The Secretary′s Seduction
The Secretary's Seduction
Jane Porter
From sensible secretary…to sexy siren!Handsome business tycoon Morgan Grady has just been voted News Weekly's Man of the Year. Eager to move out of the media spotlight, Morgan decides it's time he found himself a wife. So New York's most eligible bachelor proposes to the one woman he knows he can trust–his sensible assistant,Winnie Graham!Alone on his exotic private island, Morgan discovers that Winnie's composed exterior hides a storm of passion and desire. The sexual attraction that had always simmered gently between them suddenly ignites into an inferno! Morgan wants Winnie, but a woman this feisty will never settle for being a convenient wife. She demands nothing less than her cynical boss's heart….
“I won’t need you,” she said sweetly, crossing her arms over her chest. “If I think about the history of our relationship, it’s you that needs me.”
“That’s a gross exaggeration!”
Winnie took a step back as he stepped forward. “Maybe, but it’s still true. When have I needed you for anything?”
Her arch question was met by complete silence. Morgan’s dark blue eyes met hers, held, and she saw a flicker there, in the dark blue depths—a hot blue fire she’d never seen before.
Winnie felt a tiny thrill, followed by a surge of adrenaline. He was looking at her, really looking at her, and he liked what he saw. It wasn’t an external thing, it was something else, something deeper, more basic, and there was heat in his eyes, heat in the way he leaned a little closer and then a little closer.
Very slowly, very deliberately, Morgan placed his right hand on the wall next to her shoulders, and then his left hand, trapping her there between him and the wall.
“I think you have needs, Winnie.”
Jane Porter grew up on a diet of Harlequin Presents
romance novels, reading late at night under the covers so her mother wouldn’t see! She wrote her first book at age eight and spent many of her high school and college years living abroad, immersing herself in other cultures and continuing to read voraciously. Now, Jane has settled down in rugged Seattle, Washington, with her gorgeous husband and two sons.
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The Secretary’s Seduction
Jane Porter
www.millsandboon.co.uk (http://www.millsandboon.co.uk)
For my great friend, Barb. It is a fairy tale, isn’t it?
CONTENTS
CHAPTER ONE
CHAPTER TWO
CHAPTER THREE
CHAPTER FOUR
CHAPTER FIVE
CHAPTER SIX
CHAPTER SEVEN
CHAPTER EIGHT
CHAPTER NINE
CHAPTER TEN
CHAPTER ELEVEN
CHAPTER TWELVE
CHAPTER THIRTEEN
EPILOGUE
CHAPTER ONE
IT WAS sweltering. No one, but no one, married in Manhattan in the middle of July. No one but Winnie Graham that is.
The organist paused and the packed congregation in St. Paul’s Cathedral seemed to rise in unison and all four hundred and fifty heads turned to stare at Winnie where she stood at the back of the church in her twenty-thousand-dollar silk bridal gown.
White silk gown.
Just like her white garter, white silk hose, white flowers, white carpet, white, white, white for a virgin bride.
For a twenty-five-year-old virgin bride who knew so little about life and men, that she was about to walk down the aisle without ever being kissed.
Well, she had been kissed once, badly kissed, back in seventh grade when Rufus Jones practically stuck his tongue down her throat at a junior high birthday party. She’d been so disgusted by the kiss that she’d nearly thrown up afterward, so that kiss didn’t count.
And now she was about to marry the love of her life except he didn’t love her and he’d never kissed her and she’d actually signed a contract agreeing to this horrible public society wedding which meant nothing to him.
What in God’s name was she thinking? What in God’s name was she doing?
How could she be a wife before she’d ever had a date?
Winnie closed her eyes, drew a deep breath and tried to calm herself but she was losing it, knew she was losing it. She was shaking so hard now she could barely keep her teeth from chattering. Funny how your teeth could chatter when you’re burning up. Perspiration covered her skin. Her heart raced. She couldn’t get enough air.
What a fool she was. What a perfect idiot.
Yes, she loved Morgan Grady. Yes, she was madly in love with Morgan Grady, but how could she sell herself like this? How could she sign away her life?
A contract.
She’d signed a contract to become his wife.
How could she love herself so little and him so much?
The organist struck the keys with fervor. Bars of music filled the cathedral, four hundred and fifty people seemed to inhale all at once, waiting for her to take the first step forward.
Winnie’s head swam. The people became a blur of white noise and heat. It was so hot in here. There were too many people and not enough air. She felt as though she were suffocating. She couldn’t breathe. Couldn’t think. And they were all waiting for her to move. To take that first step. Morgan was waiting for her to take that first step.
So she did. She took a step, she turned around, she ran.
Winnie dropped her bouquet of white lilies, roses and orchids in the cool foyer, dashed through the cathedral’s paneled doors, down the wide marble steps and jumped into a passing taxicab.
CHAPTER TWO
“WHERE to?” the cabdriver asked, sweating profusely and craning his head to get a look at her in the back seat, the stiff petticoats in her wedding gown making the white silk billow like huge sails on an eighteenth-century schooner.
The cabbie needed a shower. The inside of the car stank of old sweat. Winnie cranked her window down, dangerously close to throwing up.
“Anywhere,” she choked, needing air, but the hot muggy air outside only made her more nauseous.
The driver shot her another glance. “I got to go somewhere, lady.”
Where to go, where to go after leaving her family, Morgan and four hundred and fifty people behind in the church?
