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The Lord and the Wayward Lady
Louise Allen


The closest millinerNell Latham has come to high society is making fashionable bonnets for alderman�s wives. But when she delivers a message to Earl of Narborough, she�s soon swept up in a web of intrigue and scandal.Marcus, the Earl�s son and heir, tracks down the messenger who has caused so much trouble for his family. . . but he doesn�t expect to find the waif so attractive.












London, 1814


A season of secrets, scandal and seduction in high society!

A darkly dangerous stranger is out for revenge, delivering a silken

rope as his calling card. Through him, a long-forgotten past is

stirred to life. The notorious events of 1794 which saw one man

murdered and another hanged for the crime are brought into

question. Was the culprit brought to justice or is there still

a treacherous murderer at large?

As the murky waters of the past are disturbed, so is the Ton ! Milliners and servants find love with rakish lords and proper ladies fall for rebellious outcasts, until finally the true murderer and spy is revealed.

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About the Author


LOUISE ALLEN has been immersing herself in history, real and fictional, for as long as she can remember and finds landscapes and places evoke powerful images of the past. Louise divides her time between Bedfordshire and the north Norfolk coast, where she spends as much time as possible with her husband at the cottage they are renovating. With any excuse she�ll take a research trip abroad � Venice, Burgundy and the Greek islands are favourite atmospheric destinations. Please visit Louise�s website � www.louiseallenregency.co.uk � for the latest news!


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Chapter One


January 5, 1814. London

�Just look at that blue sky, guv�nor. Mornin� like this, all�s right with the world and no mistake.�

�You must be in love, Dan.� Marcus Carlow, Viscount Stanegate, observed as he looped his reins and took the corner from Piccadilly into Albemarle Street at a brisk trot.

A waft of onions from behind him accompanied an indignant snort from his tiger. �You won�t find me shut up in parson�s pound, guv�nor. Nah, just look at it: all crisp and sunny and fresh. A perfect day�proper lifts the spirits. Nuffin� could go wrong on a day like this.�

�After a remark like that, a superstitious man would take to his bed, order the doors to be bolted and expect disaster.� Marcus grinned, steadying the pair as they took exception to a large party proceeding along the pavement in a flurry of bandboxes and fluttering scarves.

It was a damned good day, Dan was right. The sun shone, the air was crisp, the fog had lifted and the intriguing Mrs Perdita Jensen was showing unmistakeable signs of a willingness to accept his carte blanche.

Yes, if one disregarded a father whose poor health was wearing down his mother�s spirits, one sister whose aim in life appeared to bring him to an early grave with worry, another whose sweet innocence was equally conducive to anxiety, and a brother who, when he was not putting life and limb at risk on the battlefield, was set on becoming the wildest rake in town, then one might, indeed, believe that nothing on earth could go wrong.

Marcus contemplated the day ahead. Luncheon with the family, a meeting with Brocket, the estate manager, up from Hertfordshire with a bulging portfolio of estate business, dinner at his club and then a visit to Mrs Jensen�s discreet apartments to agree terms. Calm, ordered, satisfactory and predictable, just for once.

�Take the curricle round to the mews, Dan. I won�t be�� The door of the double-fronted town house burst open as a footman emerged at the run. �Peters?�

�My lord.� The man pulled himself up at the foot of the steps. �Lord Narborough�it looks like another heart stroke, my lord. Mr Wellow said I was to take a hack and fetch the doctor, urgently.�

�Dan, take the reins.� Marcus thrust them into the tiger�s hands as the young man scrambled round and into the seat. Marcus vaulted down and pushed the footman up beside Dan. �If Dr Rowlands isn�t at home, find where he has gone and bring him.�

He took the steps two at a time and caught the closing front door. The hall was in turmoil. Richards, the youngest footman, was wringing his hands and declaring that it wasn�t his fault, the young lady looked respectable enough and how was he to know she was a murdering hussy? Wellow, the butler, was demanding of Felling, the earl�s elderly valet, where his lordship�s drops were, and at the foot of the stairs three young women were engaged in a noisy argument.

Or, at least, Honoria, his elder sister, was arguing. Verity, the younger, was in tears. Marcus shrugged off his caped driving coat and strode across the black-and-white chequered floor to the one person who appeared to be calm. �Miss Price, what has occurred?�

His sisters� companion turned, relief at the sight of him clear on her face. �Lord Stanegate, thank Heavens you are returned. No, Honoria! If your mama says the young woman is to remain in the library until Lord

Stanegate says what is to be done, then that is where she stays and you are not to speak to her.� She put an arm around Verity and gave her a little shake. �Now stop crying, Verity. What good is that going to do your papa?�

�None.� Verity threw herself onto Marcus�s chest. �Marc! Papa is dying!�

�Nonsense,� he retorted with more assurance than he felt, disentangling his sister and setting her firmly on her feet. �Verity, Honoria, go and help Felling find Papa�s drops. Miss Price, where is Lord Narborough?�

�In his study, with her ladyship,� she said. �Mrs Hoby should be up at any moment with some sweet tea.�

�Thank you.� Marcus opened the door to the study and went quietly inside. His father was stretched out on the big leather chaise, his wife seated by his side, patting his hand. Marcus stopped dead, shaken despite knowing what to expect. The earl, always in poor health, was only fifty-four, but with grey hair and stooped shoulders he looked twenty years older. Marcus could barely recall his father as well and active. But now, with blue lips and his eyes closed and sunken, he looked a dying man.

�Mama?�

Lady Narborough looked up and smiled.

�Marc, I knew you would not be long. George, here is Marc.�

The hooded lids fluttered open and Marcus let out the breath he was holding. No, his father was not going to die, not this time. The dark grey eyes, so like his own, were focused and alive.

�Father, what happened?�

�Some girl...brought it. Don�t know why.� His right hand moved restlessly. Marcus knelt by the chaise, taking his father�s hand in his as his mother got up and moved aside to give him room.

His father gripped his fingers. �There.� He turned his head towards the desk where a brown-paper parcel lay undone, something heaped in its midst. �My boy.� His voice dropped to a whisper and Marcus leaned close to hear. �That old business. Hebden and Wardale. Dead and buried...I thought.� He closed his eyes again. �Don�t fuss. Shock, that�s all. Damn this heart.�

Lady Narborough met Marcus�s eyes across the room, her own wide and questioning as he curled his fingers around his father�s wrist and felt for the pulse. �He�ll do,� he murmured as the housekeeper came in with the tea, the valet at her heels with the belladonna drops.

Between them, they got the earl propped up and sipping his tea. Certain his mother was occupied, Marcus moved to the desk and examined the parcel that had caused all the trouble. Ordinary stout brown paper tied with string and sealed with a blob of red wax. The Earl of Narborough and the address in a firm black hand, probably masculine. Marcus bent and sniffed: no perfume.

And lying in the centre, beside the knife his father had used to slash the string, a length of coiled rope. It was perhaps an inch thick and a strange colour, a mix of fine soft threads�blues, reds, yellows, white, brown and black.

Frowning, Marcus lifted it and it slithered, snakelike, in his grip. The feel as it moved was somehow alive. Silk? Then he saw the loop and the knot in the end, and recognised it. A silken rope, a luxurious halter to hang a man. The privilege, if such it could be called, accorded to a peer of the realm who was sentenced to death.

Hebden and Wardale, his father had said. One a victim, the other his murderer. Two dead men. And now, after almost twenty years, this rope delivered to their closest friend. Coincidence? He did not think so and neither, it was obvious, did his father.

With a glance to reassure himself that the earl seemed stable enough, Marcus slipped from the room. Raised female voices could be heard from the White Salon, but the hall was empty save for Wellow, on the watch for the doctor.

�Wellow, what the devil has been going on here?�

The butler tightened his lips, his face once more impassive beneath the imposing dome of his bald head. �A young woman called�at the front door, my lord. Richards answered it. He says she appeared a lady, despite carrying a parcel, which is why he did not send her to the tradesmen�s entrance. She asked to speak to his lordship, insisted that she must deliver the package into his hands.

�Richards showed her through to the study.� The butler�s expression boded ill for the junior footman. �I regret to say he has now forgotten the name he was given to announce. He left her alone with his lordship. A few moments later the young woman came out of the room, calling for help. His lordship was in a collapsed condition. I told Richards to shut her in the library and lock the door until your return, my lord, considering that the entire affair had a most irregular appearance.�

�Very wise, thank you, Wellow. I will speak to her now. Call me when the doctor arrives.�

The key was in the lock. Marcus turned it and went into the library, braced for almost anything.

The woman who turned from her contemplation of the street was tall, slender to the point of thinness and clad in a plain, dark pelisse and gown. Her bonnet was neither fashionable nor dowdy; the impression she gave was of neatness and frugality. As he came closer and noticed the tightness with which her hands were clasped before her and the rigidity of her shoulders, he realized that she was under considerable strain.

�The butler told me to wait for Lord Stanegate. Are you he?� Her voice was a surprise. Warm and mellow, like honey. Hazel eyes watched him, full of concern. Feigned?

�I am Stanegate,� he said, not troubling to blank out his feelings from either his face or voice. For whatever reason, she had made his father very ill. �And you?�

�Miss Smith.�

Why couldn�t I have thought of something more convincing? Nell stared back into the hard eyes, as dark as wet flint. He was too big, too serious, too male. And far too close. She locked her knees against the instinct to edge backwards as she read the anger under the control he was exerting.

�Miss Smith?� No, he didn�t believe her. There was scepticism in the deep voice, and one corner of his mouth turned down in the reverse of a smile as he studied her face. �Why, exactly, have you delivered a silken rope to my father?�

Nell made herself withstand the compelling dark eyes. �Is that what it was? The parcel seemed innocuous enough. I saw no harm in it.�

�The rope looked like a snake. You are fortunate that he did not die of the shock. The earl is not a well man, his heart is weak.� There was the anger again, like fire behind the flint. A man who loved his father and was afraid for him.

�I had no idea what it contained. It was only a parcel to be delivered.� Just let me go...

�Indeed? You hardly look like the sort of female to be employed delivering parcels.� The viscount�she supposed that was what he was; her grasp of the ranks of nobility was escaping her under stress�folded his arms across his chest and looked her up and down. She knew what he was seeing. Shabby gentility, neatness and decency maintained by sheer willpower and a refusal to give in and allow her standards to slip.

�I am a�� Lie, her instincts shouted ��dressmaker. I deliver garments for fittings to clients� homes on behalf of my employer. One gentleman asked, as a favour, if she would have me deliver that parcel here. He has spent a good deal of money at the shop recently. Madame did not like to refuse such a good customer.�

�His name?� He did not seem to actually disbelieve her despite the sceptical line of that hard mouth. And it was true. Almost.

