple of very upmarket specialist food stores in London
My maternal grandmother, as well as leaving me the hefty trust fund that my father so conveniently signed over to me on my eighteenth birthday, also taught me to bake. Im good at it, she added defensively as Ethan just continued to stare at her.
Im sure that you are. Ethan finally nodded slowly. But its a drastic change from the economics you were studying before you dropped out.
She grimaced. That was always my fathers choice, not mine.
Because he expected you to take over Burton Industries one day?
Probably, Mia acknowledged. How lucky for him that you came along so conveniently to fill the breach.
Ethan drew in a hissing breath. Bitter and twisted doesnt suit you, Mia.
Her eyes flashed a deep dark green. This is me being a realist, Ethan, not bitter and twisted.
You closed your bank account two days after you left. We all thought you must have gone abroad somewhere.
Mia gave another shrug. Because thats what you were all supposed to believe.
That was unbelievably cruel, Mia.
Her eyes glittered. You dont know the meaning of the word!
Oh, believe me, Im learning fast, Ethan assured her grimly.
Mia fell silent, not looking at Ethan but at the people in the parksome walking their dogs, others taking their children home from school. All such everyday occurrences, sights and people Mia saw every day whenever she came to the park to eat her lunch, and yet Ethans presence here made this totally unlike a normal day for her
She turned to look at him where he sat on the other end of the bench, her heart tightening in her chest at the bleakness of his expression as he stared straight back at her.
He was more attractive than he had ever been, Mia grudgingly admitted. Those outward signs of maturity gave him a dangerous edge and that aura of arrogant self-confidence only added to the impression of danger.
Her chin rose. I forgot to congratulate you earlier. On your promotion, she explained at Ethans questioning glance. It was announced in the newspapers several months ago that you were made CEO of Burton Industries.
He looked at her through narrowed lids. And did you also see in the newspapers the circumstances under which I became CEO of the company?
Mia turned away from that piercing silver gaze. Because my father had a heart attack.
You knew William had been ill? Ethan stared at her incredulously.
Yes, she confirmed flatly.
And yet you still didnt go to see him? Ethan made no effort to hide his disgust now. Mia had knownall the time she had known about Williams heart attackand she hadnt even bothered to telephone her father, let alone go to see him
Her sighed heavily. Obviously not.
What if he had died, Mia, and you never saw him again?
Mia tried not to shudder at the thought. As much as her father had hurt her badly, she still questioned whether she had done the right thing. But Ethan didnt need to know that, so she shrugged. I have no intention of ever seeing him again.
And what if I were to tell you that it was another erroneous sighting of you that caused his heart attack?
Its been five years, Ethandont try and lay that guilt trip on me!
Five years or fiftyyour father will never stop loving you. Never stop looking for you!
Her expression remained unrelenting. Im not, nor have I ever beenobviously!answerable for anything my father may or may not choose to do.
Ethan looked at her for several long, tense seconds before standing up abruptly. Im wasting my time even trying to talk to you, arent I? It was more a flat statement than a question.
Im glad youve finally realised that. Mia looked up at him unemotionally.
He gave a shake of his head. Obviously the changes in you arent just on the surface, but go all the way to your selfish and bitter little heart!
How dare you ? Mia gasped.
Ethan looked down at her as if he had never seen her before. You were so beautiful, so sweet and trusting
Well, I certainly had that knocked out of me, didnt I? She eyed him wearily.
Are you referring to me or to your father now?
Both!
Forget about me
Oh, lets!
Ethan gave an impatient shake of his head. William did everything for you. Loved you. Damn it, he adored you
And then he betrayed everything I believed about him by having an affair with your mother! Mia finished heatedly as she stood up to face him. And just because the two of them finally married each other it doesnt make your mother any more my stepmother than it makes you my stepbrother! None of those things changes the fact that long before my mother died my father was involved in an affair with your own mother.
It wasnt like that. You make it sound so
Sordid? she suggested. Maybe thats because it was sordid. My mother was in a wheelchair for the last four years of her life, and all the time my father and your mother
Ive told youit wasnt all the time. His eyes glittered. They didnt even know each other until after you started attending Southlands School.
Mia gave an inelegant snort. You really expect me to believe that?
Im telling you how it was
And beware anyone who dares to disbelieve the arrogant and powerful Ethan Black? She eyed him mockingly.
This isnt about me, Mia. And it isnt about you, either, he added grimly, cutting her off as she was about to speak. Yes, your father and my mother made the mistake of falling in love with each other while your father was still married, but they didnt do anything about those feelings until after your mother died. I know you would rather believe otherwise, but
My God, I cant believe you actually fell for any of that sanctimonious rubbish they spouted after my mother died. She looked at him with pity. That whole story of how the two of them fell in love but fought against their feelings! I always gave you credit for having more intelligence than to believe something so lame, Ethan.
He eyed her derisively. From what Ive observed of the emotion, intelligence has very little to do with falling in love.
The two of them were together on the day my mother killed herself, Ethan, she continued fiercely. They were together at your mothers house while my mother sat at home and downed a bottle of sleeping pills with a bottle of wine!
He winced. Your mother didnt even know about their friendship.
How can you possibly know that? Mia scorned. She didnt so much as leave a note, so how can anyone know what my mother was thinking when she swallowed that bottle of pills?
Ethan hesitated, thinking of the promise William had extracted from both himself and his mother never to tell Mia of the real circumstances behind her mothers death, or the letter Kay had left for him. It was a promise they had both kept for the past five years. But at what price ?
He bit back his frustration. Im sorry your mother did what she did, but you have to believe that it had nothing to do with the friendship that existed between my mother and your father.
I dont have to believe anything, Ethan. Her face had paled to a ghostly white.
Damn it, Ethan hadnt come here to hurt Mia. Just like William, Ethan had never wanted to do that. Mia, I know how you must have feltstill feel
You dont know anything about me, Ethan! Mia shook her head. Certainly not how I felt then. Or how I still and will always feel about the circumstances of my mothers death.
Maybe thats because you refused all my attempts to see you after she died? Ethan reminded her harshly.
Of course Mia had refused to see Ethan again after her mother had died and her fathers affair with Ethans mother had made front-page headlines in every newspaper in the country. How could she have done anything else, behaved in any other way, when the knowledge of that affair had shown her all too clearly the unfolding of past events and the reasons for them? All of them. Including the reason for her own brief relationship with Ethan.
We had nothing left to say to each other, Ethan. You were just using me. Just Mia broke off abruptly as she heard her the emotional break in her voice.
She would not do this! She didnt care what Ethan thought of her now, what he accused her ofor how hurtful she found those accusationsshe would not allow herself to be put through this emotional wringer a second time.
The worst part of it was that she had loved her father so muchworshipped him, almost. She had liked Grace Black too, for the two years shed been a pupil at her school. Until shed later found out about the affair.
As for her feelings for Ethan !
She had worshipped him from afar for years tooalready been crazily in love with him when hed asked her out for the first time. She would have done anythingbeen anything that he wanted her to be. And all the timeall the time his mother had been involved in a relationship with Mias father.
She dropped down abruptly onto the bench, her face averted. Youre right, Ethan. Were done here.
Ethan looked at the sharpness of her profile: pale and hollow cheeks, haunted eyes, the slenderness of her body poised as if for a fight.
He knew how much the past had hurt Mia. How much his own connection with the woman her father loved had and still did hurt her. But she would not believehow could she, when she refused to believe everything else he told her?how hurt and upset he had been about that friendship too, until William and his mother had explained the truth of the situation to him.
A truth that William had refused absolutely ever to confide in the grieving Mia, insisting that he had no intention of trying to win back his daughters love at the cost of damaging Mias memory of the mother she had loved.
Ethan thrust his clenched hands into the pockets of his overcoat. I take it you still know where the offices of Burton Industries are? If you should change your mind and decide you want to talk to me after all?
Yes. She didnt even glance at him.
But you arent going to, are you ?
Her mouth tightened. No.
Ethan clearly remembered the first time he had seen Mia. He had been twenty-two, about to start his PhD at LSE, and Mia had been sixteen years olda new sixth-form pupil at the school where his mother was headmistress. Her father had decided that it would be better for Mia to attend a boarding school after her mother had been involved in a car accident the year before, resulting in Kay being in a wheelchair, with her face badly scarred, and quite unable to deal with the needs of her young daughter.
It had been Mias first time away from home, and she had obviously been very nervous at having tea, along with all the other new girls, at the home of her new headmistress.
She had stood silent and alone at the back of his mothers private sitting room, nothing at all like those other self-confident sixteen-year-old girls vying for the attention of the headmistresss son. Instead she had exuded all the vulnerability of a puppy taken too early from its mother: her eyes too big for her face, the corn-gold hair long and silky, a vulnerable curve to the delicacy of her chin.
Ethan had felt sorry for herhad realized that she couldnt know any of the other new girls yet. Her sweet shyness had revealed how traumatised she was at leaving her parents and her home for the first time, and it had seemed the most natural thing in the world for Ethan to go and talk to her, to ease some of her nervousness, and for a friendship of sorts to develop between the two of them after that initial meeting.
An intermittent friendship, admittedly, with Ethan away at university most of the time, but he had always made a point of seeing and speaking with Mia at least once when he came home for the weekend or holidays.
It had seemed entirely natural too that Ethan should take the job offered to him with her fathers company when he finally left university, and it hadnt been that big a step when hed seen Mia again, looking stunningly beautiful and completely grown up in a figure-hugging red gown as she acted as her fathers hostess at the company Christmas party, for him to realise he was deeply attracted to this more mature Mia.
It had been an attraction she had seemed to more than reciprocate when shed accepted his invitation to dinner, and the two of them had begun to see each other on a regular basis.
Ethan had dated often during his university years, and gone to bed with quite a few of those women, but his relationship with Mia hadnt been like anything he had known in the past: emotionally intense, and physically satisfying in a way Ethan had never experienced with anyone else. Then or since
The woman now sitting on the park bench wasnt the Mia he had known. This woman wasnt in the least shy, and as for that appealing sweetness that had once brought out such a protective instinct in himthis older, assertive Mia was more like a Rottweiler than a defenceless puppy! So much so that Ethan certainly wouldnt have attempted to even take her in his arms, let alone make love with her.