She had to go someplace that no one would find her. Someplace where no one would be. “The Tower, on Wall Street,” she said, sinking against the seat, naming her office building.
It was Saturday, the office would be deserted, and not even Morgan would think to look for her there.
Closing her eyes, Winnie sagged against the sticky vinyl seat and tried to forget that she’d just run away from her own wedding, that she, Winnie Graham had left Morgan Grady, New York’s Sexiest Bachelor, standing at the altar.
But eyes closed, she saw it all, saw how it happened.
She even knew the day—the hour—the moment—that everything in her life had changed.
June sixteenth. His office. Her insecurity.
“Willa, I need copies of these immediately,” Morgan Grady said, thrusting a sheath of papers across the desk without looking up, “and the top two sets faxed to the client noted on the cover page.”
Winnie’s heart fell. Five and a half months she’d been working for him. Five and a half months and he still didn’t know her name.
“It’s Winnie,” she corrected faintly, growing warm as color crept into her cheeks.
“What’s that?”
She balled one hand and pressed her thumb across her knuckles. She’d never liked her name, never understood how her parents could look into her face as a newborn and think, Winnie, yes, you with the little puffy eyes and tiny mouth, you’re our Winnie. But if Winnie was bad, Willa was far worse.
She’d corrected him before, several times actually, but he’d always been on his way in or out, or in the middle of something important, so she forgave the slips, and made up excuses for him.
But after five and a half months, the excuses had worn thin. Her patience had worn down. And her outer skin had worn off. She couldn’t do this anymore, nor could she handle being invisible. It was definitely time to move on.
Winnie’s lungs ached and she exhaled, feeling the elastic of her panty hose pinch her waist. She’d gained some weight over the winter, her usual extra five or ten pounds and she’d been slow to lose the weight this year. “You called me Willa.”
He didn’t look up. His attention never wavered from his Palm Pilot where he was making copious notes. “Yes.”
Her panty hose was killing her. She couldn’t remember when she felt so frumpy or dull. And worst of all, it wounded her pride that Mr. Grady was completely oblivious to her existence, while she knew—and was expected to know—everything about him.
Morgan Louis Grady. Born August first, Boston, Massachusetts.
A Leo, he took four newspapers daily, but didn’t start reading until he’d hit his treadmill and weights for his morning workout.
He read all the important business sections of the paper between six and seven in the morning, during which he drank exactly two and a half cups of very strong, very black coffee. He had nothing until lunch—light salad and chicken from a caterer that delivered every day—and worked without interruption until three when she brought him a shot of espresso from the coffee cart downstairs.
Shirt size: sixteen and a half. Shoe size: eleven.
Height: six foot three. Weight: two hundred and five muscular pounds—he never varied in weight.
Impeccable dresser.
His hair was another matter. That couldn’t, wouldn’t be tamed. Thick, glossy and nearly black, he had a cowlick at his temple and he wore the back longer than the rest. He could cut it all short but he never did.
She knew all this, and more, and yet he didn’t even know her name. Drawing a deep breath she blurted, “Mr. Grady, my name is Winnie, not Willa. I’m Winnie Graham and I’ve worked here since January second.”
His dark head lifted. “Oh.”
She stood a bit straighter, pulled back her shoulder blades, trying to project that she was taller, more impressive than her five feet, five inch height. “I replaced Miss Dirkle. And Miss Dirkle replaced Miss Hunts. And Miss Hunts, I believe, took over for Mrs. Amadio.”
“Yes. Miss Dirkle, Miss Hunts, I remember.”
They were making progress. Eye contact had been established. He recognized some names. He appeared to be listening. Good.
Now was the time to mention Friday.
Friday, four days from now, she had a final interview with a company in Charleston for a position much like the one she held now, executive assistant to the CEO of a major Fortune 500 firm. The job responsibilities and salary were equitable with what she had now, except that the cost of living in Charleston was much more affordable than Manhattan, and she’d be working for a kind, grandfather-like gentleman in his sixties rather than Morgan Grady, Wall Street’s Most Eligible Bachelor. “About Friday, Mr. Grady—”
“What about Friday?”
“I sent you a memo.”
“I don’t recall.”
There were moments she wondered how he could possibly be New York’s youngest, shrewdest, most aggressive money manager. Everyone said he was brilliant. His firm received more press than any other investment firm on Wall Street, citing his leadership, insight and intuition, but he didn’t display a bit of that insight and intuition with his assistant.
Flushing, Winnie pressed the stack of paperwork to her chest. “I left you a memo two weeks ago about needing Friday off, and then a follow up e-mail last week—”
“Sorry.” He shook his head once, a short cryptic shake even as his gaze dropped to his desk and he reached for his phone. “Anyway, Friday’s bad. Can’t do. Wait until later in the summer, right?”
Wrong. Wrong, wrong, wrong. Not only had he said no, but she’d lost his attention.
Twenty seconds of conversation and he’d mentally checked out.
She glared at him, fighting tears, wondering just what went on inside that head.
He was heart-stoppingly beautiful. Women fell at his feet in droves.
Last year he’d even been voted Wall Street’s Most Eligible Bachelor, six months ago he’d been selected New York’s Sexiest Bachelor, and the florist deliveries continued to stream in. Long-stemmed red roses, potted palms, elegant orchids. Socialites, models, actresses, other men’s wives…they all wanted him.
Including her.
She tried to study him dispassionately but there was nothing dispassionate about her feelings for him.