�I do not know it.�

�Really, Miss Smith? An excellent customer of your employer and you do not know his name?� He moved closer, just a little, just to the very edge of discomfort for her, and narrowed his eyes.

Nell lifted her chin and stared back, letting him see that she was assessing him in her turn, refusing to be cowed. Almost thirty, she guessed; six foot, give or take half an inch; fit; confident, used to getting his own way. Was that because of his station in life or his inherent qualities? All she could tell of the latter, just now, was that he was an angry man who loved his father.

�No, I do not know his real name, my lord. I know the name he gave: Salterton.�

�And how do you know that is false?�

�I assumed by the style of what he chose that he was buying items for his mistress. He spent a lot of money. Money, I deduced, that he would not want his wife to know about. I was there when he first came into the shop and I heard Madame ask him his name. He hesitated, just a fraction, and then there was something in his voice. He was lying; one can tell.�

�Indeed, one can,� Lord Stanegate said, that mobile corner of his mouth twitching up into a fleeting smile that held no humour whatsoever. Nell felt her cheeks grow hot and stared fixedly at the cabochon-ruby pin in his neckcloth. �What does he look like?�

�I hardly saw him and I think that was deliberate on his part. I do not think even Madame has fully seen his face. He always seems to come in the evening and he wears a slouch hat, his collar is turned up. He pays in cash, not on account.

�But one can see he is dark.� She struggled for remembrance and to assemble her impressions into a coherent description. �He is foreign perhaps, because there is something in his voice�not quite an accent, more of a lilt, although he speaks like an English gentleman. He looks fit, he moves well.� She frowned, chasing the elusive words to describe the shadowy figure. �Like a dancer. He is not quite as tall as you and of slighter build.�

As she spoke, she realized she was letting her eyes run over the man in front of her, assessing the elegant simplicity of expensive tailoring and the fit, well-proportioned, body under it. He was dressed for driving in a dark plain coat and buckskin breeches with glossy high boots. She dragged her gaze back to the tiepin: there was something about the set of the strong jaw above the intricate folds of the neckcloth that suggested he was aware of her scrutiny and did not relish it.

�You are a good observer, Miss Smith, considering you only glimpsed him and had no reason to take an interest.� He did not believe her, but she was not going to admit that the dark man had both intrigued and repelled her from the start. He had seemed to bring danger into the frivolous feminine world of the shop. �What is the name and direction of your employer? Doubtless she will remember even more.�

�I prefer not to give it. Madame would not be pleased if she found I had involved her in an awkward situation.� And that, my girl, is where you get yourself when you lie. I cannot tell him now, not without admitting I do not work for a dressmaker, and then he will believe even less of what I say. �And if she is displeased, what is the worst she can do to you?� The viscount moved away a few steps and half sat on one corner of the library table. Nell let out her breath, then realized that he had simply moved back to study her more closely, head to toe.

�Dismiss me.� Which would be, quite simply, a disaster. Not, of course, that a man like this would realize how precarious the life of a working woman was�with no family, no other means of support.

�Hmm.� He regarded her from under level brows. Nell had the impression that he spent rather a lot of time frowning. �And what can I do, do you suppose? I will tell you�I can hand you in at Bow Street as an accomplice in a conspiracy to murder my father.�

�What! Murder? Why, that is simply ridiculous!� The shock of the threat propelled her into motion, pacing away from him in agitation. Nell came up against a large globe on a stand and spun back to face the viscount. �The earl is obviously in bad health and he must have overstrained himself getting out of his chair or something. Conspiracy? That is nonsense. What is there in a length of rope to harm a grown man? What is it anyway? A curtain tie?�

�A silken rope,� he said slowly, with a weight to his words that made her feel she should read some significance into them. And at the back of her mind, sunk deep in her memory, something stirred, sent out flickers of unease as if at the recollection of a childhood nightmare.

Nell shrugged, sending the discomfort skittering back into the darkness. Somehow, she did not want to explore that elusive thought. �Take me to Bow Street then,� she bluffed, as though that in itself was not enough to have her instantly dismissed without a character. �See if the magistrates think that innocently delivering a parcel justifies being locked up and abused.�

�Abused? In what way do you consider yourself abused, Miss Smith?� Lord Stanegate sat there, hands folded, apparently relaxed, looking as unthreatening as six foot of well-muscled angry man could look. �I can ring for a cup of tea for you, while you consider your position. Or I could send for my sisters� companion, should you require a chaperone. If you are cold, the fire will be laid. Only, I will have an answer, Miss Smith. Do not underestimate me.�

�There is no danger of my doing that, my lord,� she responded, keeping her voice calm with an effort. �I can see that you are used to getting your own way in all things and that bullying and threatening one defenceless female, however politely, is not something you will baulk at.�

�Bullying?� His eyebrows went up. �No, this is not bullying, Miss Smith, nor threatening. I am merely setting out the inevitable consequences of your actions�or rather, your inaction.�

�Threats,� she muttered, mutinous and increasingly afraid.

�It would be threatening,� he said, getting to his feet and walking towards her as she backed away, �if I were to force you back against the bookshelves, like this.� The back of Nell�s heels hit wood and she stopped, hands spread. There was nothing behind her but unyielding leather spines.

Lord Stanegate put one hand on either side of her head and glanced at the shelves. �Ah, the Romantic poets, how very inappropriate. Yes, if I were to trap you like this and to move very close�� he shifted until they were toe to toe, and she felt the heat of his thighs as they brushed her skirts ��and then promise to put my hands around your rather pretty neck and shake the truth out of you�now that would be threatening.�

Nell closed her eyes, trying to block out the closeness of him. Behind her were comforting scents from her early childhood: leather and old paper and beeswax wood polish. In front of her, sharp citrus and clean linen and leather and man. She tried to melt back into the old, familiar library smell, but there was no escape that way.

�Look at me.�

She dragged her eyes open. He had shaved very close that morning, but she could tell his beard would be as dark as his hair. There was a tiny scar nicking the left corner of his lips and they were parted just enough for her to see the edge of white, strong teeth. As she watched he caught his lower lip between them for a moment, as though in thought. Nell found herself staring at the fullness where his teeth had pressed; her breath hitched in her chest.

�Well?�

�No.� The thought of his hands on her, sliding under her chin, his fingers slipping into her hair... And the memory of Mr Harris came back to her and she shuddered, unable to stop herself, and he stepped back abruptly as though she had slapped him.

�Damn it��

�My lord.� The butler was in the doorway. �Dr Rowlands is here and Lady Narborough is asking for you. She seems a little anxious, my lord.�

Nell saw, from both their faces, that a little anxious was a major understatement. Without a word, Lord Stanegate turned on his heel and strode out after the man. The door banged shut behind him.

Her fingers were locked tight around the edge of the shelf. She opened her hands warily, as though they were all that were keeping her on her feet, then realized that the slam of the door had not been followed by any other sound. They had not locked it again.

Where was her reticule? She ran to the sofa and found the shabby bag, her skirts swinging wildly against the upholstery as she hastened to the door. It opened under her hand, well-oiled hinges yielding without a sound. Then she was into the hall, under the shelter of the arc of the sweeping stairs.

But the butler was by the front door, giving orders to a footman; so there was no escape that way. Nell shrank back into the shadows.

�Wellow!� a clear feminine voice called from a room to the right of the front door. The footman walked briskly past Nell�s hiding place and through the green baize door as the butler went to answer the call.

�Yes, Lady Honoria?�

As he went inside the room, Nell tiptoed forward, steadying herself with one hand on a side table bearing a silver salver. The second post had obviously arrived. Ears straining, Nell glanced down.

Lady Honoria Carlow read the direction on the topmost letter.

She stood transfixed. Carlow? That was the name that her gentle widowed mother had spoken with such hate when her control cracked and she fell into sobbing despair. The name at the heart of the darkness in the past, the things that had happened when she was only a tiny child, the things that were never spoken of clearly, must never be asked about.

Lord Narborough�s family name was Carlow? Why she must fear that family she had no idea, but they undoubtedly would know and if they found out who she was they would never believe she had acted in innocence.

Nell tiptoed across the marble, her worn shoes making virtually no sound. The door was on the latch, she opened it and was out into the busy late-morning street. A few brisk steps and she was behind the shelter of a waiting hackney carriage. She kept pace as it set off at a walk, held up by traffic, then slipped into Stafford Street. There, I am safe, she told herself, fighting the urge to run. He will never find me now.




Chapter Two


The rope was safely locked in the bottom drawer of the desk. It might as well have been in plain view on the top and hissing at him like the snake it so resembled for all the good that hiding it away did. Marcus thrust the papers that littered the desk in the library back into their folder and contemplated going into the study. But he felt uncomfortable using it when his father was in town. The older man did virtually nothing on family business these days, but even so, to commandeer his desk felt uncomfortably like stepping into his shoes.

He tried to concentrate on writing to his younger brother instead. He would say nothing of the circumstances, merely that their father had suffered an attack, but was now resting and the doctor was sanguine about a recovery, given time and care.

There was no point in agitating Lieutenant the Honourable Hal Carlow. The last they had heard, Hal was confined to his bed in Wellington�s Portuguese headquarters with a nasty infection caused by a slight sabre wound in his side. His regiment, the Eleventh Light Dragoons, had been sent back to England from the Peninsula the previous year, battered and depleted. Hal, predictably, had pulled strings to find himself some sort of attachment to another regiment out there and had promptly disappeared behind enemy lines on a mission.

Marcus could only be selfishly grateful to whoever had inflicted the wound that was keeping Hal out of trouble, although once convalescent, a bored and off-duty Lieutenant Carlow on the loose was a worrying prospect. As an officer, Marcus was frequently assured, his brother was a paragon, destined for great things and possessing the courage of a lion. Under any other circumstances he was a hell-born babe, determined, Marcus was convinced, to drive his brother to drink or the madhouse.

The sounds of a door slamming and raised voices reminded him that his other siblings were more than capable of achieving that without help from Hal. The redoubtable Miss Price was presumably thwarting one of Honoria�s wilder schemes while attempting to preserve Verity, wide-eyed in adoration of her sister, from the sharp edge of Honoria�s teasing tongue.

He tried to imagine the man strong-willed enough to take Honoria off his hands, and failed. The Season loomed ahead, full of opportunities for one sister to get into outrageous scrapes through unquenchable high spirits and the other, through sheer na?vety, to fall victim to every rake on the prowl.