Her expression was scornful now as she looked at him. Goodbye, Ethan.
He sighed heavily. No matter what you may choose to believe to the contrary, Mia, my liking for you never had anything to do with my mother or my job at Burton Industries.
Mia only heard the first part of that statementEthan had liked her! When Mias naive and trusting heart had hoped that he would fall in love with her, as she had fallen in with him
How fortunate for you that you got over the emotion so quickly!
Ethan gave a shake of his head. I dont know enough about who or what you are any more to know how I feel towards you now, he acknowledged heavily. The Mia I once knew was sweet and warm, utterly enchanting, and I dont believe she would ever have deliberately hurt anyone, either.
Her cheeks became flushed at the rebuke she heard in his tone. I had to grow up some time, Ethan.
So you did, he accepted huskily.
And he obviously didnt like the way in which she had grown up! Well, that was just too badbecause Mia much preferred herself this way. Tougher. Stronger.
Ethan took a large brown envelope out of his pocket. You might like to have this.
What is it? Mia said stiffly, totally ignoring the envelope he held out to her.
Why dont you take a look inside and see? He laid the envelope down on the bench beside her before turning and walking away.
Which was when the tears began to fall hotly, scaldingly down Mias cheeks.
Damn!
Crying was the last thing Mia wanted to do. Instead she wanted to scream and shout, to wail against whatever cruel fate had brought Ethan back into her life.
Most of all she wanted to stop the aching agony that washed over her in increasingly painful waves just from seeing him again.
Instead, she picked up the brown envelope Ethan had left for her, ripping it open to tip the contents out onto the bench beside her.
And instantly felt all the colour drain from her cheeks
CHAPTER THREE
HOW dare you? Mia stormed into Ethans office on the top floor of the Burton Industries building the following morning, and threw the brown envelope down on top of the impressive oak desk in front of him, spilling the contents all over the papers he had obviously been signing when shed burst unannounced into the room.
Im so sorry, Mr Black. Ethans flustered secretary had hurried into the room behind Mia. She just pushed her way in here before I had a chance to stop her
Its okay, Trish, Ethan assured her smoothly as he slowly placed his fountain pen down on the side of the desk. As this used to be the office of Miss Burtons father she obviously doesnt feel that she needs an appointment to see his successor.
Mia heard the censure in Ethans tone, and grudgingly admitted it was merited; after all, no matter what her personal opinion of her father might be, this was still his company.
I apologise. She turned to smile at Trish. I was just in such a hurry to see Ethan that Iwell, I was obviously less than polite.
It was my fault entirely, Miss Burton. The other woman looked even more embarrassed. I havent been here very long, and I had no idea whoIll make sure and show you straight in next time. She smiled back tentatively.
As far as Mia was concerned there wouldnt be a next time; once she had told Ethan exactly what she thought of him she hoped never to have to see him again!
Lets not go that far, Trish. Ethan spoke dryly to his secretary, but that narrowed silver gaze was fixed steadily on Mia. I would like at least a little prior warning of the invasion!
I really am sorry, Mr Black. I honestly had no idea
Its not a problem, he assured her again smoothly. But thanks anyway. And could you call Jeff Bailey and tell him I may be a little late for the ten oclock board meeting?
Certainly, Mr Black. With a last apologetic smile in Mias direction the other woman turned to leave.
Just what do you think you were doing by Mia broke off in surprise as Ethan raised a silencing finger. A surprise she recovered from as soon as she heard his secretary closing the door on her way out. Dont you dare shush me, you arrogant, overbearing, pompous
My, youre in good fighting form this morning, arent you? Ethan sat back in his high-backed black leather chair to consider her fully. Once again he was wearing one of those designer-label suitscharcoal-grey todaywith a pale grey shirt and meticulously knotted tie. I had a feeling I might see you here some time this morning.
Then you werent disappointed, were you? Mia snapped. And you would have seen me last night if I had known where to find you.
He nodded slowly. I moved apartments a couple of months ago.
No doubt you could afford to on a CEOs salary!
His mouth tightened at the scorn in her voice. No doubt.
Mia gave an impatient shake of her head. Explain exactly what you thought you were doing by having someone spying on metaking photographs of me she lifted up the dozen coloured photographs that had fallen out of the brown envelope like some sort of pervert hiding in the bushes.
How else was I supposed to find you?
You werent. She stated the obvious.
He gave an unconcerned shrug. Too late.
You had no right spying on me, prying into my private life
I dont consider locating the daughter of my stepfather to be prying into anything, Ethan cut in coldly.
Mia became very still. His stepfather. Much as she might have tried to forget it the previous day, that did also made him her stepbrother. Oh, God !
Ethan took advantage of Mias momentary silence to take in her appearance. She was wearing a sweater in the same emerald-green as her eyes beneath a short black leather jacket, along with skin-tight low-rider denim jeans that left little to the imagination in regard to the taut roundness of her bottom and the slender length of her legs.
Not that Ethan needed to use his imagination where Mia was concerned; he knew exactly what she looked like naked. Or at least he had
Mia was so much more slender than shed used to be, but her skinalways the colour of ivory touched with a light rose, soft as velvet and begging to be touchedwas just as appealing as it had always been. The fullness of her breasts would no longer be a snug fit in his hands, but the rounded curve of her bottom would, and he could imagine that softness as he pulled her into him and
What the hell was he doing, fantasising about making love to Mia? Present tense, not past
Damn it, wasnt this situation complicated enough already, due to the limited amount of information he felt able to share with Mia, without clouding the issue by resurrecting his desire for this woman that had once been so unrelenting? A desire Mia had made it more than obvious she would never feel for him again
Ethan stood up restlessly. And instantly realised his mistake as the pulsing of his erection told him that it wasnt only his thoughts that had become wayward in the last few minutes!
He turned away to look out of the window rather than allowing Mia to see the evidence of his arousal. Yesterday he had been certain that he didnt even like this new tough and forceful Mia. Now his traitorous body had decided something completely different!
Not just his body, Ethan acknowledged with a frown. He had caught a glimpse of a softer, more appealing Mia just now, when shed apologised to Trish for her rudeness, and that glimpse, it seemed, had been enough to reawaken the desire Ethan had felt for Mia since he had looked across the room where the company party was being held and seen her in that snug-fitting red dress, her hair a glorious gold tumble down the length of her spine
Who took those photographs, Ethan?
Get a grip, Ethan, he instructed himself firmly. Stop thinking about taking Mia to bed and concentrate on the here and now. I hired a private security firm six months ago, he revealed tautly.
Obviously a more efficient one than my father.
Obviously, Ethan said.
Mia had felt physically sick yesterday as shed looked through the photographs inside the envelope Ethan had given her.
Photographs of her opening Coffee and Cookies in the morning. Of her walking alone in the park during her lunch break. Of her loading boxes of cookies into her car for delivery. Another one of her getting into her car and driving off. The list just went sickeningly on and on!
Someonesome unknown, faceless person Ethan had hiredhad been following her, taking photographs of her, and she hadnt even realised it! Did my father ask you to do this?
No.
Then I dont understand
Obviously not. Ethan turned back to face her, eyes a glittering silver-grey. You already know your father had a heart attack six months ago, Mia, he reminded grimly.
Yes
And the one thing he wanted before he died was to see you again.
How sweet!
Dont, Mia. Ethans warning was icily chill, his eyes becoming like silver shards of glittering glass.
Dont what? she taunted.
Dont mock what you so obviously cant begin to understand.
Are you daring to question the love I felt for my father?
Obviously in the past tense, Ethan recognised harshly. But, whether you like it or not, whether you accept it or not, he added firmly, William will never stop loving you.
He has your mother now.
Considering what a cold-hearted little witch his daughter has turned into, thats probably as well! He looked at her coldly.
Mias cheeks flushed. You know nothing about me
I know that you have only a few close female friends, that theres no current man in your life, and that you work twelve hours a day, six days a week in your coffee-shop.
Exactly how long did you have me watched, Ethan? Mias hands shook as she clenched them at her sides.
It took almost the whole six months and a lot of man hours to find you. He shrugged. The fact that you used only the name of a company to buy your coffee shop was what threw us off the scent for so long. He looked at her reprovingly.
Mias mouth firmed. And once you had found me?
A few days.
How many?
Five, he stated flatly.
I want any written reports on me given to you by this private security firm. Mia was breathing unevenly, not sure if she was just furious at having her private life invaded in this way, or if it was the fact that Ethan had instigated the search that made it seem so much more of an intrusion.
Ethan shrugged broad shoulders. Ive already shredded them.
Her eyes narrowed. Why?
Because they werent relevant now that Ive seen you again, Ethan dismissed impatiently, before moving to sit back behind his desk; he didnt need a written report on Mia to remember what was in it. To know there was no current male in Mias life
Its relevant to me
Its gone, Mia. Ethan sighed. Destroyed. Unimportant.
Why should I believe you?
His mouth tightened at her obvious scepticism. Perhaps because I have no reason to lie to you?
Did you ever need a reason?
Damn it, Mia
Have you told my father yet that youve found and spoken to me?
Not yet, no, Ethan bit out tersely.
Why not ? She eyed him guardedly.
He shrugged. I didnt feel able to do that without first speaking to you.
And now that you have spoken to me?
Ethan breathed deeply. I see little point in telling him anything when youre obviously still so hostile to the idea of seeing him again.
That isnt going to change any time soon. Inwardly, Mia told herself she had absolutely no intention of feeling in the least bit guilty over her refusal to see or hear from her father again.
It might.
It wont, she assured him evenly. Seeing you againtwice!has been quite bad enough, thank you very much!
I cant see why. Unless I actually meant something to you five years ago ?
You didnt. Mia gave a decisive shake of her head. Youre just a part of something that I would rather forget.