He had a great nose, a strong nose, with the smallest hump at the bridge and serious dark blue eyes, matched by the best mouth and most perfect chin in all of New York. Correction, the most perfect face in all of New York.
Manhattan was the place of beautiful people and he was the most beautiful of all. But she couldn’t handle it anymore, couldn’t handle being a nothing, a nobody and so soon she’d be gone, off to another job, a slower pace of life, and an elderly white-haired, bespectacled boss.
“I can print off another memo, Mr. Grady. The original’s still saved on my hard drive.”
He shook his head, hung up the phone and began to place another call all without a glance in her direction. “Doesn’t matter. Friday’s not good.”
“But I asked you two weeks ago.” She heard her voice falter, and immediately strengthened it. “You didn’t say no then.”
“I didn’t say anything at all.”
“Exactly!”
“You can’t take a non-answer as a yes.”
“But, Mr. Grady—”
His dark head lifted abruptly. “Is this a family emergency?”
“No.”
“Death in the family?”
“No.”
“Death of a friend or former colleague?”
“No deaths. Personal leave.”
He was staring at her and he had beautiful eyes, not exactly sapphire, more indigo, and when he looked at her like that, she could swear he saw straight through her. Literally. Straight through her to the wall behind her with the big clock and the fancy framed Chagall. She’d lost him. He wasn’t even thinking about her request. He was thinking numbers, odds, research, stocks, options, you name it, anything and everything but what she needed.
“Personal leave,” he repeated softly, a crease between his brows.
“Yes, sir.”
He was still staring at her, eyes narrowed slightly. “On Friday.”
“Yes, sir.”
“During the shareholder’s meeting?”
She had his full attention now and she felt oddly warm, and very uncomfortable, feeling the weight of his scrutiny. “I’ve found a replacement,” she said, her voice cracking, her composure cracking. “She’s highly qualified, shorthand, word processing, data processing—”
“No. Sorry,” he cut her mercilessly off. “Reimburse yourself for the ticket from petty cash and leave me a copy of the ticket voucher.”
Mr. Grady picked up the phone again and rapidly dialed a new number. Clearly he was done talking. “And those faxes, Winnie, you’ll see to those immediately?”
Morgan Grady watched the rigid lines of Winnie Graham’s back as she marched from his office, her sensible one-inch black heels clicking across his floor, her dark glasses sliding low on her nose.
“Shut the door, if you would,” he added pleasantly, picking up the phone again.
She reached for the doorknob and her brown tweedy blazer gaped, exposing her severe cream blouse with the wing collar. The tweedy blazer wasn’t appropriate for the heavy heat of June, and the cream blouse didn’t flatter her complexion, but then, nothing she wore was fashionable and that suited him just fine. Work was work. Pleasure was pleasure. The lines never crossed.
Yet he couldn’t help noting a faint tremor in her hand and he’d have to be a moron to not recognize that she was upset.
Well, that made two of them.
He knew exactly why she wanted the day off Friday and it made him madder than hell.
Miss Graham, his quiet unassuming Miss Graham had an interview scheduled on Friday in South Carolina.
His assistant was looking for another job when she was needed here. When he needed her here.
The press were digging into his past, looking for tidbits as if it were King Tut’s tomb. They were making calls, investigating leads, trying to find out if Morgan Grady was really the fairy-tale story he appeared to be.
Morgan smiled grimly. Fairy-tale life? Hardly. But the details of his past belonged to him and even now, twenty-five years after being adopted, he still knew the stigma that came with being from Roxbury instead of Beacon Hill.
The Gradys were saints, he thought, swallowing hard. They’d known from the beginning who he was, where he came from, and they’d taken him in anyway. They’d made him one of them. Gave him their name, their love, their security, and it had been wonderful, but now the spotlight was intensifying and the heat was becoming unbearable. It wasn’t that he was ashamed of his past, but he didn’t want Big Mike to take any credit, or get the attention, or savor his son’s success.
The only way to juggle the pressure of personal and professional was to keep a tight rein on his emotions, to remain focused, to stay on schedule.
And no one but no one was better than Winnie Graham at keeping him on task.
She knew her job. She was the best damn secretary he’d had in years, and after going through a half dozen in less than a year, he’d like to keep her, thank you very much.
Morgan stared at the closed door for a moment, remembering the pinched expression at Miss Graham’s mouth and briefly considered calling her back in.
But what would he say then? I know you’re job hunting and I don’t want you to leave? Absolutely not.
He was the boss. She was the executive assistant. He made the decisions. She implemented them.
Impatiently he reached for the phone, placed another call, feeling the intense pressure he’d been under for months. In the last year his business had skyrocketed. Work was nothing short of insane. The sheer volume, and value of the deals, staggered him.
Winnie Graham couldn’t leave. He needed her. Depended on her. Give Miss Graham Friday off? Not a chance.
Back at her desk, face still burning, Winnie numbly copied and faxed the documents Mr. Grady gave her before swiftly sorting through the afternoon’s e-mails accumulating in her in-box.
She worked on automatic pilot, answering the most urgent e-mails, forwarding what was necessary and printing out the spreadsheets required even as her mind raced.
She couldn’t, wouldn’t, miss the job interview.
She could go back in and argue about leave time again, or she could just not show up Friday morning. It wasn’t as if Mr. Grady didn’t have other secretaries on the staff able to cover for her. Grady Investments was made up of a team of seventeen, which included the two assistants for the research analysts and the two assistants for the traders.