The fog had descended again, blotting out the promise of the fine morning. Now, in mid-afternoon, it was thick outside the long windows, filling the room with damp gloom despite the blazing fire and the array of lamps.

That damned rope. He wanted to discuss it with his father, but the earl was sleeping. That it had something to do with that old business years ago, when his father had been hardly older than he was himself now, was beyond doubt.

Marcus looked up at the portrait that hung over the fire. Lord Narborough stared back: a virile man at the height of his powers, shoulders square, grey eyes blazing out at the watcher, wig elegant, fingers curled around the hilt of a rapier he could use as readily as he did his fine mind and quick wits.

George Carlow and his friends had faced the Revolution in France, the risk of uprising here, the justified fear of year upon year of bloody war. Close to the inner circles of government, they had existed in a hotbed of intrigue and spying, fighting not on the battlefield but amidst the familiar clubs and balls where the enemy did not wear a scarlet uniform but hid behind the facade of fashion and respectability. His father had plunged into that world of secrets and had lost his health, his peace of mind and his closest friends in the process.

Marcus folded his letter, tossed it to one side, got up and began to pace. That young woman. Miss Smith indeed. Was she an innocent tool of someone�her dark man�or was she involved in whatever mischief this man intended?

Instinct told him she was lying. Smith was not her name, and that was not the only falsehood. He could sense the tension in her as she answered him. And yet, he wanted to believe she was innocent of harm. That was presumably his masculine reaction to a remarkably fine pair of greenish hazel eyes, a glimpse of golden-brown hair and a voice that did provocative things at the base of his spine. Marcus frowned. He needed to listen to his brain for this, not other parts of his body.

She was too thin, he told himself. Even bundled up in that drab gown and shapeless pelisse he could tell that. He was not attracted to thin women. Marcus contemplated Mrs Jensen for a pleasurable moment. She was most definitely not thin, not where it mattered. And she would be waiting for their meeting; she had made that quite clear.

Dressmakers were not fair game for a gentleman, in any case. Miss Smith was a respectable young woman so far as chastity went, he would wager. The flare of anger and alarm in her eyes when he had stood toe to toe with her, that was surely not the reaction of a woman who would try to buy her way out of trouble with her body.

He got up and walked to the spot where they had stood so close, wondering if the faint scent of plain soap truly lingered in the air or if it was his imagination. Imagination, obviously. It was too long since he had given his last mistress her cong�, tired of her petulance and constant demands. If the household was more settled, he could still go out tonight, conclude matters with the lovely Perdita. That would stop him thinking about Miss Smith.

Something pale clung to the folds of the sofa skirts. Marcus hunkered down to pick it up and found it was an inch of fine straw plait, a long thread dangling from it.

He pulled the bell rope. �Peters, ask Miss Price if it would be convenient for her to spare me a moment.�

His sisters� companion came in promptly, bandbox neat, calm and collected as always. �Marcus?� She smiled and took a seat as he resumed his. In private they had long since used first names, allies in maintaining order and decorum in the Carlow household.

�What do you make of this, Diana?� He passed her the fragment of plait and watched as she studied it.

�It is a straw plait of course. Hat straw�it is too fine for anything else.� She rubbed and flexed it between her fingers. �English, I would say. Very good quality and an unusual plait. I have never seen anything quite like it.� She tugged the thread dangling from it and looked at him with intelligent eyes. �Our visitor of this morning is a milliner?�

�She said she was a dressmaker, but it would not surprise me to know that was untrue.�

�If she is working with expensive materials such as this, then she will be with one of the better establishments. Not necessarily of the very highest rank, but good.�

�Could one narrow them down using that piece of plait?�

�I should think so.� Miss Price picked at it with her fingernail. �It is unusual enough to be the work of one plaiter, or perhaps from a village where this is a traditional pattern. I can give you a list of establishments to try.�

�Thank you, I would be obliged. I would like to get my hands on that young woman.� Diana�s fine eyebrows rose. �And drag her off to the magistrates,� he added smoothly.

Within an hour Miss Price produced the promised list, by which time Peters had returned with Hawkins, the ex-Bow Street Runner that Marcus had found useful to employ in the past. He handed the man the piece of plait and the list. �I want to know which of these establishments uses this plait�without arousing suspicion.�

�Aye, my lord. I�ll send in my daughters, they can say they are ladies� maids, trying to track down an exclusive pattern for their mistress.� He glanced down the list and bowed himself out. �I�ll be back by this time tomorrow.�

�Who on earth is that man, Marcus?� He looked up, startled to realize that he had been so deep in thought that he had not heard his mother come in.

�Mama.� He got to his feet as she settled on the sofa in a flurry of silk skirts and held out one immaculately manicured hand to the blaze. Despite the prospect of an evening at home and frequent visits to the sick room, Lady Narborough was exquisitely attired in teal-green silk and adorned with the Carlow opals. �An investigator. I wanted to track down the young woman who so upset Father this morning.�

�I do not understand it.� His mother turned her large dark eyes on him and he noticed with a pang the fine lines radiating from the corners. She was still a beauty, but no longer a young one, no longer so resilient. �What on earth was in that parcel that disturbed your father so much?�

�A foolish practical joke. A cord. It appeared to be a snake. I assume Papa got up too suddenly and then, on top of that, was startled by what he thought was a reptile.� Marcus shrugged negligently. If his mother knew the true nature of the rope, she would make the connection with the past, and he had no intention of worrying her with that if he could avoid it. �I imagine it will turn out to be one of Hal�s madcap friends playing a trick on me that misfired.�

As he intended, that was enough to turn his mother�s attention from the parcel to thoughts of her sons. �Your father is fretting,� she said. �You know how he does when he is unwell. He wants to hold his grandchildren on his knee�and soon! It is too much to hope that Hal will oblige us. Every respectable young lady has been warned against him Seasons ago. You are the heir, Marcus. It is time you found yourself a wife and settled down, set up your nursery.�

It was a subject she returned to with increasing frequency these days. Perhaps it was natural, with an ailing husband, to seek comfort in thoughts of descendants, but he saw no possibility of satisfying her in the immediate future.

There were attractive women aplenty out there and many who caught his eye, but none of them were the kind a gentleman married. What he wanted, he knew, was maturity, intelligence and wit. Breeding went without saying, for he had his name to consider. Wealth was of lesser importance; he was in the fortunate position of not having to marry for money. As for looks�well, character was more desirable, although he did not imagine his chosen bride would be exactly muffin-faced.

But where to find her? �The Season is about to start, Mama. I�ll give it serious thought, I promise.� Some young lady, fresh-faced, innocent, schooled by her mama to perfect deportment and without an original idea in her head would be the expectation for a man in his position. His heart sank.

What he wanted...green eyes, a determined chin, a voice like warm honey and the desperate courage to stand her ground and lie when a man his size, in a temper, tried to threaten her? Yes, that was the calibre of woman he wanted. Now he just had to find an eligible lady with the qualities possessed by a shabby, skinny milliner. Without the lying and the mystery.

�My lord?�

�Mmm?� Startled, Marcus sat bolt upright in the chair by the fire. He hadn�t been dozing exactly, more brooding, he told himself.

Wellow was too well trained to appear surprised by anything the family might do. �I beg your pardon, my lord, but we thought you had gone out.�

�Why? What is the time?�

�Ten, my lord. Would you like me to have a supper laid out in the Small Dining Room?�

�Good God.� Marcus considered his club, then Perdita�s apartments, and found that, after all, the thought of a supper in his own dining room was more enticing. �I lost track of the time, Wellow. The family has dined, I take it?�

�Yes, my lord, on the assumption you were at your club, my lord.�

�Quite. Supper, if you please.� He felt no enthusiasm for an evening of erotic negotiation with Mrs Jensen. Damn it, was he sickening for something?

What if he comes to the shop? Salterton, the dark man? What if he asks me what happened at Lord Narborough�s house? Do I tell him? Or lie? Do I try and find out about him and then tell Lord Stanegate? But he is a Carlow.

There Nell�s train of thought stuttered to a halt and she sat staring rather blankly into her cooling cup of black coffee. A night�s restless, dream-disturbed sleep had done nothing to calm her.

She was afraid of Salterton, she realized, although she did not know why. Something about him made her think of knives. But she was afraid of Stanegate too. He had power and influence, and however unwittingly, she had been the cause of his father�s collapse. Only he did not believe it was unwitting.

If only that were all. Lord Narborough was his father and he had been her own father�s friend, she knew that much. Something had happened when she was very young and her father was taken away. And then Papa had died and Mama had never smiled again�and she spoke the name of Carlow like a curse.

Over the years, growing up, Nell had pieced together a little. Papa must have done something wrong, she had concluded. But she was a girl and a child and no one worried girl children with hard truths, even when not knowing seemed worse than whatever it was that had plunged them into disgrace and penury after her father had gone. Perhaps Nathan and Rosalind had known more; they were older than she. But it had never been spoken of, and the far-off days when there was a big house and her memories of rooms full of treasures and a park might only be a dream, not truth at all.

Something bad, very bad, had happened to Papa. So bad that it stained them all with its tarnish, so bad that he...died.

Nell should hate the Carlows, she knew that, because her mother had told her that George Carlow was responsible for everything that had befallen them. Traitor, she had called him. False friend, treacherous.

But there was something about his son, the viscount, that seemed to fill Nell�s consciousness, to stop her thinking straight. And it was partly, she was honest enough to admit, a very basic attraction, something in his masculinity that called to the feminine in her. As though he was the man who haunted her dreams, her ideal, the man who would be her friend as well as her lover.

Fantasy. Marcus Carlow would haunt her in truth if he found her, there was no doubt about that. Nell shivered and put the cup down on the hearth. Her toast was getting cold. She nibbled it, telling herself that to huddle by the meagre fire, instead of sitting up at the table like a lady, was justified in this cold weather and had nothing to do with a primitive need for safety.

Yes, fantasy. Men were not like that god in her dreams, none of them, and viscounts would certainly have one use, and one use only, for unprotected milliners� assistants.

She got up and put the dirty earthenware in a pail to wash up with her supper plates, then shook out her pelisse and tied her bonnet strings. Reticule, gloves, handkerchief. Her thoughts skittered away, back to the aching worry. Was Lord Narborough better? What had she done? He had seemed kind when that flustered young footman had shown her in. Tired, but kind. But that had to be a mask. What secrets was he hiding?

If her father was still alive he would be the same age as the earl. She wished she could remember him, but all that came back from that distant time was the sound of weeping and her mother�s curses.

Shivering with more than the cold, Nell locked her door and went down the stairs, narrow at first, then widening as she reached the lower floors. This had been a fine house once; traces of dignity still hung about the width of the doorframes, the bewebbed cornices, the curl of the banister under her hand as she reached the ground floor.