And that had been, and always would be, the problem between the two of them, Ethan acknowledged heavily. Even if they could have overcome the hurdle of the mistrust Mia felt in regard to him, Ethan still knew that every time Mia so much as looked at him now she was reminded of her mothers suicide five years ago. Along with the remorseless publicity that had followed because of her fathers relationship with Ethans mother.
What would Mia say or do if Ethan were to act on the desire that now raged through his body at the very thought of having all her restless aggression in his bed?
Ethan! Mia was obviously as irritated with his distraction as Ethan was.
He frowned his impatience. Youve become quite the little spitfire, havent you?
And?
I like it. He shrugged.
She seemed dumbstruck for a few seconds, and then she glared at him. I have absolutely no interest in hearing what your opinion is of me now, Ethan!
Are you sure about that?
Could Ethan possibly be flirting with her? Mia questioned incredulously. After all that had happened, their chequered history, was he actually? No, he couldnt be. Ethan had made it perfectly clear thatspitfire aparthe didnt even like the woman she was now. That he thought she was both cruel and selfish.
When Mia was neither of those things
Walking away from her fatherfrom Ethanfrom the only life and home she had ever knownhad been the hardest thing Mia had ever had to do. But to have stayed when shed felt as if everyone she had ever loved and cared for was either gone or had betrayed herher mother by dying, her father and Ethan by deceiving herwould have been even harder.
And if Ethan thought it had been easy for her to stay away after she had read about her fathers heart attack in the newspapers, then he was mistaken; if anything that had been more difficult to do than walking away initially.
Instead she had continued to follow her fathers medical progress in those newspapers, to inwardly ache at the changes she saw in him when he was photographed leaving hospital two weeks after his heart attack. Her fathers hair was iron-grey now, and there were lines on his face that certainly hadnt been there four and a half years ago. She had been pleased to see he looked slightly less strained and ill when hed been photographed again four weeks later, boarding a plane on his way to recuperate at his home in the South of France. Although that pleasure had been somewhat diluted by seeing a smiling Grace Burton at his side
Could we get back to the reason I came here? she prompted testily.
Which was?
To tell you to call off your private security company, for one! She began to pace restlessly.
Already done. Anything else?
I want you out of my life. And I want you to stay out! Her eyes flashed in warning.
You seriously think, after all these months of searching, Im now going to just give up on you because you tell me to? Ethan raised his brows in derision.
Why not? I gave up on all of you years ago!
Ethan was well aware of that fact. But there were still so many things that Mia didnt know about the past. Things that William had made Grace and Ethan promise never to tell her
Such as the fact that Kay Burton had been about to leave both her daughter and her husband for a younger manher tennis coach; how clichd was that?on the day of the car accident that had left her so badly injured and then in hospital for months afterwards. Such as the fact that the man Kay had been leaving her family for had decided he was no longer interested in being with a womaneven one as wealthy as Kay Burton would be after her divorcewho was badly scarred and would be confined to a wheelchair for the rest of her life. That had resulted in William feeling duty-bound to stand by the mother of his heartbroken daughter, even though she had been leaving him for another man and there had no longer been any love between himself and Kay.
The tennis coach hadnt completely disappeared from their lives, either
The wealthy divorcee Kay no longer being an option, as far as the other man was concerned, he had instead decided to blackmail William in order to keep the truth of her mothers affair, of Kays intention to leave her husband and daughter, from the already traumatised sixteen-year-old Mia. Blackmail that had only come to an end when Kay had killed herself and Mia had disappeared only days after her mothers funeral.
Not a pretty story, by any meansand certainly not one that William would have confided in his young daughter while her mother was still alive. And he had adamantly refused to tell Mia after Kay Burton took her own life.
Putting Ethan in a very precarious position now he had found Mia again. His respect for William dictated that he couldnt break his promise to the other man and tell Mia the truthbut, having now found her again, spoken with her, Ethan couldnt just walk away again either.
Even if he wanted to. Which he didnt. And not just because of his love for William; this older, self-reliant and more self-confident Mia was even more intriguing than the younger, vulnerable Mia had been
He straightened determinedly. Im not going anywhere, Mia.
Pity!
Isnt it? he came back insincerely. So, why isnt there currently a man in your life, Mia?
Mia was thrown slightly off-balance by this sudden change of subject. Is there currently a woman in your own life? she counter-challenged.
No, he answered.
Her brows rose. Why not?
Ethan gave a rueful shrug. Perhaps Im a little more discerning about the women who share my bed than I used to be?
You
Arrogant? Overbearing? Pompous?
Absolute pig! Mia completed forcefully.
Sticks and stones, Mia, Ethan dismissed derisively.
Mia stared across at him for several long seconds. Ethan was so different from the man she remembered from that first meeting nine years ago, and from when they had dated each otherslept together!four years later. Both in looks and temperament.
She would never verbally admit to it, but she found this more mature Ethan slightly intimidating. Ruggedly handsome enough to set any womans pulse racing, with a cool arrogance that attracted as much as it challenged. Quite a heady combination, in fact
And Mia would be insane to ever allow herself to become attracted to Ethan all over again!
Her chin rose defiantly. Im not joking here, Ethan; I want you out of my life.
The previous teasing left his face. Disappear like you did, you mean?
As long as you stay out of my life I dont care what you choose to call it.
He gave a slow shake of his head. We both know I cant do that.
Of course you can, she reasoned impatiently. You just shred those photographs, like you did the written file, and forget you ever saw me.
Ethan eyed her impatiently. You really think I can do that?
Its exactly what I intend doing where youre concerned.
His mouth thinned. And what happens if William should have another heart attack? Do I still forget that I know exactly where you are? That I ever saw you again?
Mia gave a pained frown. Theres no reason to think my father will have another heart attack. Is there ? she added uncertainly.
Theres no reason to think he wont, either, Ethan rasped impatiently.
She gave an exasperated shake of her head. Im leaving now, Ethan, and I dont ever want to see you again.
Want all you like, Mia; it isnt going to happen, he came back mildly.
She gave him one last frustrated glare before turning on her heel and leaving, knowing Ethan well enough to realise he meant exactly what he said.
CHAPTER FOUR
I THOUGHT I had made my feelings more than clear earlier today about seeing you again, Ethan? Mia eyed him impatiently as he stood by the counter, arms crossed in front of his powerful chest, having arrived at Coffee and Cookies a few minutes before closing time, but making no effort to leave when the other customers did so.
You did, yes, he confirmed.
But you, being you, decided to ignore me?
As I told you I would, yes. He nodded unapologetically.
Mia wished that Ethan didnt look so heart-stoppingly handsome this evening, having taken off his jacket and draped it over one of the chairs to reveal a tight-fitting black polo shirt beneath that defined his muscled chest and arms, and a pair of well-worn denims that fitted snugly in all the rightwrong?places. He was looking much more like the devastatingly handsome Ethan she had once known so intimatelyand loved so completely!
Mia delayed answering by turning away to pull down the blind on the front window, at the same time willing her pulse to stop racing and her cheeks to cease burning.
She might have been completely thrown when Ethan turned up at Coffee and Cookies but the impressionable Dee had been delighted; obviously Ethan was just as devastating to the female population as he had always been!
But not to her, Mia told herself firmly. She was well and truly over Ethan Black. Had been over him for years.
And wasnt she protesting just a little too much ?
Not when it came to Ethan, no! He had always been a force to be reckoned with, but the last five years had added a hard edge only a fool would deliberately choose to ignore. And Mia was no longer a fool.
I thought the two of us could go out to dinner.
Mia turned sharply. What?
Dinner. You and me. Together.
Her cheeks felt warm. Im just not getting through to you at all, am I? Let me repeatI didnt want to see you again, let alone go out to dinner or anything else with you.
Perhaps you should wait until youre asked for anything else before turning it down? he came back tauntingly.
Her eyed narrowed. Youre really starting to irritate me now, Ethan.
Only starting? He raised dark brows as he stood, effectively blocking her way, as she tried to move around him to the counter.
Mia breathed her impatience as Ethan stood tall and impenetrable in front of her. Isnt there someone else you could go and annoy this evening?
No doubt many, many people. He nodded slowly, grey eyes looking down at her.
Mia wasnt sure she could cope with Ethan in this lighter mood. It reminded her far too forcibly and uncomfortably of how it had once been between them. In another lifetime. Between two other people
But Im having far too much fun irritating you at the moment to want to be anywhere else, he assured her dryly.
She looked up at him. Were you always this annoying, or is it something new?
He gave an unconcerned shrug. Considering we virtually lived together for three months, you would no doubt be a better judge of that than me.
No doubt
Just thinking of that three months when she and Ethan had been together constantly, night as well as day, was enough to cause an ache in Mias chest.
God, how she had loved him! She hadnt been able to get enough of his company. Or their lovemaking
Long, pleasurable hours of just touching, caressing, kissing each other, before coming together in slow and pleasurable strokes until they both reached a climax that left them trembling in each others arms. Or those other times, when they had been so hungry for each other they had barely been able to rid themselves of their clothes before falling on each other ravenously, their coupling wild, their orgasms earth-shattering.
Yes, she had loved Ethanbeen in love with him, Mia acknowledged inwardly, but Ethans emotions had been nowhere near as engaged. He had been twenty-six years old, very ambitious, and Mia had been a sweet and tasty morsel for him to seduce and devour on his single-minded way to the top. He certainly hadnt been in love with Mia as she had with him.
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The return of Ethan Black the most magnificent man shes ever met Mia Burton thinks shes seen the last of Ethan Black the man who haunts her heart. Shes wanted to forget him but can you really dismiss from your mind the most magnificent man youve ever met? Hes a painful reminder of her troubled past and she needs him to stay just a memoryBut Ethans returned in all his very real glory unyielding in his bid to resolve the history between them. Mia wonders what his real motive can be because its clear hell do whatever it takes to win her back!
How did you find me, Ethan?
He looked at her from between narrowed lids. When your father failed to do so in five years of searching? he taunted.
If thats how long he looked, yes.
Ethan grimaced. We really should go somewhere more private to discuss this, Mia.
Her mouth thinned. I said no.