She was not essential on Friday. Any one of the other assistants could take notes, pour coffee, and smile grimly. Although the other secretaries would probably be delighted to assist Mr. Grady, she reflected, gritting her teeth in disgust. Everybody loved Mr. Grady.
Including her.
There, the truth. She’d admitted it at last. The reason she couldn’t stay: Winnie couldn’t bear having her heart stepped on anymore. It was time to get smart. Time to think about self-preservation.
Winnie’s head began to pound and her stomach chose that moment to rumble. She’d just started a new diet—her third attempt this summer—and she still hadn’t gotten used to working from lunch to dinner without the midafternoon cookie or candy bar. What she needed was some fresh air and something cold to drink.
Winnie reached into her top right desk drawer and scooped out her wallet before taking the elevator to the forty-second floor, and changed to the express elevator that whisked her to lobby level in less than ten seconds. It was a drastic free-for-all in her tummy and she swallowed hard when the elevators slid open a second time.
Life with Morgan Grady was a bit like riding the Tower elevators: a giddy ride up and down but nothing solid in between.
Yet after six months of wild rides, she was ready to get off.
She wanted a job with decent hours, solid benefits, and an elderly boring boss so she could sleep again at night.
Outside, Winnie drew a short breath, momentarily blindsided by the heat and noise. As she walked to the hot dog vendor on the corner, a truck roared past, followed by a dozen streaking yellow cabs, half leaning on their horns.
Winnie bought a can of icy soda and popped the top on her way back to the Tower’s entrance. It was midafternoon and Manhattan’s skyscrapers had already reduced the light into little grids of sun and shadow on the sidewalk.
When she announced she was moving to New York to work, her family had predicted she wouldn’t survive a month. Instead she’d lasted over four years.
She didn’t particularly want to leave Manhattan now, but she needed distance from Morgan and all her impossible, outrageous fantasies. At night she dreamed of him over and over and it only made reality worse.
Morgan Grady would never go for her. He dated socialites, models and actresses. Not pudgy secretaries who stuttered when nervous.
The Tower’s revolving glass door turned and a woman Winnie only knew as Tiffany, joined her on the sidewalk in front of the building.
“It’s that time of day,” Tiffany said, tapping out a cigarette and lighting up. She was tall, slender, with lots of blond highlights in her hair. She looked like the type that had tried to model in high school. “Just three more hours.”
Winnie felt a stab of envy. “You go home at five?”
“Most of the time. If I’m lucky.” Tiffany dragged on the cigarette and exhaled. She cast Winnie a bored glance. “Where do you work?”
“On the seventy-eighth floor.”
“The seventy-eighth?” Tiffany’s eyebrows arched, her interest piqued. “Then you must work for Grady Investments.”
Suddenly Winnie didn’t feel like talking anymore. Women always wanted to be friends with her if they thought it’d get them closer to Morgan Grady. “Yes,” she answered, voice clipped.
“So what’s he like?” Tiffany persisted.
Winnie pushed her glasses higher on the bridge of her nose. “Who?”
Tiffany let out a little laugh, her pink-painted lips parted. “Very funny. Morgan Grady, silly. You work in his office. You must have met him. What’s he like…I mean, really, what’s he like?”
“Busy.”
“Of course. He’s huge. He completely dominates the investment world. Everyone pays attention to his market forecasts.”
Winnie forced a small, tight smile. “Isn’t that nice?”
“But the part I find most amazing, is that he’s not just this brilliant brain in a glass jar—he’s gorgeous, too.” Tiffany sounded positively giddy. “No wonder he’s been named New York’s Sexiest Bachelor twice in a row. He’s sexier than sin. I’d kill for a moment alone with him.”
“And I should just kill myself,” Winnie muttered beneath her breath, feeling painfully inadequate. Living on the periphery of Morgan Grady’s world was about as excruciating a thing as Winnie had ever experienced.
Thank God she’d soon be working somewhere else. Maybe then she’d get some self-esteem back.
Tiffany had a one-track mind. “What’s he like as a boss?”
“Let me loan you my book, Never Work for a Jerk, and then you tell me what you think.”
Tiffany giggled. “Is there really such a book?”
“Yes.”
Tiffany laughed even harder. “And you have a copy?”
“No, not yet. But I plan on buying it soon.”
Tiffany was laughing so hard she had to wipe her eyes. “I had no idea you were so funny,” she cried, tapping her cigarette. “Who would have thought?”
“Yes, who would have thought?” A voice coolly cut in. It was a deep voice, husky and distinctly male, a voice Winnie knew far too well. “She’s a woman of many hidden talents.”
Winnie felt ice water flood her limbs. Mr. Grady!
“And her next job,” he continued dryly, “will be working as a standup comedian.”
CHAPTER THREE
IT COULDN’T be. He couldn’t be here. He didn’t hear her say that…did he?
Paling, Winnie turned to discover Morgan Grady behind her, a black trench coat thrown over his arm, his long dark hair almost tidy.
“Mr. Grady,” she whispered, her mouth drying. “Heading out?”
He gazed down at her, his expression curiously hard. “I’ve been trying to reach you.”
Heat surged to her cheeks. “I came down for a soda.”
“I see.”
There was a moment of strained silence between them, something that had never happened before. He’d always talked; she’d always listened. He’d never been silent with her before. “Did you want something?”