�Mornin�, Miss Latham.� Old Mrs Drewe peered out of her half-open door, seeing all, noting all, even at half past five in the morning. Did she never sleep?

�Good morning, Mrs Drewe. More fog, I�m afraid.� As she closed the front door behind her, she heard the wail of the Hutchins�baby on the second floor. Teething, Nell thought absently as she turned onto Bishopsgate Street and began to walk briskly southwards.

She was lucky to have her room, she knew that, even if it was on the third floor of a Spitalfields lodging with nosy neighbours and crying babies. It was safe and secure, and the other tenants, poor as they were, were decent people, hard-working and frugal.

And she was lucky to have respectable work with an employer who did not regard running a millinery business as a subsidiary to keeping a brothel, as so many did. It seemed very important this morning, hurrying through the damp fog in the dawn gloom, to have some blessings to count. Even the fact that Mama was at peace with Papa now felt like a blessing and no longer a source of grief. Whatever this mystery was, at least Mama was spared the worry of it.

Past the Royal Exchange, looming out of the fog, gas flares hardly penetrating the murk, on down the street with the towering defensive walls of the Bank of England on her right and into Poultry. The crowds of early-morning workers were thicker now and she had to wait a moment at the stall selling pastries to buy one for her noon meal.

And then she had reached the back door of Madame Elizabeth�millinery ? la mode, plumes a speciality. The clock struck the hour as she hung her pelisse and bonnet on her peg and put her pastry on the shelf in the kitchen.

It was warm and bright in the workroom as she tied on her apron and went to her place at the long table alongside the other girls. It was not out of any concern for her workers that Madame provided a fire and good lamps�warm fingers worked better and intricate designs needed good light�but they were a decided benefit of the job.

Nell smiled and nodded to the others as she lifted her hat block towards her, took off the white cloth and studied the bonnet she was working on. It was for Mrs Forrester, the wife of a wealthy alderman, a good customer and a fussy one. The grosgrain ribbon pleated round inside the brim was perfect, but the points where the ribbons joined the hat required some camouflage. Rosettes, perhaps. She began to pleat ribbon, her lips tight on an array of long pins.

�Your admirer coming back today, Nell?� Mary Wright�s pert question had her almost swallowing the pins.

Nell stuck them safely in her pincushion and shook her head. �He�s no admirer of mine, if you mean Mr Salterton. I�m just the one who delivers the hats.�

�And does final fittings,� one of the girls muttered. It was a sore point that Nell had the opportunity to go out and about and to visit the fine houses the other milliners could only dream about entering. Her more refined speech and ladylike manners had not been lost on Madame.

�Well, he only wanted a parcel delivered,� she said, skewering the finished rosette with a pin and reaching for her needle.

�I�d deliver a parcel for him, any time,� Polly Lang chipped in. �He�s a fine man, he is.�

�How can you tell?� Nell�s needle hung in mid-air as she stared at Polly�s round, freckled countenance. �I�ve never seen more than a glimpse of him.�

�He�s got money; he can have a face like a bailiff, for all I care,� Polly retorted with a comical grin. �You must have seen his clothes. Lovely coats he�s got. And his boots. And he�s dark. I like that in a man, mysterious. I reckon he�s an Italian count or summat, incogerneeto, or whatever you call it.�

�Incognito,� Nell murmured, setting the first stitch. �He�s certainly that.�

The shop bell tinkled in the distance and Nell stabbed herself. Feminine voices. She relaxed, sucking the drop of blood from her finger. He wouldn�t come back, she told herself; he had done whatever he had intended. Madame was not going to receive any more orders for extravagant hats fit only for high-flyers.

But how had a man with some grudge against the Carlows found her, of all people? Surely it could not be coincidence? The dark, controlled face of Lord Stanegate came back to her and she shivered again, a strange heat mingling with the anxiety. She had made an enemy there and somewhere out in the fog-bound city was another man, one whose face she could not quite picture, who might feel his unwitting tool was a danger to him.

The second rosette slipped wildly out of shape. She must be very, very careful, Nell resolved as she began to form it again, wishing she understood what she had become embroiled in.




Chapter Three


Marcus sat back against the carriage squabs and waited, patient as a cat at a mouse hole, his eyes on the back door of the smart little shop with its glossy dark green paint, gilt lettering and array of fancy hats in each window.

It had taken Hawkins just twenty-four hours to identify three milliners using the plait. It came from a small Buckinghamshire village and cost double the price of the more common patterns, he reported. Armed with Marcus�s description of Miss Smith, one of the Hawkins daughters had penetrated the workrooms of each, pretending to be seeking employment, and had reported back that a young woman answering to that description was working for Madame Elizabeth�s establishment in the City.

He had been there since four, the carriage drawn up off Poultry in St Mildred Court, as if waiting for someone to come out of the church. Ladies had gone in and out of the shop, deliveries had been made, a few girls had run out to the pie seller and scurried back, but there had been no sign of the thin girl with hazel-green eyes.

Now�he checked his watch as the bells of the City�s churches began to chime�it was six and the fog was dark and dirty, full of smoke, swirling in the wake of the carriages, turning the torches and flares a sickly yellow.

Blinking to try to maintain focus, Marcus missed the door opening for a moment, then half a dozen young women spilled out onto the street, pulling shawls tight around their shoulders, chattering as they split up and began to make their way home.

�John!� The coachman leaned down from the box. �The taller one heading up past the Mansion House. Don�t let her see us.�

She looked tired, Marcus thought with a flash of compassion, wondering how early she had arrived at the shop and how it must be to sit bent over fine work all day. As the carriage pulled out into the traffic, he saw her pause on the corner of Charlotte Row to let a coal heaver�s cart past. She put her hand to the small of her back and stretched, then set her shoulders as though bracing herself. After the cart passed, she darted across, zigzagging to avoid the worst of the waste and the puddles. With a glance at her drab skirts, the crossing boy turned away and began to sweep assiduously for a waiting lawyer, bands fluttering, wig box in hand, a likely prospect for a tip.

Yes, she was certainly a working woman. That much at least had been true. Marcus quenched the glimmer of sympathy with the memory of his father�s face that morning, grey and strained, although he had protested he had slept well and had managed a smile for Lady Narborough.

But Marcus had not been able to rouse his father�s enthusiasm to give a personal message to Hal, and the earl had waved away an attempt to interest him in plans to plant new coppices at Stanegate Hall. He was sinking into one of his melancholy fits and, in the absence of the mysterious dark man, Marcus had only one person to blame for that.

She was hurrying up Threadneedle Street now, deeper into the City. John was doing well, keeping the horses to a slow walk, ignoring the jibes and shouts aimed at him for holding up the traffic. In the evening crush there seemed little chance she would notice them. Then she turned north into Bishopsgate Street, walking with her head down, hands clasped together in front of her, maintaining the steady pace of someone who is tired, but is pushing on to a destination despite that.

Just when Marcus was beginning to think she was going to walk all the way to Shoreditch, she turned right into a lane. It took John a moment or two to get across the traffic. Widegate Street, Marcus read as the carriage lurched over the kerb into the narrow entrance. Named by someone with a sense of humour. He dropped the window right down and leaned out. The street was almost deserted. Ahead, Miss Smith was still keeping the same pace, not looking back. Then one of the pair shied at a banging shutter, John swore, and she glanced back over her shoulder. Marcus caught a glimpse of the pale oval of her face below her dark hat brim. He saw her stiffen, then walk on.

�Steady, man,� he ordered softly as the coachman cursed again, under his breath this time. Ahead, the lane was narrowing into an alley, too tight for the carriage that was already glaringly out of place in the maze of back streets. �Stop.� He got out as he spoke, pulling up his collar against the raw air. �Can you turn? Wait for me here.�

�Aye, my lord.�

Marcus glanced up as he entered the narrow way. Smock Alley. He tried to get his bearings. They were heading for Spitalfields Church, he thought, his eyes fixed on the figure ahead, keeping in the shadows as much as possible as he padded in her wake.

His heel struck a bottle in the gutter and it spun away and shattered. She turned, stared back into the shadows, then took to her heels. Marcus abandoned stealth and ran too, his long legs gaining easily on the fleeing figure with its hampering skirts. Then his ankle twisted as he trod on a greasy cobble; he slid and came up hard against the wall, splitting the leather of his glove as he threw out a hand to save himself. When he reached the spot where he had last seen her, she was gone.

Marcus looked around. He could see the dark entrances to at least five streets and alleys from where he stood. Impossible to search them all. He walked slowly back to the carriage, cursing softly.

Nell flattened herself against the wall of the stinking privy in Dolphin Court, her ears straining as the sharp footsteps grew fainter. Finally, when the stench became too much, she crept out and studied what she could see beyond the narrow entrance. Nothing and no one. He had gone, for now.

Who had it been? Not Lord Stanegate; he at least could not know what she did or where she worked. Mr Salterton, wanting to know what had happened�or worse, intent upon silencing the messenger? Or was it as simple as some amorous rake bent on bothering a woman alone or perhaps a thief after her meagre purse?

Only, thieves did not drive in handsome, shiny carriages. Which left Salterton or a predatory rake. Shivering, Nell decided she would rather take her chances with the rake; she doubted that a well-directed knee would deter Mr Salterton.

When she reached Dorset Street she walked to the end, past her own door to the corner and watched for almost ten minutes, but no one at all suspicious came into sight.

It was an effort of will to force her legs up the three flights of stairs to the top of the house and even more of one not to simply fall onto the bed, pull the covers over her head and hide. Nell made herself build up the fire, fill the kettle from the tub of water the shared maid of all work had left on the landing and take off her pelisse and bonnet before collapsing into her chair.

A woman on her own was so defenceless, she thought, her fingers curling into claws at the thought of the men who preyed on those weaker than themselves in the crowded London streets. Or behind the anonymous walls in little rooms like this. Her vision blurred for a moment and her stomach swooped sickeningly. She would not think of that.

For the first time in her life she felt a treacherous yearning for a man to shelter her. Someone powerful and strong. Someone like Viscount Stanegate. She closed her eyes and indulged in a fantasy of standing behind his broad back while he skewered the dark man on the point of an expertly wielded rapier or shot him down like a dog for daring to threaten her.

In reality, that would probably be a horrible experience, she told herself, getting up to make some tea. The last thing she wanted was to witness violence, and the viscount was hardly going to act the knight errant for her in any case. But the vision of a handgun stayed with her. Somewhere, there was the little pistol that Mama had always carried in her reticule. Mama had never had to threaten anyone with it, and it probably wasn�t even loaded, of course. But the sight of a weapon might give some randy buck pause.