Irritation darkened his brow. We are going to talk, Mia.
Whether I like it or not?
Yes.
About the Author
CAROLE MORTIMER was born in England, the youngest of three children. She began writing in 1978, and has now written over one hundred and fifty books for Harlequin Mills & Boon
. Carole has six sons: Matthew, Joshua, Timothy, Michael, David and Peter. She says, Im happily married to Peter senior; were best friends as well as lovers, which is probably the best recipe for a successful relationship. We live in a lovely part of England.
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To Peter
CHAPTER ONE
MIND if I join you?
Please do. Im finished here, anyway. The warmly polite words had already been spoken before Mia looked up, but the friendly smile curving her lips froze in place as she instantly recognised the man standing beside her booth in the crowded coffee shop.
How could she not recognise Ethan Black?
Big. Dark. Forceful. Arrogant. Magnetically attractive. Still
Mia drew in a deep breath, chin tilting in challenge as she took in everything about him. It had been five years since she last saw Ethan, and his hair was still as dark as night, although it was styled much shorter than it used to be. Expertly so. His face was just as male-model handsome: wide, intelligent brow, penetrating grey eyes, sculptured cheekbones either side of a long straight nose, and a wickedly sinful mouth above a square and determined jaw. Although his mouth was unsmiling at the moment
The same, and yet not the same.
Ethan would be thirty-one now, to Mias twenty-five, and that maturity showed in the cynical depths of his eyes that at the moment had all the colour and warmth of a bleak winter sky. His cheeks were thinner too, more hollow, and there were lines beside his eyes and mouth that hadnt been there before either.
He was dressed in a blackobviously expensively tailored designer-label suit, with a black cashmere overcoat that reached mid-calf and drew attention to the handmade Italian shoes in soft black leather.
And he was nearly a foot taller than Mias own five feet four inchesshe was getting a crick in her neck just from looking up at him!
Ethan. She nodded tersely, knowing her initial reaction would have been too obvious for her to even attempt to act as if she hadnt recognised him.
Or realised that his presence at this particular coffee shopthe coffee shop Mia both owned and rancouldnt simply be a coincidence
There was, Mia realised warily, a hardness about Ethan as he looked down at heran unsmiling, haughty demeanour totally in keeping with those other changes she had noted in his appearance. A powerful arrogance that so reminded Mia of the man Ethan worked for. Mias father
She raised her brows. Youre supposed to buy the coffee and a cookie from the counter before you sit down.
He shrugged, unconcerned. And if I dont want coffee or a cookie?
Mia smiled ruefully. Then you obviously made a mistake coming into an establishment called Coffee and Cookies!
There was no mistake, Mia.
Of course not, she accepted smoothly. The omnipotent Ethan Black doesnt make mistakes.
Ethan eyed her coldly as he ignored the jibe. Do you think we could go somewhere more private and talk? He looked pointedly around the room, crowded with people laughing and chatting as they enjoyed their hot drinks and biscuits in the warmth of the cosy coffee shop.
Fraid not. Mias light answer was completely bereft of apology as she closed the magazine she had been flicking through before his arrival. My afternoon break is over and, as you can see, were a little busy right now.
He didnt move, effectively blocking her in the booth. And Im sure that as the owner you can take a break whenever you want to.
Then obviously I dont want to. Mia wasnt in the least surprised that Ethan knew she owned the coffee shop; if he knew where to find her at four-thirty on a Thursday afternoon, then he would also have made a point of knowing she owned the coffee shop in which she could be found!
Ethan shrugged. Then Ill just sit here and wait until you finish work for the day.
Not without buying coffee and a cookie, you wont.
Then Ill do that, he retorted. Or alternatively we can meet up somewhere once youve closed up for the day?
Once upon a timein another life!Mia would have been delighted at the idea of meeting up with Ethan. Any time. Any place.
Once upon a time
It sounded like the beginning of a fairytale. Probably because that was what her infatuation with Ethan had always beennothing more than a complete flight of fantasy on Mias part!
She sighed. How did you find me, Ethan?
He looked at her from between narrowed lids. When your father has failed to do so in five years of searching? he taunted.
Her mouth thinned. If thats how long hes looked, yes.
Ethan grimaced. We really should go somewhere more private to discuss this, Mia.
I said no.
Irritation darkened his brow. We are going to talk, Mia.
Whether I like it or not?
Yes.
That was what Mia had thought! Did my father send you?
Ethan gave a hard smile. No one sends me anywhere, Mia.
Meaning you volunteered to come and talk to me, or that my father doesnt even know youre here? She eyed him sceptically.
Both. He was obviously not comfortable with the latter.
Mia eyed him warily. If my father didnt send you, then what possible reason could you have for being here, Ethan?
Ive already told youbecause I want to talk to you, he muttered tersely.
And if I dont want to talk to you?
You appear to be doing so, whether you want to or not!
Yes, she did. And Mia had no intention of continuing to do so. Im busy, Ethan. She stood up.
Ethan gave a glance around the caf. It was designed to be as warm and cosy as someones sitting room, with comfortable armchairs grouped around low tables, and prints on the walls interspersed with plants trailing down from hooks fixed in the ceiling. The people sitting at those tables ranged in age from a mother and her young childthe latter obviously enjoying a hot chocolate with her cookieseveral students from the university close by, who appeared to be working while they drank their coffee, to half a dozen or so older ladies, obviously meeting up for a chat in the late afternoon. Business, he noted abstractedly, was obviously thriving.
He turned back to look at the unmoving, grim-faced woman standing in the booth beside him. Mia had been twenty when Ethan had last seen her, with a prettily glowing face dominated by laughing green eyes, a nicely rounded body, and long straight hair the colour of ripe corn.
That softness was gone now. Her face was all hollows and angles, her body slim and toneda fact only emphasised by the close-fitting black blouse and skin-tight black jeans. Her hairthat long and gloriously golden mane that had reached almost to her waist, and which Ethan clearly remembered falling softly, tantalisingly, across his bare fleshwas gone too. Although, he allowed grudgingly, the shorter, wispily feathered style certainly complemented the stark beauty of her face and emphasised the deep emerald colour of her eyes.
He gave a disbelieving shake of his head at the changes he saw in her. What happened to you, Mia?
Her eyes narrowed. In what way?
In every way! He scowled darkly. Youre so changed in appearance that
My own father wouldnt recognise me ? she finished dryly.
Ethan stilled. I gather that was the point of the exercise?
Of course.
Ethans gaze raked over her critically. William might not recognise you, but I do. With or without your clothes! he added.
Mias breath left her in a loud hiss. That was uncalled-for!
He gave a hard smile. I take it you didnt like my reference to the fact that weve been naked together?
I want you to leave, Ethan. Her hands were clenched, her eyes glittering in warning. Now!
He looked down at her speculatively. I never would have imagined you even working in a coffee shop, let alone owning one
And why is that? Mia bristled. Did you imagine that the daughter of Kay Burton would be too frightened of breaking a nail if she actually worked?
I never once confused you with your mother, Mia, he drawled softly.
Mias mother
A beautiful and accomplished hostess. A social butterfly. Until the accident nine years ago that had not only robbed Kay of her beauty but the use of her legs
Mias gaze fixed on Ethan. If you dont leave voluntarily in the next thirty seconds Im going to call the police and have you forcibly removed!
He looked at her in mock horror. On what grounds?
How about making a public nuisance of yourself? And Im sure if I were to call the newspapers at least one of them would just love to come along and take pictures of Ethan Black being ejected from a coffee shop, she taunted.
His mouth tightened and his eyes drew into icy slits of grey. Are you threatening me?
Does it sound as if I am?
Yes!
Then I probably am, Mia confirmed.
You do realise that even if I agree to leave now Ill only come back later?
Oh, yes. Mia realised that Having finally succeeded in finding her, she very much doubted that Ethan was now going to just walk away without saying exactly what he had come here to say
It had been five years, for goodness sake. Five years during whichas Ethan had just pointed out so cuttinglyMia had changed almost beyond recognition. And those changes werent just physical
Five years ago she had been totally infatuatedin love with Ethan. An interest he had brieflyvery brieflyseemed to reciprocate. That mutual interest had come to an abrupt end when Mias mother died suddenly and Mia became aware of the fragility upon which her world had been built. A world she had thought so bright with possibilities suddenly made bereft and uncertain
Please yourself, she dismissed dryly.
I usually do.
Why am I not surprised? Mia gave his own changed appearance another scathing glance. Working for my father all these years has not only resulted in you looking and dressing like him, but also talking like he does tooas if youre God Almighty!
Ethan snorted his impatience. Insult me all you wish, Mia, but lets leave your father out of it.
Fine with me. You have ten seconds of the thirty left, Ethan. Her expression remained unrelenting.
His mouth thinned, and he looked as if he would like to add more before nodding abruptly. As I said, Ill be back. It was more of a warning than a promise.
A warning Mia had no intention of heeding. Obviously Im not going to say it was good seeing you again.
I remember a time when you couldnt wait to see me. His hard eyes swept over her with slow deliberation. All of me
The colour rose in Mias cheeks as she was reminded of just how well she had once known this man. Just leave, will you, Ethan?
He gave a mocking inclination of his head. For the moment.
Mia watched in frustration as Ethan turned on one leather-shod heel and walked confidently over to the door, turning briefly so his glittering silver gaze met Mias across the room once more in challenge, before he stepped outside and closed the door quietly behind him.
At which point all of Mias outward bravado left her like the air from a deflating balloon and she began to hyperventilate. She had to rest her hands supportively on the table-top as her knees began to shake
Are you feeling all right, Mia? Dee, the nineteen-year-old Mia employed to help out with the serving, gave her a concerned glance as she cleared the neighbouring booth.
Was Mia feeling all right? No, came back the definitive answer. The last thing Mia was feeling was all right!
It had been five long years, damn it! And Ethan had just walked back into her life as if he had never left it. Worsethat last threat confirmed that he had no intention of leaving it again until he had said what he wanted to say to her.
I think I need to go outside for some air. She gave Dee a wobbly smile. Can you and Matt manage here for a while longer?