“You had a phone call from a Mrs. Fielding. She said it was urgent. I left the number on your desk.”
Winnie couldn’t remember Mrs. Fielding and wondered what could possibly be urgent. “Thank you.”
His dense black lashes lowered, his mouth compressed. “Next time you might want to remember to take this,” he added, extending his arm to reveal her small pager.
Winnie moved to take the pager from him but tensed as her fingers brushed his palm and a sharp current of sensation sizzled through her.
He was angry.
In her five and a half months with him he’d never displayed any emotion and yet now he was angry.
Quickly, to hide her confusion, Winnie clipped the pager to the waistband of her skirt even as Tiffany dropped her cigarette, stubbing it out with the spike of her high heel.
“Mr. Grady,” Tiffany murmured, her voice dropping an octave as she held out her hand.
He hesitated, turned ever so slightly, and smiled a cool quizzical smile. It was a smile he must have practiced for moments like this, when he needed to put distance between himself and others without appearing aloof. The smile was a little slow, a little crooked, and made his rugged jaw wider, his cheekbones stronger. “We’ve met?”
“Once,” Tiffany answered archly. Her smile stretched as his hand closed around hers, her cheeks glowing with the faintest touch of pink. “Well, we sort of met. You had business with one of the firm’s partners and I notarized the paperwork.”
“Ah.” Morgan’s teeth had never looked so straight or white and he continued to hold her hand in his. “You work with Jeff.”
“Yes. He thinks the world of you. We all do.”
A black limousine slid next to the curb, and the driver shifted into neutral but the car remained on, engine idling. Morgan Grady released Tiffany’s hand, glanced at the limo, and then back at Tiffany. “I must run, but it was a pleasure meeting you, Miss—”
“Saunders. Tiffany Saunders. And I work with Jeff.”
“On the sixty-third floor, right.” He smiled again, and Winnie could see why women melted at his feet. There was something in his eyes, something in his energy and intensity that made you feel—however brief—that you were special. That you were the only one alive.
Winnie sucked in a painful, self-conscious breath.
He’d never looked at her once that way.
He’d never even gotten her name right.
A lump filled her throat and Winnie wished with all her heart she’d never worked for Morgan Grady.
Mr. Grady started for the waiting car, conversation forgotten, no goodbyes necessary. Move On, seemed to be his unwritten motto, no time to linger, no patience for niceties. Just move on to the next thing on the agenda.
But suddenly he stopped and turned back. It was muggy hot, the muggy hot of New York in late June when the air felt thick and yellow, yet he looked coolly elegant in his black suit and shirt.
She wondered how he did it, how he handled the heat and pressure without sweating or wilting or fading.
How did he predict the market before the market knew what it was going to do?
How did he juggle dozens of complicated, million and billion dollar deals without worrying, panicking, overeating?
She didn’t know. She couldn’t know. He was nothing like her.
Mr. Grady was staring at her now, his high tanned brow slightly furrowed. “Are you job hunting, Miss Graham?”
It was the last question she expected from him, the absolutely last thing she expected him to say, and Winnie wobbled in her sensible heels.
She reached for a handkerchief from her pocket and came up with nothing. Instead she gripped the pager in her perspiring hand. Good Lord. Did he know about her job interview, too? Or was it just a joke, a follow-up to his comedian remark moments ago?
Winnie blinked, swallowed, and blinked again, her glasses fogging slightly, her thoughts spinning in no logical direction.
What was she supposed to say? How was she supposed to answer that?
“No,” she blurted at last, cheeks darkening. “Of course not.”
His eyebrows lifted. He stared at her hard, his lips twisting ever so slightly.
Her blush deepened. She felt like a willful child with a hand caught in the cookie jar.
“Of course not,” he echoed softly, mockery in his voice. “I’ll see you later,” he said.
“Right.”
Then he turned away and climbed into the back of the waiting limousine.
Tiffany silently disappeared into the lobby of the Tower’s building leaving Winnie alone on the sidewalk.
For a long moment Winnie didn’t move, her heart thumping hard and fast. What had just happened out here? What did Mr. Grady mean?
Finally she shook off her fear, threw away her lukewarm soda and returned upstairs.
Winnie worked until dinner and then when she’d done all she could for the day, turned off her computer and took the subway home.
She was back at the office the next morning at six-thirty. As usual she was the first of the administrative assistants to arrive and Winnie made it her job every morning to turn on the office lights, check the thermostat and get the coffee brewing.
Coffee percolating, Winnie left the employee break room and headed toward the back office suite, flicking on lights as she went.
She arrived at Mr. Grady’s office and froze.
Mr. Grady was already in, he was sitting at his desk, and his door was ajar. He never left his door ajar. He was a man that preferred privacy always.
She stood there, transfixed, listening to him type, his fingers tapping away at his computer keyboard.
Something was wrong. The door shouldn’t be open. He shouldn’t be at his computer yet. He should still be reading his papers.
What had happened? Was it something to do with the press? She’d had three calls yesterday from various media sources, or was this more personal? Did this have anything to do with…her?
The tapping on the keyboard briefly stopped and Winnie felt the strangest, most physical sensation shoot through her. She could feel him.
Her brain told her that he hadn’t left his desk but her body was reacting totally different. The fine hair on her nape rose. Her skin prickled. Her body felt incredibly sensitive all over.
She’d never been so keenly aware of him before. It was almost as if he was standing right here next to her, touching her.