Nell found the pistol after a prolonged search. She peered down the barrel, wondering how one told if it had shot in it. Eventually she opened a window, pointed it out over the rooftops and pulled the trigger, braced for a bang. Nothing happened; she could not even pull the trigger back properly. So it was at least safe to carry.

Despite that, her snug eyrie in the roof no longer felt quite so secure. Nell turned the key and wedged a chair under the door handle. Was it time to move again?

By the next day, Nell�s unease had hardened into something like defiance. She was damned if some man, whoever he was, was going to frighten her out of her home. It wasn�t much, but it was clean, it was dry and she was surrounded by good-natured, honest people. She had her pistol, she was forewarned. She would stand her ground.

That was easy enough to resolve in the brightly lit, warm surroundings of the workroom with half a dozen people around her and a large pair of sharp scissors to hand, she realized as she walked home.

Wary, she checked behind herself, yet again. There were no carriages following at walking pace tonight, no suspicious pedestrians behind her. It must simply have been a lone buck taking a chance. With a sigh of relief she ducked through Smock Alley and turned left and then right into Dorset Street. Home.

The keys were slippery in her chilled hands and she fumbled getting them out of the reticule. They caught on the pistol and she heard a sharp click as she pulled them free. Then she saw the man: big, dark, menacing and striding towards her out of the gloom, just yards away. The breath left her lungs and she tugged the little pistol out of her reticule and held it in front of her.

�I am armed. Keep away!� Her hand was shaking, so she lifted the other to support her wrist.

�Miss Smith, put that thing away before you hurt yourself.� Lord Stanegate? He stopped, perhaps two feet from the end of the muzzle. The lighting was poor, his face was in shadow, but she would recognize that deep voice anywhere. He was apparently hanging on to his temper with an effort.

�It is you it is pointed at, my lord,� she observed. �It is not I who will be hurt.� Her heart was thunderous, her stomach was churning and there was nowhere to run to, but she would not let him see her terror.

�Have you any idea how to use it?� He sounded more interested than alarmed. Nell wished she could see his face properly.

�Of course I have! I aim it at the brute who is threatening me and then I pull the trigger. I can hardly miss at this range.� If she could keep him standing there long enough someone might come out of the house. Or Bill Watkins might come home. Bill was a bricklayer, at least the height of the viscount and built like an ox.

�I was not aware I was threatening you, Miss Smith,� he said in a voice of infuriating calm, standing his ground. �I merely wish to speak to you.�

�As you did before, I collect? That involved me being locked up in your house and intimidated with threats of Bow Street. And yesterday�was it you who chased me? Hunted me through the streets?�

�Yes, I must apologise if I alarmed you. That was not my intention.� He shifted a little so that light fell feebly on her hands and on the dark muzzle pointing at his chest. She could see his face better now, or at least the profile. Long nose, uncompromising jaw, high cheekbones.

�Oh no, not at all, think nothing of it,� she retorted with honeyed politeness. �Alarmed? I merely thought it was either some buck set on rape or Mr Salterton thinking to dispose of his messenger. It would have been foolish of me indeed to have been alarmed.�

�Hell.� He put up a hand, rubbed it across his mouth, the first crack in his composure she had so far detected. �I intended merely to follow you home and to make myself known. To talk to you. When you ran��

�I see. Like a hound you chase anything that runs away. How civilised.� For such a tiny thing, the pistol seemed to be made of lead. �How is the earl?�

�Better, a little, no thanks to you, Miss Smith.� The apologetic note in his voice was gone again. �He is resting more easily, I think. In poor spirits, it depresses him to be so weak.�

�I can imagine. My mother�� She bit back the words. This man did not want to know about her mother, nor should she weaken enough to confide in him, perversely tempting though that was. It must be something about the solid strength of him, she thought, renewing her grip on the weapon.

�Please go away,� Nell said firmly. Movement at the end of the street caught her eye. A black carriage, its glossy sides catching the torchlight, pulled in against the kerb a few yards behind the viscount. �I do not wish to speak to you.�

�But I want to speak to you.�

�And what you want, you always get, my lord?�

�Mostly.� His mouth twisted wryly as though at a private joke. �It is warm in the carriage and comfortable. I only want to talk.�

�No.� Nell edged back, searched for the step with her foot, found it and realized she needed a free hand for the keys. But if she opened the door he could force his way in. �Stay there.�

The muzzle of the gun waved more wildly than she intended as she scrabbled for the key. The viscount moved suddenly to the right, she swung the gun round, he feinted and caught her wrist, the weapon trapped between them.

�Let it go!�

�No!� Part of her realized he was not exerting his full strength and that even so, she was completely powerless. Nell opened her mouth to scream and a gloved hand covered it. She bit and got a mouthful of leather. She kicked and he moved sharply; their hands, joined around the pistol, jerked and the gun went off.

Reeling with shock and half deaf, Nell fell back against the railings. It had been loaded? It was a miracle no one had been hurt. And then she saw that Lord Stanegate was clutching his left shoulder.

�Damn it,� he said as she stared, aghast. �Do you want to kill us all?�

�No! It was an accident�it wasn�t loaded! I tried it. It wasn�t loaded!� The driver must have whipped up the carriage, for it was there beside them. Behind her, windows were flung open and people were shouting; in front of her, the big man she had thought so solid was swaying on his feet as the coachman jumped down from the box.

�My lord!�

�Get her into the carriage.�

�No! I�� Nell was picked up ruthlessly in arms that were more than capable of controlling a six-horse drag and thrown without ceremony into the carriage�to be followed by the viscount who slumped onto the seat.

The front door of the house opened; there were raised voices and someone shouted, �Murder! Call the Watch!�

She reached for the far door handle and was jerked back against the viscount with enough force to make them both gasp. �You shot me,� he said between gritted teeth. �Now you can stop me bleeding to death.�

�I�ll get you home, my lord, just you hang on there.�

The coachman slammed the door and the vehicle lurched forward.

There was something hot and wet under her hand. Nell held it up in front of her face. Blood.

He was struggling with the buttons of his greatcoat. Nell pushed his hands away and tore it open herself, shoved it back over his shoulders, ignoring the grunt of pain. Stopping the bleeding was more important than worrying about hurting him. He deserves it, she thought fiercely, trying to ignore the panic churning inside her. I have shot a man. Dear God, I have shot a man.

The carriage lurched again and more light came in. They must have reached one of the major streets. Nell yanked at the greatcoat, then his open coat, then the buttons on his waistcoat. �Sit still and let me undress you,� she snapped as he tried to help her�and was rewarded with an unexpected gasp of laughter, choked off as between them they pulled his arms free.

He was in his shirtsleeves now. His neckcloth would be useful as a bandage, she told herself, trying not to think about what would be revealed when she got the bloodstained shirt off him. Nell ripped down the buttons, careless of them flying loose, and dragged at the shirt. He was not helping now; she rather thought he was close to fainting.

She tipped him forward to rest against her while she pulled the shirt free, struggling with the weight of his body, her nostrils full of the metallic smell of blood.

Then she pushed him back to see what damage had been done. She mopped at his shoulder then peered at the wound in the poor light. It was not, she told herself firmly, as bad as it might have been. There was a raw, deep groove torn through his shoulder but the bullet was not buried in his body.

But it was bleeding like a spring, the blood already covering his chest. Nell bunched up the shirt and held it to the wound. He grunted, half conscious. It needed something finer to make a pad she could tie on with the neckcloth.

Nell reached under her skirts, took hold of her petticoat and tugged a ragged length of cotton free. That, at least, was easier to deal with. She made a pad, pressed it to the wound and began to bandage.

The viscount was coming round from his faint, his head restless against the squab.

�My lord, be still. I cannot get pressure on this if you move.�

�Hurts like hell.� He grumbled. �Don�t know why I�m so damned dizzy. Hal said getting shot didn�t hurt. Bloody liar.�

�You are dizzy because you are bleeding. And if it hurts, that serves you right, my lord,� she retorted, finishing her binding. �You really are the most difficult man.� They passed a row of grand houses, each with a flaring torch set outside. Light flooded in and she saw the naked torso under her hands clearly for a few seconds.

Not the pampered body of an indolent nobleman, she realized. But then, she hadn�t expected it would be. His ribs were strapped with muscle, hard under her palms. There were scars over his ribs, bruises. She frowned, puzzled, then guessed that he boxed, although that did not account for the scars.

Nell shivered, her hands sliding over the muscles, lingering on the scars. Crisp, dark hair tickled her palms. He is magnificent, she thought, suddenly breathless. Then he shifted, the muscle bunching and flexing, and she snatched her hands away, remembering what male strength could do, remembering who this was.

�Just do as you are told for once and be still, my lord,� she ordered. Blood was seeping through the linen. Nell put both hands on the bandage and pressed, kneeling up on the seat beside him to apply more force.

�Marcus,� he muttered.

�Who?�

�Me. My name. You cannot call me my lord every sentence, not when you�ve torn half my clothes off.�

He was teasing her?

�My lord,� Nell said with emphasis,� we are nearly at Albemarle Street. You will kindly have your coachman drive me home the instant you are safely inside.�

�Oh no, Miss Smith.� He smiled thinly. Whatever his mood a moment ago, now she could discern no humour whatsoever. �You stay with me or John Coachman will take you straight round to Bow Street and lay charges of attempted murder by shooting.�




Chapter Four


�Stay with you? You mean go into the house with you? No! Why are you doing this? Why won�t you believe me?�

Nell heard the viscount grit his teeth as they went over a bump in the road, but his voice was steady and intense as he said, �You lied to me. You do not work for a dressmaker and your name is not Smith.�

�Oh, very well!� How he had found her, she had no idea, but he had and now she must deal with it. �My name is Latham, Nell Latham. Of course I lied to you. You were angry, you were blaming me for something I know nothing about. You are powerful, my lord,� she added bitterly, trying to tighten the knots on the bandage. �I am not. I need every advantage I can gain. Oh, sit still for goodness� sake, or you will make it bleed badly again!�

�How can I sit still with you digging your fingers in like that?� He showed, unfortunately, no sign of faintness again. The carriage was rattling over the cobbles at a speed that would make it lethally dangerous to jump out, which seemed the only possible means of escape.

Nell turned back from a speculative study of the door handles and glared at her patient. �I am attempting to stop the bleeding,� she scolded. �I have to press hard. Now, I am sure we are almost at Albemarle Street and when we get there I expect your man to drive me straight home again�with none of this nonsense about Bow Street.� Perhaps a voice of firm reason would work.