No problem, Dee assured her readily.
Mia stood up to move quickly through the coffee shop and out to the kitchen, grabbing up her short leather jacket and hurrying out through the back door to breathe in large gulps of the fresh September air before moving away from the coffee shop as if rabid dogs were at her heels. Or Ethan Black
Ethan.
The man Mia had fantasised about for years until he had finally asked her out and every one of those fantasies had become reality.
The man she had once believed herself to be deeply in love with.
The same man Mia had just discovered was still capable of making her aware of every disturbing thing about him just by being in the same room with her!
CHAPTER TWO
I THOUGHT you were in a hurry to get back to work?
Mia hadnt even realised she was being followed as she hurried into the park at the end of the street, but she now came to an abrupt halt on the gravel pathway, eyes closing tightly, shoulders stiff, her jaw clenched, hands fisted at her sides, as Ethan spoke softly from just behind her.
All those years of silence. Of peace. And now she was being hounded by one of the very people she had so desperately needed to get away from. To the extent that Mia knew she would never be able to come to this park again without recalling Ethans presence here, too.
Mia ?
She drew in a deeply controlling breath, smoothing her expression into one of mild uninterest before slowly turning to face Ethan.
I could add harassment to that list of charges. She eyed him defiantly.
To Ethan she had looked so very different inside the coffee shop. Not only looked different but acted differently toolike a distant stranger. But he could see traces of the old Mia in her nowin the depths of her eyes, the soft curve of her mouth, and the vulnerable tilt of her chin.
Im sure the police would have no interest in a stepbrother visiting his long-lost stepsister. Ethan knew before he had finished speaking that it had been the wrong thing to say. Her eyes chilled over with obvious distaste at that connection between the two of them.
You arent my stepbrother, Ethan, because I disowned what was left of my family before your mother married my father four and a half years ago! And I wasnt lostI just didnt want to be found. I still dont, she added flatly.
Too late!
Obviously. She continued to eye him coldly.
Ethan knew that it was going to be up to him to stop baiting her in this way if this wasnt to develop into nothing more than a slanging match. Mias resentment about the past was still such that it wasnt just going to evaporate during the course of one conversation. One conversation badly handled on his part, he acknowledged heavily.
He had been thrown slightly off-balance earlier, when hed walked into the coffee shop and recognised Mia sitting in a booth at the back of the room reading a magazine. A Mia so changed, but at the same time so confident in the world she had created for herself, that for one heart-stopping moment Ethan had almost hesitated about disturbing her obvious contentment. Almost
He gave a grimace. Could we start again, do you think ?
Where would you like to start from? Her eyes glittered like emeralds in the pallor of her face. Perhaps when I first became a sixth-form pupil at the boarding school of which your widowed mother was headmistress? Or after your mothers affair with my father, perhaps? Or when you conveniently got a job working for Burton Industriesmy fathers firmonce youd left LSE with your first-class masters degree and a PhD? With hindsight you have to have realised the significance of that ?
The possibility I was only employed at Burton Industries because of my mothers connection to your father? Ethan drawled dryly. It crossed my mind, of course
Im sure it did!
And was as quickly dismissed, he bit out harshly. Im going to say this only once more, Miamy mother wasnt involved with your father before you went to Southlands School. Nor did their later friendship have anything to do with my getting a job at Burton Industries.
She smiled humourlessly. And once more Im going to choose not to believe you!
Why am I not surprised?
Perhaps because to you at least I was always so predictable!
He gave an impatient sigh. I was head-hunted by dozens of companies when I left university, Mia. Burton Industries were lucky to have me.
They probably were, Mia conceded grudgingly; Ethans qualifications had never been in question. Or his ambition. It was only the lengths he was willing to go to in order to achieve those ambitions that had become so glaringly questionable. Lengths which involved the once innocent and naively trusting Mia.
She had wondered five years agoat the same time as shed thanked her good fortune!how she had ever been lucky enough to attract the attention of someone like Ethan Black. The epitome of tall, dark and handsome, he couldand usually didhave any woman that he wanted. Mia may have been the only daughter of multi-millionaire William Burton and beautiful socialite Kay, but beneath the fashionable designer-label clothes her mother had insisted on buying for her Mia had also been terribly shy, and merely pretty rather than beautiful, like the women Ethan was usually attracted to.
Once shed learned of Ethans mothers affair with her father, the reason for Ethans attraction had become obvious: Grace had made a play for the father, Ethan the daughter. One of them was sure to succeed.
And lets call our parents past relationship the nasty little affair that it really was, shall we? Mias top lip turned back with distaste.
I told you it wasnt like that
Im really not interested, Ethan.
Nobecause you prefer to twist events to suit your own warped take on what really happened five years ago.
Nothing of what I eventually learnt about that situation suited me, Ethan, Mia assured him furiously. Certainly not the realization that the only reason my father had chosen that particular boarding school to send me to in the first place was so that he had an excuse to visit his mistress. Thats quite a play on words, dont you think? My headmistress was also my fathers mistress
Stop it, Mia! Ethan reached out to grasp the tops of her arms and shake her. Just stop it!
Let go of me, Ethan, Mia gasped. Youre hurting me!
His fingers tightened rather than relaxed, her leather jacket proving no barrier to the pain of his fingers biting into her arms.
Im hurting you? He thrust her firmly away from him, his gaze raking over her mercilessly. Do you have any ideaany idea at allof the heartache you caused your fatherhave continued to cause himby just disappearing in that way five years ago?
But Im sure my leaving didnt affect you in the same waydid it, Ethan? she murmured scornfully.
Would you believe me if I were to say yes?
No.
His mouth tightened.
God, I was such an innocent. Such a fool! She gave a pained groan.
Because you were attracted to me?
Because I was stupid enough to think that you were attracted to me!
He frowned darkly. I was attracted to you
Oh, please, Ethan. Mia gave a fierce shake of her head. What you were attracted to was my fathers bank account and Burton Industries. You and your mother, both!
I should be careful what you say next, Mia Ethans tone was icy with warning.
A warning Mia had absolutely no interest in. At least I had the good sense to get out. Whereas my father
I said stop, Mia.
Its really not important now anyway. She gave an uninterested
shrug. Five years later you both appear to be exactly where you always wanted to beyour mother is married to my father and youre running Burton Industries!
Ethans face looked as if it had been carved out of stone. You really do believe thats all I wanted all along?
Oh, yes, Mia assured him with feeling. Youve always done exactly what was in the best interests of Ethan Black! Andto set the record straightI didnt disappear five years ago. I left.
You disappeared, damn it! Ethan grimaced. Just dropped out part-way through your second year of university, dropped me, and left!
I was twenty years old. And, unless Im mistaken, in this country thats classed as being an adult, capable of making your own decisions. Besides, I left my father a note
Dont bother looking for me because you wont find me. Ethan quoted disgustedly. What the hell sort of letter is that to leave anyoneleast of all the man who had loved and cared for you since the day you were born?
Mias eyes narrowed. Even that was more than he deserved!
More than he deserved ? he repeated softly.
Yes! She didnt at all care for the revulsion she could read in Ethans expression. And I only left him that much so he wouldnt decide to report me as missing to the police!
And what about me, Mia? What did I deserve? The two of us were dating, sleeping together, when you decided to pull that disappearing act!
It was the bosss daughter you were sleeping with, Ethan. Not me, she dismissed scathingly.
That isnt true. Ethan frowned.
Whether its true or not is unimportantnow as well as then. Just knowing of your connection to the woman who helped to make a fool of my mother wasand still isenough reason for me never to want to see or hear from you ever again, Mia stated flatly.
Ethan drew in a ragged breath. Okay, lets forget about our own relationship if it makes you happy
Oh, it does!
But William is your father
Somethingalong with you and your motherIve been trying to forget for the past five years! She turned her back on him to walk away, and sat down on a wooden bench looking out over the parkland. She was hoping that Ethan wouldnt follow her, but was not altogether surprised when, after a few seconds hesitation, he walked that same short distance and sat on the other end of the bench.
The two of them sat in uneasy silence for several long minutes.
He didnt report you missing but hewe certainly looked for you. Ethan finally broke that silence, his voice huskily soft.
Dont bother with the we, Ethan, she cut in dryly. My father may have been too lovestruck by your mother to have realised it, but I certainly know that it wasnt in your best interests for me to be found.
Another piece of your own unique logic?
Not at all, she said. Once I had been removed from the equation it allowed both you and your mother to move in on my father.
Damn you
No doubt, Mia accepted ruefully.
Okay, I can see theres no reasoning with you on the subject of my mother or mebut what about your father?
What about him?
How could you just turn your back on him in that way? Ethan gave an impatient shake of his head. William searched for you for months. Years! No lead was too small for him to follow up. No possible sighting of you too ridiculous for him to investigate.
Mia didnt so much as glance at him. And to think that I never left London.
You? Ethan gave a disbelieving shake of his head. You were here in the city all the time?
Yes. She gave a humourless smile. Dont look so shocked,
Ethan; havent you heard that the best way to avoid detection by the enemy is by staying right under his nose!
None of us were ever your enemy.
No?
No! Ethan eyed her in frustration. Damn it! He began to pace. So where exactly were you in London?
Mias cheeks warmed at his obvious disgust. I stayed with friends for the first couple of months.
WeWilliam contacted all of your friends to see if any of them had seen or heard from you and they all said they hadnt!
She raised her brows. They were my friends, Ethan, not his.
With friends like that ! His jaw tightened. Where did you go after you left these so-called friends?
I bought an apartment, took some classes, and then a couple of years ago I opened the coffee shop.
What sort of classes? William checked every year with all the universities to see if you were attending any of them, he added with a frown.
I enrolled in a very reputable cookery school right here in London, Ethan, Mia announced with satisfaction.
Cookery school ? You actually bake the cookies in Coffee and Cookies yourself?