Heat banded across her cheekbones. She drew a slow breath. She was being overly dramatic, she lectured herself, forcing herself to action.
Winnie headed for her desk, took off her lightweight trench coat and hung it on the hook next to the filing cabinet before moving to her desk.
As she rolled out her chair she spotted a book with a lime green cover lying in the middle of her desk.
She didn’t remember leaving a book on her desk last night. She always left her desk clean, virtually spotless.
She moved closer, lifted the book. Never Work for a Jerk.
She dropped the book as if she’d been burned. Good God. The book. It was the book. The book she’d mentioned to Tiffany. He’d gone out and bought her a copy.
Winnie sagged into her chair, sitting down in a heavy heap, her purse falling to her feet.
He was going to fire her. That’s why his door was ajar. He was waiting for her to get here so he could give her the ax.
It wasn’t supposed to go like this. She’d been the one looking for a new job. She’d been the one hurt. It was her feelings that had been trampled.
And yet had he ever badmouthed her? Had he ever publicly insulted her? Had he ever insulted her even in private?
Why had she said what she’d said to Tiffany? Why had she let her emotions get the better of her? What was the saying? Open mouth, insert foot?
Well, it was more like, open mouth, insert body.
She felt really, deeply embarrassed.
The small intercom on her desk made a faint clicking sound. “Miss Graham, when you’ve a minute, I’d like to see you.”
Her heart jumped. She couldn’t make herself move, unable to find enough strength in her legs.
But she couldn’t ignore him. She was already in trouble. She might as well get this over with, go face the firing squad.
Winnie rolled away from her desk and stood up, pressing her blue pleated skirt smooth, making sure every pleat fell straight. It was her smartest skirt, the one she wore when she needed to feel extra crisp, extra professional. If ever there was a day she needed it, it was now.
The intercom clicked again. “Oh, and Miss Graham, you don’t need to bring the book with you.”
Morgan watched Winnie enter his office, her eyes wide behind her dark glasses, the black frames resting halfway down her straight nose. She sat down gingerly on the edge of the chair that faced his desk and folded her hands across the notebook and pen she’d brought with her.
He struggled to be civil. “Good morning.”
“Good morning, Mr. Grady.”
He leaned back in his swivel chair. “How are you?”
Her lashes fluttered behind the lenses of her glasses. Her lashes were long and they brushed the glass. “I’m fine, thank you.”
Her voice sounded firm, decisive, every inch the competent secretary he’d been relying upon these past six months.
She swallowed hard. “About the book—”
“I don’t want to discuss the book.”
A pulse had begun to beat rapidly at the base of her throat. “You don’t?”
“No. I knew you wanted it, so I bought a copy for you. Happy Secretaries Day.”
“That was back in April, Mr. Grady.”
“Better late than never.” He sat forward, touched a button on his keyboard and checked the European market before it closed. His gaze skimmed the various stock prices before sitting back again.
“I have to be able to trust my staff,” he said after a moment, grateful his voice could sound so calm when he didn’t feel the least bit calm, and hadn’t since overhearing her flippant remark yesterday in front of the office building.
His perfect secretary was a fraud.
Until now he’d thought of her as a future Miss Robinson, Miss Robinson being his first executive assistant and hands down, the best. Miss Robinson was tidy, precise, efficient, intelligent, controlled. She was always one step ahead of him and practically anticipated his every need before he even knew the need himself.
Miss Robinson had been with him for seven years, and retired eighteen months ago, just before he bought out Bradley Finance in a friendly acquisition. Trying to fill Miss Robinson’s shoes had been impossible and he’d gone through assistant after assistant until he inherited Winnie Graham through the Bradley acquisition.
He hadn’t thought he’d like Miss Graham, hadn’t expected anyone who hid behind large dark glasses and a mass of pinned-up braids to be as effective as his esteemed Miss Robinson but Winnie Graham wasn’t just good. She was great. She was the future Miss Robinson, the superlative secretary who knew what he wanted before he even wanted it.
“I need to trust you,” he said. “You have complete access to me. You know details about my personal life, my family, my finances. If you’re going to talk to Tiffany from the sixty-third floor, what’s to say you won’t talk to a friendly reporter?”
Her head lifted and her unblinking gaze met his. He watched as she adjusted her glasses. “Because I won’t,” she answered crisply.
“But you did yesterday—”
“And it was a mistake!” She rose from her chair. She’d never interrupted him before, never contradicted him and her passionate response surprised both of them. “I’m sorry, Mr. Grady, I feel terrible about what happened yesterday. It was careless of me, but I honestly didn’t mean anything by it—”
“Are you looking for a new job?”
Her lips parted and color seared her cheeks but no sound came from her mouth.
She didn’t answer because she couldn’t answer, he thought, rocking forward in his chair, reaching for his phone, needing something, anything to do to keep his temper in check.
How had this happened? Where had he misjudged her?
“Never mind,” he uttered shortly, unable to remember the last time he felt so cheated, or deceived. “I know you want Friday off. Take it off.”
Winnie sank back into her seat. “Please forgive me,” she whispered, cheeks stained red, fingers kneading in her lap. “I admire you so much. I think the world of you.”
“It didn’t sound like that yesterday.”
“I know, but it’s not why you think.” Her fingers tightened together. “Tiffany was gushing. Everyone gushes and…” She took a deep breath. “I don’t want to sound like one of them. I wanted to be…cool.”