�You shot me.� The piercing eyes were dark with pain, but they had lost none of their force. �Shooting a viscount is not nonsense. You could get hanged for less.�

�It was self-defence, as well you know,� she retorted. �I am a respectable woman, walking home at night, and a large man pounces on me at my door. What am I supposed to do?�

�Scream?� he suggested. �Hit me with your reticule? That would seem to be the normal reaction. Few respectable women walk the streets of London armed to the teeth.�

�They do if they are made the pawn in some stupid game between men who ought to know better,� she snapped back, anxiety making her forget the wisdom of control for a moment.

Under her hands he went very still. �Game? This is no game, Nell.�

�Miss Latham, if you please, my lord. I have not made you free with my name.� They were turning into Piccadilly, slowing. Her heart raced as she slid off the seat. �I have scissors in my reticule. I�ll see if I can cut a better bandage.�

The door opened smoothly as she twisted the handle. The horses were just picking up their pace again�too late. No, she must get away, must jump now. Nell launched herself forward, but was grabbed from behind and dragged back; she landed part on the seat, part on top of the half-naked viscount. The door slammed shut, the carriage lurched as the driver whipped up the team, and Nell took hold of whatever she could to keep from falling to the floor.

What she had done, she realized a split second too late, was to wind one arm around the viscount�s neck and bury her face against his naked chest. His free arm came round and held her to him, his breath rasping in his throat as she wriggled. She managed to pull herself up so they were face to face, so close she could feel his breath on her mouth, see, in the flashes of light as they passed lamps, that his eyes were intent on her face with a kind of focus that sent answering heat surging through her.

He wanted her. Aroused, she supposed, by the chase, by the violence, by his half-naked state and her quivering body clamped to his, Marcus Carlow quite patently wanted her. And for an insane moment, she wanted him too, wanted that strength and the certainty and the sheer animal physicality that lay hidden beneath the veneer of the civilised gentleman.

Desire must have shown in her eyes, or perhaps in the way her breath caught, and he saw it, recognized it. His mouth, when it took hers, was hot and hard. Not polite, not questioning. He had seen the need in her; it met his and so he acted on it.

For a moment it was what she wanted, what she had dreamt of, powerfully erotic, all-consuming, sweeping her away from reality. He made no allowance for inexperience, his tongue thrusting into her mouth with arrogant demand, his lips sealing over hers, his arm shifting her to lie across his legs so she could feel the shameless jut of his erection against her buttocks.

What broke the spell, she did not know. Some sound, the play of the shadows, a touch? She could not be sure, but the dark memories flooded back and with them the shame and the fear. She was no longer a willing partner in this embrace, this primal sharing of heat and breath and desire. She was afraid, hurting, overwhelmed and helpless. Blindly, Nell struck out, fighting, desperate against the man imprisoning her.

One moment his arms were full of supple, warm, yielding woman, the next a fury was struggling to be free, hands and heels flailing, her gasps of passion replaced by sobbed words. �No, no, no...�

Dizzy with loss of blood, with desire and pain, Marcus opened his hands. �Nell, don�t. I won�t�Nell, it is all right.� She recoiled from him, wrenching free the arm that had been around his neck, her clenched fist striking his wounded shoulder like a hammer blow. The pain was exquisite, the world went dark. With what remained of his strength, he pulled her back against his body. �Nell...safe.�

�My lord!� Wellow�s voice? The butler seemed to be shouting down a well. Had he fallen down one? That would explain why there was all this pain. Marcus decided he had broken his shoulder; that was logical. It explained why he was cold and hurting, but it did not explain why he was sitting on something that rocked, or what the light against his closed eyes was.

Reluctantly, Marcus dragged his lids open and prepared to deal with this. Only he was not down a well and he appeared to be in his own carriage outside his own front door, half-naked and with Wellow and three footmen all peering anxiously at him from the pavement. �What the hell?�

�Get him inside,� said a decisive and irritated female voice from behind him. �And send for the doctor. He has been shot; the bullet is not in the wound but he has lost blood. Hurry up, if you please! He will catch his death from cold out here.�

�Managing female,� he muttered, amused despite himself. If he could only recall who she was and why�

�Well, someone has to be,� she snapped.

Oh yes, Miss something... �Nell. You taste of cherries.�

�You will have to carry him,� she continued, ignoring this. �It will take all of you, he is so big.�

�Not helpless. can walk.� Marcus got himself upright by hauling one-handed on the doorframe. Hands reached out as he stumbled down the step to the pavement, then a shoulder was thrust under each arm and the footmen began to walk him towards the door. �Damn it, I�m not drunk!�

�No, my lord.� That was Richards� soothing murmur. �Of course you�re not. We�ll just get you into the warm, my lord.�

The heat and light of the hall made him shudder, suddenly realizing just how cold he was. Marcus freed himself from his supporters and straightened up. He was damned if he was going to be half carried to his own bed, felled by some chit with a pocket pistol.

It was coming back now. And it had not been some chit, it had been Nell Latham and she might have wounded him, but she had kept her head and stopped the bleeding despite being thrown into a carriage on top of the man who had frightened her so much.

He turned slowly on his heel to find her facing him, chin up, her arms full of bloodied shirt and ruined coat. And then his memory presented himself with the damnably precise image of what had happened next. He�d kissed the woman, ravished her mouth like a wounded barbarian dragging home a prize from the hunt. Her eyes widened as he stared at her, the fear flaring again as though she expected him to seize her, there and then, and force her on the marble floor.

�Peters, take those clothes from Miss Latham and show her into the White Salon. Bring her warm water and a towel for her hands. Richards, send for the doctor; the man may as well take up residence here at this rate. Wellow, have Allsop come down to the library with a shirt and my dressing robe.� The doctor could see to him down there; no point in making a fuss and attracting the attention of the family. �And, Wellow, there is no need to disturb Lord or Lady Narborough or my sis��

�Marcus!�

�Honoria, quiet, please! Papa will hear.�

She ran across the hall to him, her eyes wide, her cheeks pale at the sight of the blood on his chest and the makeshift bandage. But being Honoria, there was excitement and vivid curiosity behind the concern. �What happened? And who is this?�

�This is Miss Latham who came to my aid when I was shot,� he said smoothly. �If you could just take her into the salon��

�Marcus!�

�Mama.� Was he fated never to get a sentence finished? Marcus gritted his teeth and produced what he hoped was a reassuring smile. �I have suffered a minor flesh wound, Mama. Thanks to Miss Latham it is under control, the bleeding has stopped. I have sent for the doctor. Could you all go into the White Salon so I can get changed and Miss Latham can sit down? She has had a somewhat trying evening.�

Lady Narborough gave a little gasp at the sight of his blood-smeared naked torso, but nodded, took Honoria�s arm and smiled back at him. �Of course. If Dr Rowlands is on his way, I am sure there is nothing to worry about. Come along, Honoria. Miss Latham, we are so grateful for your help.�

Miss Latham coloured up, he saw. As well she might, seeing that she had shot him in the first place. It was something that she could blush, he supposed. �Lady Narborough, it was really the least I could do. Now, if you will excuse me, I must go home.�

�But, Miss Latham, remember what we discussed?� He moved to her side, smiling down at her. Her eyes widened as though he had snarled instead. Perhaps he had. �I really do not feel it is safe for you to do anything but stay here at the moment.�

�Safe?� Marcus felt a twinge of admiration for the way she held his eyes with hers. Her chin came up. �I see you are serious about the threat,� she murmured, her voice dropping as she glanced sideways at the other women.

�Not a threat. I never threaten, Miss Latham. It was a promise.�

�You promised to keep me safe just now,� she retorted. �I think.�

�And so I will, if you stay here.� Safe at least from whatever she was frightened of outside. Inside, he was not going to promise to keep his hands off her throat if she was not completely frank with him and soon.

�Did you say threat, Marc?� Honoria, her hearing as sharp as her eyes, turned in the doorway.

�I was shot in the street, very close to Miss Latham�s house. I fear she could be in danger if she returns there so soon,� Marcus said, urging the three women through the door of the salon.

�Lord Narborough is ringing.� They all turned towards the stairs as Miss Price came down. �I heard movement inside his room. He may be intending to come down if no one answers.�

�He most certainly is,� Lord Narborough said as he appeared at the head of the stairs, clad in a green silk robe, his stick in his hand. �I�ve been ringing for the past five minutes. What the devil is going on?� He paused, stared at his blood-smeared son and grabbed for the banister. �My God, Marcus, what has happened to you?�

�A flesh wound, nothing more. It looks worse than it is.� Marcus reached his father before the earl�s knees gave way, his own legs feeling like sponges as he ran up the stairs. �Sir, come back to your room. The doctor is on his way.� He closed his fingers on his father�s wrist unobtrusively as they walked slowly back. He did not like his colour. Behind him he heard the rustle of his mother�s skirts. �I�ll tell you all about it.�

Nell sat down on an upright chair, spine straight, shoulders back, as though impeccable deportment could armour her against whatever might befall her in this house. She could only hope that none of them recognized her from that first, ill-fated visit. What had happened in the carriage she could not even begin to think about. It had been too shocking, too violent, too complex to contemplate now, despite her body�s betraying shivers.

Lady Honoria sat down opposite her, eyes bright with curiosity. She was very pretty and beautifully gowned, Nell observed, and she had an air about her of barely suppressed energy. A handful, Nell had no doubt. The other woman, clad in elegant simplicity in dove-grey silk, was a few years older, Nell guessed, noticing that her gown was home-made, with taste and skill. The paid companion, perhaps?

She tugged the bell pull and came to sit beside Lady Honoria. �I am Diana Price, companion to Lady Honoria and Lady Verity. Tea should not be long. You were not yourself wounded in the attack, Miss Latham?�

�No. Fortunately. It was somewhat alarming, however.�

�Was it footpads?� Lady Honoria asked.

�With a pistol?� Miss Price countered. �That is not their usual weapon, I would have thought.� She frowned at Nell, puzzled. �What exactly happened?�

�I was on my doorstep, about to take my keys from my reticule,� Nell began, picking her words with care. �And Lord Stanegate was passing. And then there was the incident and the gun went off in the struggle and he was hit in the shoulder. Fortunately the coachman was able to get him into the carriage.�

�Extraordinary.� Nell�s heart sank. Lady Honoria was bubbling with excitement, too caught up in the drama to notice the gaping holes in Nell�s account. Miss Price, however, was regarding her with cool, intelligent eyes, speculation lurking in their depths.