She almost laughed at the disbelief in Ethans expression. Almost. But even knowing she had managed to totally bemuse the arrogant Ethan Black wasnt enough reason for Mia to feel like laughing today. Nor was it reason enough to tell him that she not only baked cookies for her coffee shop but also for a couple of very upmarket specialist food stores in London
My maternal grandmother, as well as leaving me the hefty trust fund that my father so conveniently signed over to me on my eighteenth birthday, also taught me to bake. Im good at it, she added defensively as Ethan just continued to stare at her.
Im sure that you are. Ethan finally nodded slowly. But its a drastic change from the economics you were studying before you dropped out.
She grimaced. That was always my fathers choice, not mine.
Because he expected you to take over Burton Industries one day?
Probably, Mia acknowledged. How lucky for him that you came along so conveniently to fill the breach.
Ethan drew in a hissing breath. Bitter and twisted doesnt suit you, Mia.
Her eyes flashed a deep dark green. This is me being a realist, Ethan, not bitter and twisted.
You closed your bank account two days after you left. We all thought you must have gone abroad somewhere.
Mia gave another shrug. Because thats what you were all supposed to believe.
That was unbelievably cruel, Mia.
Her eyes glittered. You dont know the meaning of the word!
Oh, believe me, Im learning fast, Ethan assured her grimly.
Mia fell silent, not looking at Ethan but at the people in the parksome walking their dogs, others taking their children home from school. All such everyday occurrences, sights and people Mia saw every day whenever she came to the park to eat her lunch, and yet Ethans presence here made this totally unlike a normal day for her
She turned to look at him where he sat on the other end of the bench, her heart tightening in her chest at the bleakness of his expression as he stared straight back at her.
He was more attractive than he had ever been, Mia grudgingly admitted. Those outward signs of maturity gave him a dangerous edge and that aura of arrogant self-confidence only added to the impression of danger.
Her chin rose. I forgot to congratulate you earlier. On your promotion, she explained at Ethans questioning glance. It was announced in the newspapers several months ago that you were made CEO of Burton Industries.
He looked at her through narrowed lids. And did you also see in the newspapers the circumstances under which I became CEO of the company?
Mia turned away from that piercing silver gaze. Because my father had a heart attack.
You knew William had been ill? Ethan stared at her incredulously.
Yes, she confirmed flatly.
And yet you still didnt go to see him? Ethan made no effort to hide his disgust now. Mia had knownall the time she had known about Williams heart attackand she hadnt even bothered to telephone her father, let alone go to see him
Her sighed heavily. Obviously not.
What if he had died, Mia, and you never saw him again?
Mia tried not to shudder at the thought. As much as her father had hurt her badly, she still questioned whether she had done the right thing. But Ethan didnt need to know that, so she shrugged. I have no intention of ever seeing him again.
And what if I were to tell you that it was another erroneous sighting of you that caused his heart attack?
Its been five years, Ethandont try and lay that guilt trip on me!
Five years or fiftyyour father will never stop loving you. Never stop looking for you!
Her expression remained unrelenting. Im not, nor have I ever beenobviously!answerable for anything my father may or may not choose to do.
Ethan looked at her for several long, tense seconds before standing up abruptly. Im wasting my time even trying to talk to you, arent I? It was more a flat statement than a question.
Im glad youve finally realised that. Mia looked up at him unemotionally.
He gave a shake of his head. Obviously the changes in you arent just on the surface, but go all the way to your selfish and bitter little heart!
How dare you ? Mia gasped.
Ethan looked down at her as if he had never seen her before. You were so beautiful, so sweet and trusting
Well, I certainly had that knocked out of me, didnt I? She eyed him wearily.
Are you referring to me or to your father now?
Both!
Forget about me
Oh, lets!
Ethan gave an impatient shake of his head. William did everything for you. Loved you. Damn it, he adored you
And then he betrayed everything I believed about him by having an affair with your mother! Mia finished heatedly as she stood up to face him. And just because the two of them finally married each other it doesnt make your mother any more my stepmother than it makes you my stepbrother! None of those things changes the fact that long before my mother died my father was involved in an affair with your own mother.
It wasnt like that. You make it sound so
Sordid? she suggested. Maybe thats because it was sordid. My mother was in a wheelchair for the last four years of her life, and all the time my father and your mother
Ive told youit wasnt all the time. His eyes glittered. They didnt even know each other until after you started attending Southlands School.
Mia gave an inelegant snort. You really expect me to believe that?
Im telling you how it was
And beware anyone who dares to disbelieve the arrogant and powerful Ethan Black? She eyed him mockingly.
This isnt about me, Mia. And it isnt about you, either, he added grimly, cutting her off as she was about to speak. Yes, your father and my mother made the mistake of falling in love with each other while your father was still married, but they didnt do anything about those feelings until after your mother died. I know you would rather believe otherwise, but
My God, I cant believe you actually fell for any of that sanctimonious rubbish they spouted after my mother died. She looked at him with pity. That whole story of how the two of them fell in love but fought against their feelings! I always gave you credit for having more intelligence than to believe something so lame, Ethan.
He eyed her derisively. From what Ive observed of the emotion, intelligence has very little to do with falling in love.
The two of them were together on the day my mother killed herself, Ethan, she continued fiercely. They were together at your mothers house while my mother sat at home and downed a bottle of sleeping pills with a bottle of wine!
He winced. Your mother didnt even know about their friendship.
How can you possibly know that? Mia scorned. She didnt so much as leave a note, so how can anyone know what my mother was thinking when she swallowed that bottle of pills?
Ethan hesitated, thinking of the promise William had extracted from both himself and his mother never to tell Mia of the real circumstances behind her mothers death, or the letter Kay had left for him. It was a promise they had both kept for the past five years. But at what price ?
He bit back his frustration. Im sorry your mother did what she did, but you have to believe that it had nothing to do with the friendship that existed between my mother and your father.
I dont have to believe anything, Ethan. Her face had paled to a ghostly white.
Damn it, Ethan hadnt come here to hurt Mia. Just like William, Ethan had never wanted to do that. Mia, I know how you must have feltstill feel
You dont know anything about me, Ethan! Mia shook her head. Certainly not how I felt then. Or how I still and will always feel about the circumstances of my mothers death.
Maybe thats because you refused all my attempts to see you after she died? Ethan reminded her harshly.
Of course Mia had refused to see Ethan again after her mother had died and her fathers affair with Ethans mother had made front-page headlines in every newspaper in the country. How could she have done anything else, behaved in any other way, when the knowledge of that affair had shown her all too clearly the unfolding of past events and the reasons for them? All of them. Including the reason for her own brief relationship with Ethan.
We had nothing left to say to each other, Ethan. You were just using me. Just Mia broke off abruptly as she heard her the emotional break in her voice.
She would not do this! She didnt care what Ethan thought of her now, what he accused her ofor how hurtful she found those accusationsshe would not allow herself to be put through this emotional wringer a second time.
The worst part of it was that she had loved her father so muchworshipped him, almost. She had liked Grace Black too, for the two years shed been a pupil at her school. Until shed later found out about the affair.
As for her feelings for Ethan !
She had worshipped him from afar for years tooalready been crazily in love with him when hed asked her out for the first time. She would have done anythingbeen anything that he wanted her to be. And all the timeall the time his mother had been involved in a relationship with Mias father.
She dropped down abruptly onto the bench, her face averted. Youre right, Ethan. Were done here.
Ethan looked at the sharpness of her profile: pale and hollow cheeks, haunted eyes, the slenderness of her body poised as if for a fight.
He knew how much the past had hurt Mia. How much his own connection with the woman her father loved had and still did hurt her. But she would not believehow could she, when she refused to believe everything else he told her?how hurt and upset he had been about that friendship too, until William and his mother had explained the truth of the situation to him.
A truth that William had refused absolutely ever to confide in the grieving Mia, insisting that he had no intention of trying to win back his daughters love at the cost of damaging Mias memory of the mother she had loved.
Ethan thrust his clenched hands into the pockets of his overcoat. I take it you still know where the offices of Burton Industries are? If you should change your mind and decide you want to talk to me after all?
Yes. She didnt even glance at him.
But you arent going to, are you ?
Her mouth tightened. No.
Ethan clearly remembered the first time he had seen Mia. He had been twenty-two, about to start his PhD at LSE, and Mia had been sixteen years olda new sixth-form pupil at the school where his mother was headmistress. Her father had decided that it would be better for Mia to attend a boarding school after her mother had been involved in a car accident the year before, resulting in Kay being in a wheelchair, with her face badly scarred, and quite unable to deal with the needs of her young daughter.
It had been Mias first time away from home, and she had obviously been very nervous at having tea, along with all the other new girls, at the home of her new headmistress.
She had stood silent and alone at the back of his mothers private sitting room, nothing at all like those other self-confident sixteen-year-old girls vying for the attention of the headmistresss son. Instead she had exuded all the vulnerability of a puppy taken too early from its mother: her eyes too big for her face, the corn-gold hair long and silky, a vulnerable curve to the delicacy of her chin.
Ethan had felt sorry for herhad realized that she couldnt know any of the other new girls yet. Her sweet shyness had revealed how traumatised she was at leaving her parents and her home for the first time, and it had seemed the most natural thing in the world for Ethan to go and talk to her, to ease some of her nervousness, and for a friendship of sorts to develop between the two of them after that initial meeting.
An intermittent friendship, admittedly, with Ethan away at university most of the time, but he had always made a point of seeing and speaking with Mia at least once when he came home for the weekend or holidays.
It had seemed entirely natural too that Ethan should take the job offered to him with her fathers company when he finally left university, and it hadnt been that big a step when hed seen Mia again, looking stunningly beautiful and completely grown up in a figure-hugging red gown as she acted as her fathers hostess at the company Christmas party, for him to realise he was deeply attracted to this more mature Mia.
It had been an attraction she had seemed to more than reciprocate when shed accepted his invitation to dinner, and the two of them had begun to see each other on a regular basis.