“Cool?”
“Cool,” she repeated shakily. “I’ve never been cool in my life and women are always asking about you, beautiful glamorous women, and I get insecure. I can’t believe I’m even telling you this but it’s true. I’m a geek. I just wanted Tiffany to think I was like her.”
“Like her?”
“You know, sophisticated.”
He hadn’t heard anything so pitiful in years. His incredibly intelligent and capable assistant wanted to impress a ditzy airhead like Tiffany? Why?
He stared at Winnie hard, trying to see past the glasses and firm press of her lips and what he saw was a young oval face with a high, pale forehead and small rounded chin.
“You have my approval,” he said after a moment. “Why do you need hers?”
She didn’t move a muscle. Her fixed expression didn’t change. Her stillness coupled with the heightened color in her cheeks reminded him of a painting, an oil portrait from the turn of the century.
“That’s a good question, sir.”
“Think about it,” he said, frustrated, angry and not at all sure what to do. Should he fire her? Could he trust her? What was supposed to happen next? “Are you going to a job interview on Friday?”
She hesitated for the briefest moment. “Yes.”
He was out of patience. Sitting forward, Morgan punched another button on his market monitor. The market was open. Trading had begun. “If you take the job, I’ll expect two weeks’ notice.”
Winnie looked away, stared past his shoulder to the wall of windows behind him. There was no emotion in her face. She looked like the serene, capable assistant he’d always known. “How did you find out about my job interview?”
His stomach felt hard, tight. He hated conflict. Hated feeling mistrustful. Charlotte had done a number on him, and while it’d been fifteen years since she betrayed him, some things were impossible to forget.
But Morgan didn’t let any of his emotion show. He’d learned years ago to keep his personal life private. “Mr. Osborne’s office called on Monday doing a reference check. I spoke with Mr. Osborne personally.”
Winnie’s head lifted, and her gaze met his, eyes large and worried behind the heavy glasses. “What did you say?”
He felt his lips twist into a ghost of a smile. “That you were the best damn secretary I’d ever had.”
“Morgan, we’re worried about you. Reed’s worried about you.” Rose Grady’s precise diction was even more vigorous than usual. “Every time we turn on the television, you’re there. We can’t pick up a magazine without a story about you.”
Morgan finished pulling his T-shirt over his head, having stripped off his suit and changed into jeans and a T-shirt now that he was home.
“You’re sick of my press?” he teased, shifting the phone from one ear to the other as he headed for the kitchen.
“That’s not what I mean,” Rose retorted indignantly and Morgan could picture the elegant arch of her eyebrows rising higher. “We know how hard you’ve worked at putting the past behind you, but now these reporters are digging into everything. And I do mean, everything.”
Morgan popped open the mineral water and took a long cool drink. “It’s going to be all right,” he said, wanting to believe his own optimism as he leaned against a stainless-steel counter, his kitchen huge and modern, big enough to accommodate a fleet of chefs. “The reporters will hound someone else soon. People get bored and move on.”
“That’s not all, Morgan. There’s something else, and I’m not sure how to tell you, or even if I should tell you, but I don’t want you to hear this from anyone else.”
“Then tell me.”
Silence stretched across the line. “I saw Charlotte.”
Morgan froze. “What?”
“Charlotte came to the house.”
It felt as if he’d been slammed on the chest with a shovel. He couldn’t catch his breath. “Alone?”
“Yes.”
He set the water down so forcefully the bottle rattled on the counter. “What did she want?”
“To hear about you. To know what you’ve been doing all these years.”
Charlotte. Charlotte. “What did you tell her?”
Rose sighed impatiently. “I said, read the papers. Turn on the evening news. Morgan’s life is everywhere.”
He nearly smiled. Trust Rose to give an answer like that.
“She says, she made a mistake,” Rose continued more faintly, as if delivering this information caused her great pain. “She indicated she wanted to make amends.”
“It’s been fifteen years.”
“You once wanted this.”
“Fifteen years ago.”
“Five years ago,” Rose rebutted.
Morgan shook his head slowly, angrily, not understanding why this had to happen now when he had so much pressure on him, when he had so many people depending on him. “How did she look?”
“Even more beautiful. She’s certainly matured well. She’s a classic beauty. What do you expect?”
His chest tightened. He closed his eyes. He didn’t want to hear this, didn’t want to know this. “I don’t want to talk to her.”
“Fine.”
“And I don’t want to see her.”
“Then don’t.”
But even as he said the words, he was laughing at himself. Who was he kidding? Even fifteen years after she disappeared from his life he still wasn’t over her.
“Rose…Mom..” Morgan pressed a clenched fist to his forehead, battling fears that very few knew about. “What do I do? How do I get out of this?”
“First of all, forget Charlotte, she’s inconsequential,” Rose said crisply, comfortable taking charge again. “And second, get rid of the press!”
“How?”
“Morgan, you’re smart. Throw them a bone. Give the media a story…and I don’t mean Charlotte!”
CHAPTER FOUR
RIDING the subway to work the next morning, Winnie heard Mr. Grady’s words ring in her head. The best damn secretary he’d ever had. It was the highest compliment she could be paid. It was the highest compliment she’d ever been paid, and as pitiful as it sounded, those words from Mr. Grady meant everything to her.
She shifted on the subway seat, already sticky and warm despite the air-conditioning. Winnie told herself it was the summer heat wave making her feel a little hot, and more than a little bit crazy, but really, it had less to do with the thermometer than it did with her own feelings.