The arrival of the butler with the tea tray was a welcome distraction. The ritual of pouring and passing reduced the encounter to a normal social occasion. Nell accepted a macaroon with real gratitude and let herself relax. It was a grave mistake.

�But I have seen you before, Miss Latham,� Lady Honoria said, her brow wrinkled in concentration. �I know I have. Now, where could that have been?�

�I am all right, don�t fuss, my dear.� The earl managed a smile for his wife as Marcus eased him back into his wing chair. �You let us talk, hmm?�

Marcus turned, met his mother�s eyes and nodded reassurance.

�Don�t tire him,� was all she said as she went out, the demi-train of her gown swishing on the carpet.

�Who shot you?� his father demanded.

�Miss Latham, who is, of course, the young woman who delivered the parcel the other morning.� Marcus kept his voice scrupulously matter-of-fact. If he was in his father�s shoes, nothing would make him more frustrated and unwell than getting half-truths and evasions. �I tracked her down to her place of employment, followed her home and startled her, looming out of the fog. It appears she carries a pistol in her reticule.�

As if speaking of it touched a nerve, a wrenching pang shot through the wound. Marcus gritted his teeth, looked longingly at the brandy decanter and decided that, on top of blood loss, even one glass would seriously impair his analytical ability.

�She meant to kill you?� His father�s knuckles whitened on the head of his cane.

�Probably not.� Marcus shook his head, wondering why he had any doubts. Nell had seen his face and she had still held the pistol to his chest. Could she really not have realized it was loaded when she did not deny it was hers? �But she�s lying to me, still. I mean to keep her here for a day or two, see if I cannot pry the truth out of her. She�s deeper into this business with the rope than she says. I know it.�

Beside anything else, he could recall the feel of the gun in his hand. It was a well-made lady�s weapon with an ivory handle, not some ancient, cheap pistol bought on impulse from a Spitalfields pawnshop. Her confederate must have given it to her; that was the most likely explanation.

�Who can be behind it?� Lord Narborough frowned. �Now, I mean. In ninety-four any of us were targets, and when Hebden and Wardale died, then I could have understood an attack.� He swallowed and made a visible effort to regain his composure. �Feelings ran high.�

That was an understatement, Marcus thought, for the furore surrounding a murder, the unmasking of a spy ring, and a crisis of conscience that had never left his father in peace. �Almost twenty years,� he pondered. �Enough time for the Wardale son to grow up.�

�Young Nathan? He�ll be a man now. Last saw him when he was nine or ten. Blond child, big watchful eyes. Solemn little soul.� He frowned. �I don�t suppose��

�Miss Latham is most definitely female.� That earned an old-fashioned look from his father. �Blond, you say? Nathan Wardale�s not Nell�s dark man, then,� Marcus added before the earl could pursue the question of why he was so certain of Nell�s gender.

�Unless she�s trying to deceive you with a description that is the opposite of the truth,� his father said, sitting up straighter. �Could she be his mistress, do you suppose?�

�No!� Marcus startled himself with the vehemence of his response, then tried to justify it. �She lives in cheap lodgings near Spitalfields church. Decent enough, but not the sort of situation to keep one�s mistress.�

�And you would know,� the older man said with an unexpected crack of laughter. �Come to an arrangement with Mrs Jensen yet? You�ve got good taste, I�ll give you that. Expensive ware, that one.�

�Not yet, no, sir,� Marcus responded, refusing to rise to the bait. How the devil his father knew about Perdita, let alone any details about her, escaped him. It never did to underestimate the earl.

�So, what are you going to do about her?�

�Mrs Jensen?� he asked, playing for time.

�No, this Miss Latham.� The earl turned his gaze on his son, wicked amusement lurking behind the intelligence. It was not often these days that Marcus was reminded where Honoria and Hal got their wildness from, but it was evident tonight. The strain might be bad for his father�s heart, but the puzzle and the excitement were good for his spirits and his brain. �Do you think she�ll try and kill off any of the rest of us?�

�I doubt it. She is not that foolish,� he said dryly. �She�ll stay here�if whoever is behind this sees we have his agent in our hands, that might provoke a reaction.�

�And how do you intend to keep her here short of force? Your mother might have something to say about that.�

�I have threatened Miss Latham with Bow Street and a charge of assault by shooting,� Marcus explained, grinning back as his father�s face was transformed by an appreciative smile.

�Very good. And what was her response?�

�She said it was nonsense, but as she was ripping up her petticoats to bandage my wound, she was unable to develop the argument.�

�Stopping you bleeding to death certainly weakens the case against her,� the earl observed. �She could have fainted conveniently and left you to bleed.� There was a tap at the door.

�Dr Rowlands for Lord Stanegate, my lord.�

�I�ll be with him directly.� Marcus got to his feet and rested one hand on his father�s shoulder. �Don�t worry yourself about this, sir. We�ll get to the bottom of it soon.�

�Aye, and what are we going to find there?� he heard the older man mutter as the door closed behind him.

Nell was beginning to feel as if she was involved in a fencing match against two opponents. Miss Price, impeccably polite, appeared to be analysing every word she said and finding it sadly wanting. Her half smile expressed more doubt than if she had been on her feet accusing Nell of shooting Lord Stanegate deliberately.

Beside her, Lady Honoria worried away at the certainty that she had seen Nell before.

�A delightful bonnet, if I may say so,� Miss Price observed.

�Bonnet?� Nell put up her hand, surprised to find it was still in place after the evening�s events. Lord Stanegate had pushed it off her head when he was kissing her and she vaguely recalled jamming it back as she gathered up his clothing before getting out of the carriage.

�Yes. An interesting pattern of plait; I noticed it at once. Perhaps you are a milliner?�

�I am, as it happens.� Plait? So that was how he had located her. She was always finding small bits clinging to her skirts when she got home after work, however carefully she brushed. And from the smile that curved the companion�s mouth, she assumed she knew all about how Marcus had found her.

�Oh, I remember!� Lady Honoria announced triumphantly. �You are the person who delivered that parcel the other morning. The one that made Papa ill.� Her voice trailed away as she realized the import of what she was saying. �And now Marc�s been shot and you��

�Miss Latham was merely the messenger. She is assisting me in finding out what is going on,� a deep voice said from the doorway, silencing the young woman.

Nell turned sideways to stare. Marcus Carlow was, thank Heavens, dressed again�or at least, decently covered. His open shirt collar was visible between the wide lapels of a silk robe that was distorted on the left shoulder where he was bandaged, his arm in a sling. She felt the tension ebb out of her, then stiffened. What was she thinking of, to feel relief that he was here? Did he really mean he believed her about the parcel? Nell intercepted a satirical glance and decided that no, he was not convinced. �She will be staying here for a while,� he added.

�I do not think so, my lord. I have told you all I know.�

�But, Miss Latham,� he said, smiling as he came in and sat down in the wing chair at right angles to her, �someone shot me. You may well be in danger as a result. As we have already discussed.�

He meant his threat to accuse her of deliberate assault. �I think I will take my chances on that,� she said, making herself hold his eyes directly for the first time since that kiss. It was a mistake.

Heat seemed to fill her; she could feel the blush colouring her cheeks. That broad chest under her palms, the sleek planes of his pectoral muscles, the utter assurance of his kiss, the taste of him still on her lips. Nell got a grip on herself before she licked her lips. Did he even recall that embrace? Or had he been in some sort of near-unconscious state?

The dark eyes looked back, bland and polite, and she realised she could not tell. �I found where you live with very little effort, Miss Latham,� the viscount said. �Others could too.� He waited, giving her time to think that over, but he had no need. The shivery image of knives that the thought of the dark man always conjured up was enough.

�Perhaps a night or two, if Lady Narborough permits,� she agreed, wondering why she felt she had surrendered far more than a few days of her life.




Chapter Five


�My dear Carlow, Marcus!� Marcus stood up as Lord Keddinton strolled into the library, the picture of dry, slender elegance from his raised eyebrows to the slim hand holding his cane. �What is this I hear about illness and injury?� His sweeping gesture encompassed the earl�s footstool and stick and Marcus�s sling, his pale eyes bright with interest.

�A practical joke gone awry and an encounter with a footpad,� Marcus said easily. �This is a mere scratch.� A night�s rest allowed him to carry off the painfully throbbing wound with tolerable ease this morning. �You will take a glass of wine, sir?�

�Thank you. If you still have that admirable claret I may stay all morning. A footpad, you say? Really, the streets are hardly safe at night these days.� With a smile, Robert Veryan�Lord Keddinton�made himself comfortable, crossed one leg over the other and steepled his fingers, watching Marcus pour.

Five or six years younger than the earl, Keddinton had risen high in the circles of government power since the days when Lord Narborough had been an active spy catcher and he had been a mere confidential secretary on the outskirts of the charmed circle of secrets and danger. His precise role was never spoken of publicly, but he had a reputation for knowing everything, most especially things people wanted to keep hidden.

�You are well informed, sir.� Marcus handed him a glass and set one beside his father. �As always.�

�Oh, nothing is said outside these walls of the matter, I am sure.� Keddinton inhaled the bouquet for a moment, then took a leisurely sip. �No, I called with a little gift for my goddaughter and she told me.�

�And what has Verity done to deserve a gift?� enquired the earl.

�Nothing whatsoever�the best reason for giving a lady a present, I always think. Merely a set of enamelled buttons I saw this morning in Tessier�s. A pretty trifle.�

�You spoil her.�

�My godchildren interest me.� Viscount Keddinton twirled the wine glass, admiring the colour against the light. �I like to keep in touch.�

�That must take some effort, you have quite a few,� Marcus observed.

�I have been honoured by the confidence their parents place in me.� Keddinton turned to the earl. �A practical joke, you say?�

�Some friend of Hal�s, I have no doubt,� the earl said easily. �Sent Marc a parcel which I opened�thought there was a snake inside! Gave me such a start my blasted heart was all over the place.�

�And it was not a snake?� Veryan set down his glass and fixed his full attention on the earl.

�No. Merely a cord of sorts. How are Felicity and the family, Veryan?�

The conversation passed to family matters. Marcus sat letting the two older men talk, his mind on the puzzle of the rope. He would speak to his father about confiding in Veryan; the man knew all about the scandal of ninety-four. They had discussed it only that Christmas when Keddinton had visited in company with his new confidential secretary who expressed an informed, if tactless, interest in the case. Keddinton had long been at the centre of the shadowy world of secrets that surrounded the heart of government. He could be an excellent source of information and would bring a powerful brain to bear on the mystery.

�Let me show you out, sir.� When his father�s friend finally took his leave, Marcus strolled down the stairs beside him, restless with his own weakness from loss of blood and his inability to see clear to the heart of this strange threat.