Ethan had dated often during his university years, and gone to bed with quite a few of those women, but his relationship with Mia hadnt been like anything he had known in the past: emotionally intense, and physically satisfying in a way Ethan had never experienced with anyone else. Then or since
The woman now sitting on the park bench wasnt the Mia he had known. This woman wasnt in the least shy, and as for that appealing sweetness that had once brought out such a protective instinct in himthis older, assertive Mia was more like a Rottweiler than a defenceless puppy! So much so that Ethan certainly wouldnt have attempted to even take her in his arms, let alone make love with her.
Her expression was scornful now as she looked at him. Goodbye, Ethan.
He sighed heavily. No matter what you may choose to believe to the contrary, Mia, my liking for you never had anything to do with my mother or my job at Burton Industries.
Mia only heard the first part of that statementEthan had liked her! When Mias naive and trusting heart had hoped that he would fall in love with her, as she had fallen in with him
How fortunate for you that you got over the emotion so quickly!
Ethan gave a shake of his head. I dont know enough about who or what you are any more to know how I feel towards you now, he acknowledged heavily. The Mia I once knew was sweet and warm, utterly enchanting, and I dont believe she would ever have deliberately hurt anyone, either.
Her cheeks became flushed at the rebuke she heard in his tone. I had to grow up some time, Ethan.
So you did, he accepted huskily.
And he obviously didnt like the way in which she had grown up! Well, that was just too badbecause Mia much preferred herself this way. Tougher. Stronger.
Ethan took a large brown envelope out of his pocket. You might like to have this.
What is it? Mia said stiffly, totally ignoring the envelope he held out to her.
Why dont you take a look inside and see? He laid the envelope down on the bench beside her before turning and walking away.
Which was when the tears began to fall hotly, scaldingly down Mias cheeks.
Damn!
Crying was the last thing Mia wanted to do. Instead she wanted to scream and shout, to wail against whatever cruel fate had brought Ethan back into her life.
Most of all she wanted to stop the aching agony that washed over her in increasingly painful waves just from seeing him again.
Instead, she picked up the brown envelope Ethan had left for her, ripping it open to tip the contents out onto the bench beside her.
And instantly felt all the colour drain from her cheeks
CHAPTER THREE
HOW dare you? Mia stormed into Ethans office on the top floor of the Burton Industries building the following morning, and threw the brown envelope down on top of the impressive oak desk in front of him, spilling the contents all over the papers he had obviously been signing when shed burst unannounced into the room.
Im so sorry, Mr Black. Ethans flustered secretary had hurried into the room behind Mia. She just pushed her way in here before I had a chance to stop her
Its okay, Trish, Ethan assured her smoothly as he slowly placed his fountain pen down on the side of the desk. As this used to be the office of Miss Burtons father she obviously doesnt feel that she needs an appointment to see his successor.
Mia heard the censure in Ethans tone, and grudgingly admitted it was merited; after all, no matter what her personal opinion of her father might be, this was still his company.
I apologise. She turned to smile at Trish. I was just in such a hurry to see Ethan that Iwell, I was obviously less than polite.
It was my fault entirely, Miss Burton. The other woman looked even more embarrassed. I havent been here very long, and I had no idea whoIll make sure and show you straight in next time. She smiled back tentatively.
As far as Mia was concerned there wouldnt be a next time; once she had told Ethan exactly what she thought of him she hoped never to have to see him again!
Lets not go that far, Trish. Ethan spoke dryly to his secretary, but that narrowed silver gaze was fixed steadily on Mia. I would like at least a little prior warning of the invasion!
I really am sorry, Mr Black. I honestly had no idea
Its not a problem, he assured her again smoothly. But thanks anyway. And could you call Jeff Bailey and tell him I may be a little late for the ten oclock board meeting?
Certainly, Mr Black. With a last apologetic smile in Mias direction the other woman turned to leave.
Just what do you think you were doing by Mia broke off in surprise as Ethan raised a silencing finger. A surprise she recovered from as soon as she heard his secretary closing the door on her way out. Dont you dare shush me, you arrogant, overbearing, pompous
My, youre in good fighting form this morning, arent you? Ethan sat back in his high-backed black leather chair to consider her fully. Once again he was wearing one of those designer-label suitscharcoal-grey todaywith a pale grey shirt and meticulously knotted tie. I had a feeling I might see you here some time this morning.
Then you werent disappointed, were you? Mia snapped. And you would have seen me last night if I had known where to find you.
He nodded slowly. I moved apartments a couple of months ago.
No doubt you could afford to on a CEOs salary!
His mouth tightened at the scorn in her voice. No doubt.
Mia gave an impatient shake of her head. Explain exactly what you thought you were doing by having someone spying on metaking photographs of me she lifted up the dozen coloured photographs that had fallen out of the brown envelope like some sort of pervert hiding in the bushes.
How else was I supposed to find you?
You werent. She stated the obvious.
He gave an unconcerned shrug. Too late.
You had no right spying on me, prying into my private life
I dont consider locating the daughter of my stepfather to be prying into anything, Ethan cut in coldly.
Mia became very still. His stepfather. Much as she might have tried to forget it the previous day, that did also made him her stepbrother. Oh, God !
Ethan took advantage of Mias momentary silence to take in her appearance. She was wearing a sweater in the same emerald-green as her eyes beneath a short black leather jacket, along with skin-tight low-rider denim jeans that left little to the imagination in regard to the taut roundness of her bottom and the slender length of her legs.
Not that Ethan needed to use his imagination where Mia was concerned; he knew exactly what she looked like naked. Or at least he had
Mia was so much more slender than shed used to be, but her skinalways the colour of ivory touched with a light rose, soft as velvet and begging to be touchedwas just as appealing as it had always been. The fullness of her breasts would no longer be a snug fit in his hands, but the rounded curve of her bottom would, and he could imagine that softness as he pulled her into him and
What the hell was he doing, fantasising about making love to Mia? Present tense, not past
Damn it, wasnt this situation complicated enough already, due to the limited amount of information he felt able to share with Mia, without clouding the issue by resurrecting his desire for this woman that had once been so unrelenting? A desire Mia had made it more than obvious she would never feel for him again
Ethan stood up restlessly. And instantly realised his mistake as the pulsing of his erection told him that it wasnt only his thoughts that had become wayward in the last few minutes!
He turned away to look out of the window rather than allowing Mia to see the evidence of his arousal. Yesterday he had been certain that he didnt even like this new tough and forceful Mia. Now his traitorous body had decided something completely different!
Not just his body, Ethan acknowledged with a frown. He had caught a glimpse of a softer, more appealing Mia just now, when shed apologised to Trish for her rudeness, and that glimpse, it seemed, had been enough to reawaken the desire Ethan had felt for Mia since he had looked across the room where the company party was being held and seen her in that snug-fitting red dress, her hair a glorious gold tumble down the length of her spine
Who took those photographs, Ethan?
Get a grip, Ethan, he instructed himself firmly. Stop thinking about taking Mia to bed and concentrate on the here and now. I hired a private security firm six months ago, he revealed tautly.
Obviously a more efficient one than my father.
Obviously, Ethan said.
Mia had felt physically sick yesterday as shed looked through the photographs inside the envelope Ethan had given her.
Photographs of her opening Coffee and Cookies in the morning. Of her walking alone in the park during her lunch break. Of her loading boxes of cookies into her car for delivery. Another one of her getting into her car and driving off. The list just went sickeningly on and on!
Someonesome unknown, faceless person Ethan had hiredhad been following her, taking photographs of her, and she hadnt even realised it! Did my father ask you to do this?
No.
Then I dont understand
Obviously not. Ethan turned back to face her, eyes a glittering silver-grey. You already know your father had a heart attack six months ago, Mia, he reminded grimly.
Yes
And the one thing he wanted before he died was to see you again.
How sweet!
Dont, Mia. Ethans warning was icily chill, his eyes becoming like silver shards of glittering glass.
Dont what? she taunted.
Dont mock what you so obviously cant begin to understand.
Are you daring to question the love I felt for my father?
Obviously in the past tense, Ethan recognised harshly. But, whether you like it or not, whether you accept it or not, he added firmly, William will never stop loving you.
He has your mother now.
Considering what a cold-hearted little witch his daughter has turned into, thats probably as well! He looked at her coldly.
Mias cheeks flushed. You know nothing about me
I know that you have only a few close female friends, that theres no current man in your life, and that you work twelve hours a day, six days a week in your coffee-shop.
Exactly how long did you have me watched, Ethan? Mias hands shook as she clenched them at her sides.
It took almost the whole six months and a lot of man hours to find you. He shrugged. The fact that you used only the name of a company to buy your coffee shop was what threw us off the scent for so long. He looked at her reprovingly.
Mias mouth firmed. And once you had found me?
A few days.
How many?
Five, he stated flatly.
I want any written reports on me given to you by this private security firm. Mia was breathing unevenly, not sure if she was just furious at having her private life invaded in this way, or if it was the fact that Ethan had instigated the search that made it seem so much more of an intrusion.
Ethan shrugged broad shoulders. Ive already shredded them.
Her eyes narrowed. Why?
Because they werent relevant now that Ive seen you again, Ethan dismissed impatiently, before moving to sit back behind his desk; he didnt need a written report on Mia to remember what was in it. To know there was no current male in Mias life
Its relevant to me
Its gone, Mia. Ethan sighed. Destroyed. Unimportant.
Why should I believe you?
His mouth tightened at her obvious scepticism. Perhaps because I have no reason to lie to you?
Did you ever need a reason?
Damn it, Mia
Have you told my father yet that youve found and spoken to me?
Not yet, no, Ethan bit out tersely.
Why not ? She eyed him guardedly.
He shrugged. I didnt feel able to do that without first speaking to you.
And now that you have spoken to me?
Ethan breathed deeply. I see little point in telling him anything when youre obviously still so hostile to the idea of seeing him again.
That isnt going to change any time soon. Inwardly, Mia told herself she had absolutely no intention of feeling in the least bit guilty over her refusal to see or hear from her father again.
It might.
It wont, she assured him evenly. Seeing you againtwice!has been quite bad enough, thank you very much!
I cant see why. Unless I actually meant something to you five years ago ?
You didnt. Mia gave a decisive shake of her head. Youre just a part of something that I would rather forget.
And that had been, and always would be, the problem between the two of them, Ethan acknowledged heavily. Even if they could have overcome the hurdle of the mistrust Mia felt in regard to him, Ethan still knew that every time Mia so much as looked at him now she was reminded of her mothers suicide five years ago. Along with the remorseless publicity that had followed because of her fathers relationship with Ethans mother.
What would Mia say or do if Ethan were to act on the desire that now raged through his body at the very thought of having all her restless aggression in his bed?
Ethan! Mia was obviously as irritated with his distraction as Ethan was.
He frowned his impatience. Youve become quite the little spitfire, havent you?
And?
I like it. He shrugged.
She seemed dumbstruck for a few seconds, and then she glared at him. I have absolutely no interest in hearing what your opinion is of me now, Ethan!
Are you sure about that?
Could Ethan possibly be flirting with her? Mia questioned incredulously. After all that had happened, their chequered history, was he actually? No, he couldnt be. Ethan had made it perfectly clear thatspitfire aparthe didnt even like the woman she was now. That he thought she was both cruel and selfish.
When Mia was neither of those things
Walking away from her fatherfrom Ethanfrom the only life and home she had ever knownhad been the hardest thing Mia had ever had to do. But to have stayed when shed felt as if everyone she had ever loved and cared for was either gone or had betrayed herher mother by dying, her father and Ethan by deceiving herwould have been even harder.
And if Ethan thought it had been easy for her to stay away after she had read about her fathers heart attack in the newspapers, then he was mistaken; if anything that had been more difficult to do than walking away initially.
Instead she had continued to follow her fathers medical progress in those newspapers, to inwardly ache at the changes she saw in him when he was photographed leaving hospital two weeks after his heart attack. Her fathers hair was iron-grey now, and there were lines on his face that certainly hadnt been there four and a half years ago. She had been pleased to see he looked slightly less strained and ill when hed been photographed again four weeks later, boarding a plane on his way to recuperate at his home in the South of France. Although that pleasure had been somewhat diluted by seeing a smiling Grace Burton at his side
Could we get back to the reason I came here? she prompted testily.
Which was?
To tell you to call off your private security company, for one! She began to pace restlessly.
Already done. Anything else?
I want you out of my life. And I want you to stay out! Her eyes flashed in warning.
You seriously think, after all these months of searching, Im now going to just give up on you because you tell me to? Ethan raised his brows in derision.
Why not? I gave up on all of you years ago!
Ethan was well aware of that fact. But there were still so many things that Mia didnt know about the past. Things that William had made Grace and Ethan promise never to tell her
Such as the fact that Kay Burton had been about to leave both her daughter and her husband for a younger manher tennis coach; how clichd was that?on the day of the car accident that had left her so badly injured and then in hospital for months afterwards. Such as the fact that the man Kay had been leaving her family for had decided he was no longer interested in being with a womaneven one as wealthy as Kay Burton would be after her divorcewho was badly scarred and would be confined to a wheelchair for the rest of her life. That had resulted in William feeling duty-bound to stand by the mother of his heartbroken daughter, even though she had been leaving him for another man and there had no longer been any love between himself and Kay.
The tennis coach hadnt completely disappeared from their lives, either
The wealthy divorcee Kay no longer being an option, as far as the other man was concerned, he had instead decided to blackmail William in order to keep the truth of her mothers affair, of Kays intention to leave her husband and daughter, from the already traumatised sixteen-year-old Mia. Blackmail that had only come to an end when Kay had killed herself and Mia had disappeared only days after her mothers funeral.
Not a pretty story, by any meansand certainly not one that William would have confided in his young daughter while her mother was still alive. And he had adamantly refused to tell Mia after Kay Burton took her own life.
Putting Ethan in a very precarious position now he had found Mia again. His respect for William dictated that he couldnt break his promise to the other man and tell Mia the truthbut, having now found her again, spoken with her, Ethan couldnt just walk away again either.
Even if he wanted to. Which he didnt. And not just because of his love for William; this older, self-reliant and more self-confident Mia was even more intriguing than the younger, vulnerable Mia had been
He straightened determinedly. Im not going anywhere, Mia.
Pity!
Isnt it? he came back insincerely. So, why isnt there currently a man in your life, Mia?
Mia was thrown slightly off-balance by this sudden change of subject. Is there currently a woman in your own life? she counter-challenged.
No, he answered.
Her brows rose. Why not?
Ethan gave a rueful shrug. Perhaps Im a little more discerning about the women who share my bed than I used to be?
You
Arrogant? Overbearing? Pompous?
Absolute pig! Mia completed forcefully.
Sticks and stones, Mia, Ethan dismissed derisively.
Mia stared across at him for several long seconds. Ethan was so different from the man she remembered from that first meeting nine years ago, and from when they had dated each otherslept together!four years later. Both in looks and temperament.
She would never verbally admit to it, but she found this more mature Ethan slightly intimidating. Ruggedly handsome enough to set any womans pulse racing, with a cool arrogance that attracted as much as it challenged. Quite a heady combination, in fact
And Mia would be insane to ever allow herself to become attracted to Ethan all over again!
Her chin rose defiantly. Im not joking here, Ethan; I want you out of my life.
The previous teasing left his face. Disappear like you did, you mean?
As long as you stay out of my life I dont care what you choose to call it.
He gave a slow shake of his head. We both know I cant do that.
Of course you can, she reasoned impatiently. You just shred those photographs, like you did the written file, and forget you ever saw me.
Ethan eyed her impatiently. You really think I can do that?
Its exactly what I intend doing where youre concerned.
His mouth thinned. And what happens if William should have another heart attack? Do I still forget that I know exactly where you are? That I ever saw you again?
Mia gave a pained frown. Theres no reason to think my father will have another heart attack. Is there ? she added uncertainly.
Theres no reason to think he wont, either, Ethan rasped impatiently.
She gave an exasperated shake of her head. Im leaving now, Ethan, and I dont ever want to see you again.
Want all you like, Mia; it isnt going to happen, he came back mildly.
She gave him one last frustrated glare before turning on her heel and leaving, knowing Ethan well enough to realise he meant exactly what he said.
CHAPTER FOUR
I THOUGHT I had made my feelings more than clear earlier today about seeing you again, Ethan? Mia eyed him impatiently as he stood by the counter, arms crossed in front of his powerful chest, having arrived at Coffee and Cookies a few minutes before closing time, but making no effort to leave when the other customers did so.
You did, yes, he confirmed.
But you, being you, decided to ignore me?
As I told you I would, yes. He nodded unapologetically.
Mia wished that Ethan didnt look so heart-stoppingly handsome this evening, having taken off his jacket and draped it over one of the chairs to reveal a tight-fitting black polo shirt beneath that defined his muscled chest and arms, and a pair of well-worn denims that fitted snugly in all the rightwrong?places. He was looking much more like the devastatingly handsome Ethan she had once known so intimatelyand loved so completely!
Mia delayed answering by turning away to pull down the blind on the front window, at the same time willing her pulse to stop racing and her cheeks to cease burning.
She might have been completely thrown when Ethan turned up at Coffee and Cookies but the impressionable Dee had been delighted; obviously Ethan was just as devastating to the female population as he had always been!
But not to her, Mia told herself firmly. She was well and truly over Ethan Black. Had been over him for years.
And wasnt she protesting just a little too much ?
Not when it came to Ethan, no! He had always been a force to be reckoned with, but the last five years had added a hard edge only a fool would deliberately choose to ignore. And Mia was no longer a fool.
I thought the two of us could go out to dinner.
Mia turned sharply. What?
Dinner. You and me. Together.
Her cheeks felt warm. Im just not getting through to you at all, am I? Let me repeatI didnt want to see you again, let alone go out to dinner or anything else with you.
Perhaps you should wait until youre asked for anything else before turning it down? he came back tauntingly.
Her eyed narrowed. Youre really starting to irritate me now, Ethan.
Only starting? He raised dark brows as he stood, effectively blocking her way, as she tried to move around him to the counter.
Mia breathed her impatience as Ethan stood tall and impenetrable in front of her. Isnt there someone else you could go and annoy this evening?
No doubt many, many people. He nodded slowly, grey eyes looking down at her.
Mia wasnt sure she could cope with Ethan in this lighter mood. It reminded her far too forcibly and uncomfortably of how it had once been between them. In another lifetime. Between two other people
But Im having far too much fun irritating you at the moment to want to be anywhere else, he assured her dryly.
She looked up at him. Were you always this annoying, or is it something new?
He gave an unconcerned shrug. Considering we virtually lived together for three months, you would no doubt be a better judge of that than me.
No doubt
Just thinking of that three months when she and Ethan had been together constantly, night as well as day, was enough to cause an ache in Mias chest.
God, how she had loved him! She hadnt been able to get enough of his company. Or their lovemaking
Long, pleasurable hours of just touching, caressing, kissing each other, before coming together in slow and pleasurable strokes until they both reached a climax that left them trembling in each others arms. Or those other times, when they had been so hungry for each other they had barely been able to rid themselves of their clothes before falling on each other ravenously, their coupling wild, their orgasms earth-shattering.
Yes, she had loved Ethanbeen in love with him, Mia acknowledged inwardly, but Ethans emotions had been nowhere near as engaged. He had been twenty-six years old, very ambitious, and Mia had been a sweet and tasty morsel for him to seduce and devour on his single-minded way to the top. He certainly hadnt been in love with Mia as she had with him.
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Тип: электронная книга
Жанр: Современные любовные романы
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Издательство: HarperCollins
Дата публикации: 16.04.2024
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О книге: The return of Ethan Black – the most magnificent man she’s ever met… Mia Burton thinks she’s seen the last of Ethan Black – the man who haunts her heart. She’s wanted to forget him – but can you really dismiss from your mind the most magnificent man you’ve ever met? He’s a painful reminder of her troubled past and she needs him to stay just a memory…But Ethan’s returned in all his very real glory – unyielding in his bid to resolve the history between them. Mia wonders what his real motive can be – because it’s clear he’ll do whatever it takes to win her back!