�There was no message with the parcel?� Veryan asked abruptly.

�No. As I say, a prank misfiring, that is all.� He must speak to his father first before confiding in Veryan.

�Of course. Please give my compliments to your mother. I am sorry to have missed her.�

Marcus stood staring at the hallstand and its gleaming card tray for a long moment after Wellow had closed the door behind Lord Keddinton.

�Where is Miss Latham, Wellow?� He had been putting off that confrontation all morning. Sleep had not only rested his hurts, it had also ensured that he faced the morning feeling rather more clear-headed than he had the night before. And one picture that was very clear indeed was of Nell clawing her way out of his embrace�if that was not too polite a word for how he had taken her. The fact that there had been an answering flash of desire in her eyes, just for one moment, did not excuse falling on a virgin like a starving man on a loaf.

She had not come down to breakfast; no doubt she wished to avoid him, he concluded ruefully. It would be easier to mistrust her if the wrongdoing were all on her side, he told himself with a grimace at his own thought processes.

�Miss Latham is alone in the White Salon, my lord. Lady Verity having just gone shopping with Lady Narborough and Miss Price having accompanied Lady Honoria for a dress fitting; Miss Latham is reading, I believe.�

He should probably call his mother�s dresser to sit in the corner for propriety, Marcus thought, opening the door. But if he did, he could hardly discuss last night.

�Miss Latham.�

She was sitting very upright at the table in the window, a book open in her hands, her bent head making a graceful curve of her neck above the simple leaf-brown bodice of her gown. As he spoke, she looked up and closed the book, keeping one finger inserted to mark her place.

�My lord.�

There was little of the weary, frightened milliner about the woman in front of him, just a dignified young lady in a plain gown interrupted by a man when she thought she was alone. Then the colour flooded her cheeks and she stood up with more haste than grace, dispelling the illusion. No, Nell had not forgotten that damned kiss.

�My lord.� Nell bobbed a curtsy, all too conscious that she had behaved as though she were an equal by remaining in her seat like a guest, not the milliner that she was. She had allowed Miss Price to take care of her last night, to lend her night things. She had been sent up supper to her room, and now she had forgotten her place in the sheer comfort and luxury of it all.

My place might be to curtsy and defer, but I will not let him take advantage of me, not after last night. Nell had lost a great deal of sleep, lying wide-eyed in the darkness, wondering what on earth had come over her to let the viscount so much as touch her, let alone to have responded for that fatal moment.

�Marcus,� he said, smiling his cool smile. �I told you last night. You have no need to stand up for me, Nell. May I sit down?�

�Of course.� How polite they were being. �I hope the fact that you are downstairs means that the wound is not troubling you too much this morning?� That had been another waking nightmare: that he contracted a fever, the wound became infected, he died�and she became a murderer.

�A trifle uncomfortable, that is all. There is no fever.�

She lowered herself to her seat cautiously, in time with him. �My lord, I cannot call you by your given name; it is not suitable. It would give the impression of an intimacy.� She ran out of words.

�And after a certain incident last night, intimacy is the last thing you wish to encourage?� he asked, leaning back in his chair and studying her across the circumference of the table.

He was nothing if not direct! The colour left her face; she felt it as a chill on the skin. �Indeed.�

�I apologise. I have no excuse for my loss of control. It will not happen again.�

Instinct told her not to believe him; men could not be trusted. But his eyes were wide and candid. Serious. Nell blew out a small, pent-up breath, her conscience pricking her. �I...it was not entirely your fault. For a moment I just wanted to be held.�

�And then you changed your mind?� She had fought him like a fury, that was what he meant, she acknowledged. Wounded and dazed as he had been, a good push would have been more than adequate to repel him, she was sure. There had been no need to struggle like a wild thing.

�Er...yes,� she said. There was speculation on his face for a moment, then it was gone. �My lord, I should go home.�

�No.� He said it flatly and for the first time she actually believed that he would keep her by force if necessary. �You are not very obedient, Nell, and I know you have more to tell me than has yet come out. You will call me Marcus when we are alone. Is Nell Latham your real name?�

�Yes!� It was. Or at least, it was one that long use entitled her to.

Marcus Carlow studied her with openly sceptical eyes, but he did not comment, only seemed to reach a decision. �This is how it will be. You will go this afternoon with Miss Price and me to your lodgings and we will collect whatever you need for a prolonged stay and make sure your valuables are secured��

�I cannot stay here for days! I have employment that will vanish if I am away. Today is Saturday, thank goodness, but on Monday��

�I will write to Madame Elizabeth informing her that the Countess of Narborough requires your presence,� he continued as if she had not spoken. �It would take less than the very broad hint I will give her of future patronage, should she continue to employ you, for your post there to be secure.�

Lady Narborough and the Misses Carlow would not thank him for having their choice of milliner dictated! Or perhaps he would send his mistress there. Nell eyed him, her thoughts concealed behind a mask of composure, then could not resist a jab at his assumption of control.

�Madame does good business providing for the convenients of rich city merchants, as well as their wives,� she observed. �But perhaps the mistress of a viscount expects a milliner of the top flight?�

Lord Stanegate�Marcus �gave a snort of laughter, surprising her. She had expected one of his quelling looks. �You remind me of a small matter of business I must conclude. Convenients indeed, what a very mealy-mouthed euphemism, Nell.�

�Birds of paradise, lightskirts, Cyprians, demi-reps?� she countered. �Is that free-spoken enough for you, my...Marcus?�

He smiled again. What a very attractive smile he had, especially when his eyes held that wicked twinkle. He was not, she guessed, thinking about her. Not with that look. She felt a fleeting twinge of envy for the woman he was contemplating and a sensual frisson of recollection.

�Where was I?� he continued. �Ah, yes, we have dealt with your employer. On what terms do you settle with your landlord?�

�Weekly, in advance. But��

�We will pay him for, let us say, a month to keep your room.�

�A month! But that is ridiculous, I cannot��

�You say but and cannot too often for me, Nell.�

�What am I to say, then? Yes, Marcus? Anything you say, Marcus? Whatever you say, Marcus, however ridiculous? You are too used to having your own way, my lord! I cannot, and will not, stay here a month, and that is that.�

�We are not staying here, we are going into the country, to Stanegate Court, our family seat in Hertfordshire. There we can consider this puzzle in tranquillity, my father can rest�the local doctor is excellent�and the girls can stop dragging their mother around every shop in London.�

�You do not need me for that. I know nothing more than I have told you.�

�I do not believe you. You are a liar, Nell,� he said, still smiling that smile she had thought so attractive just a moment before. �You know it and I know it. You have secrets you are not telling me.�

But they are secrets I hardly know myself and do not understand, she wanted to say, closing her lips tight on the words. �You cannot force me to leave London and to go into the country,� she said at last, realising as she spoke that her very lack of denial increased his suspicions.

�Of course I can. How are you going to stop me? Young women are kidnapped all the time, but rarely into comfort as a houseguest. Will you run to Bow Street and lay an information against Viscount Stanegate? Will you protest that I forced you into this house last night, that I forced you to converse and take tea with my sister and her companion?

�And after that brutality you took supper and allowed one of our maids to tuck you up in bed without a murmur of protest? They will be appalled at such a tale.�

�You chose to be sarcastic, my lord.� Nell glared at him, trying to see a way out. �Well, now I realize how foolish I was to have stayed and will walk out of the front door. What will you do about that, pray?�

Marcus shrugged. �If you chose to try and escape, I will have you bundled into a locked carriage, transported to Stanegate, locked up in one of the estate cottages and guarded, but you won�t do anything that foolish, will you, Nell?� All the amusement had gone out of his eyes.

�It would certainly give you cause for complaint, if you found yourself in the presence of a magistrate eventually, but who would they believe, do you think? Or would you prefer to go home, unprotected, and see if your dark man has done with you, knowing that I am in the country, too far away to call upon?�

A tirade about the inequality of their positions was not going to help. �You think that this is more than a practical joke, don�t you?� Nell said at last when she had her seething temper under control. �You believe Salterton means real harm in sending that rope�and it was not intended to scare Lord Narborough into thinking it was a snake, it has some other meaning. You suspect you know what lies behind this.�

It was Marcus�s turn to fall silent. Nell wondered if he meant to answer her at all. Then he said sombrely, �I may be wrong, but if I am correct it is an old story, a nightmare that should have been long forgotten. You know all about old nightmares, do you not? I can sense it.�

The shudder that ran through her must have been visible to him. He seemed suddenly focused, as though he would read her mind. The piercing grey eyes were hooded; he knew he had scored a hit. An old nightmare. Yes, that is exactly what I feel stirring. But it is coincidence, surely, that has brought me here? If it is not, if Salterton knows who I am�then he knows my real name. He knows more than I do about my past.

�You are afraid.� It was a statement.

�Yes,� she admitted. �I dislike mysteries. I dislike insecurity. And that man makes me think of knives.� And I am afraid of you and your family because Mama spoke your name with hate and yet you have all been kind to me, so now I do not know what to trust. But the man in front of her had not been kind. He had been autocratic, bad tempered, sexually domineering�and yet... �And I dislike not understanding you,� she snapped, provoking another of his disconcerting laughs. �And I do not want to be kidnapped, you arrogant man.�

�All you need to understand about me, Nell, is that I will keep you safe.�

From the dark man perhaps. Salterton. But from him? Marcus Carlow wanted her safe entirely for his own purposes and she was certain he had not told her them all.

�Your definition of safe differs from mine, Marcus.� How easily she had slipped into using his name. But the image of a great house in the country was powerfully seductive. Big, safe, warm, with people all around and strangers immediately obvious.

Nell tried to tell herself that it was only for a few weeks and then she would be back in her old world. But that was not warm, not safe, and she would be all alone again. What harm could it do to escape for just a little while? It could hardly make things worse. Could it?

�Very well,� she conceded.

�Thank you. This afternoon, after Miss Price returns, we will go to your lodgings.� There were sounds of a bustle from the hall, a young lady�s laughter. �In fact, I think that may be her returning now.�

The journey to Dorset Street was enlivened at the beginning by Miss Price sinking into the carriage cushions only to start up with a cry and produce a small pistol from under her skirts. �What on earth?�

�Ah.� Marcus reached across and took it, slipping it into his pocket. �The footpad�s weapon.�

�A thief with a nice taste in ivory-handled ladies� pistols,� Miss Price remarked, settling herself again.

�No doubt stolen from a previous victim,� Marcus said. He and the companion chatted easily, with the air of two people who had known each other for a long time and who, even if they had little in common in terms of station or interests, were comfortable together.




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