Two days from now and she’d be on a plane for the final interview in Charleston and she dreaded the interview now in Charleston, she dreaded her last day at Grady Investments, she dreaded everything to do with leaving.
Don’t think about it, she told herself, as the subway arrived at her stop and she lurched to her feet. You have two weeks before you have to say goodbye. No reason to cross that bridge today.
The advice had been sound, but the moment Mr. Grady walked into the office, Winnie’s heart did the same wild lurch it always did, making her feel as if she were on the subway or elevator again.
What was it about him that she loved so much? She stared at his eyes, his mouth, his chin and while the features were all perfectly shaped, her interest had less to do with the physical perfection than the intensity beneath.
There was something about him, she thought, putting the top of her pen to her mouth, something deeper, more complex than he wanted to reveal. But what?
“Good morning, Winnie.”
“Good morning, Mr. Grady.” She managed a firm, professional smile. It was the competent smile she knew executives preferred. “The president of Shipley’s Bank just called. Would you like me to get him back on the line?”
“Not just yet. I have a couple of things to take care of first. I’ll let you know when I’m ready.”
“Of course, Mr. Grady. Is there anything else I can do for you right now?”
“No. Just hold all calls.”
“Yes, Mr. Grady. I’ll do that, Mr. Grady.”
His door closed and she sank back into her chair and covered her face with her hands. Could she possibly sound more pathetic? Mr. Grady. No, Mr. Grady. Isn’t the sky perfectly blue, Mr. Grady?
She sounded like a simpering idiot. Winnie, you need a life.
You need to be good at something besides typing. You need to have interests other than Morgan Grady. You need to stop waiting for something good to happen.
And suddenly tears filled her eyes, ridiculous tears that had nothing to do with work and everything to do with wanting so much and not knowing how to accomplish any of it.
Once the tears started, she couldn’t seem to make them stop. Suddenly she was crying because she was the middle daughter and the uninspiring daughter and the only one of her sisters who wasn’t spectacular. Alexis and Megan were stunning, and talented, and incredibly popular. Unlike Winnie who’d never even been invited to the prom, Alexis and Megan had never missed a high school dance.
She’d never been beautiful or special, and as horrible as the tears were, as embarrassing as they were, they were real. It’s hard to be plain and unexciting when the world embraces style and beauty.
The tears continued to stream and Winnie, who firmly believed that tears didn’t belong at the office, grabbed a tissue from the box of Kleenex and blew her nose before being forced to pull off her glasses and wipe her eyes dry.
“Are you all right?” It was Mr. Grady, and his voice was coming from above her desk. She hadn’t heard his door open or his footsteps approach.
Winnie struggled to hide the tears and quickly tossed the damp tissue away. “Yes, Mr. Grady. I’m just great.”
His skeptical gaze swept her face. She knew she was a wreck when she cried. Some women were delicate weepers. She was not. Her nose went shiny. Her eyes turned pink. Her complexion took on a mottled hue. But she squeezed her lips into a smile and prayed it’d work.
It didn’t. His brow creased deeper. “You look like you’re in agony. Do you want to go home? Take an early lunch?”
“Heavens, no. It’s not even nine-thirty, sir, and it’s nothing…it’s just…it’s just…”
“Just what?”
“I’ve made a mistake.”
“I’m sure it can be fixed.”
“No, it’s too late.”
“Is it a stock order? A market transaction?” he asked, clearly dumbfounded.
“No, it’s about my job. This job, and the job in Charleston. I don’t know what I’m supposed to do anymore. I don’t know what’s right anymore—” She broke off, eyes welling up again, and Winnie struggled to get her glasses back on, but in her haste she bypassed one ear and the black frames ended up dangling off her face.
“I think you’ve missed something,” Morgan said surprisingly gently.
“An ear, sir.” She hiccuped, took the glasses off, and slid them on correctly, hooking the glasses around each ear with as much composure as she could muster considering the fact that her nose had gone stuffy and her voice sounded thick and she’d just been sobbing her heart out. She wasn’t making sense. She knew she wasn’t making sense and it only made her feel worse.
“I’m sorry,” she said, drawing a deep breath, trying to calm herself. “I’m fine now. I just had something in my eye—”
“I think those are called tears, Winnie.”
She smiled faintly at his joke. It was a feeble joke but she appreciated it. “Yes, you’re right. And I’m fine now. Please, go back to work and put this out of mind.”
“Easier said than done.”
“It’s an achievable goal, sir.” She turned to face her computer, her fingers hovering above her keyboard and fixing her gaze on her computer screen she waited for him to disappear.
He did not. He remained where he stood, just across her desk, his tall, solid body a delight in Italian wool and Egyptian cotton. She could smell his fragrance, smell the tantalizing hint of musk, and her gaze slowly lifted, traveling up his white shirt, past the elegant gray and black tie to the square cut of his chin and his impressive lips. She thought sometimes she’d do just about anything to have a kiss from those lips…
And there she went again, fantasizing, like she’d spent half the night last night.
Last night she’d imagined driving around Manhattan in the back of Morgan’s black stretch limo and she was wearing something silky and clingy and they were kissing madly. His hand was cupping her breast and she was making desperate little whimpering sounds and she couldn’t get enough of his mouth, of his hands. In her dream she wasn’t stodgy old Winnie, but someone exciting, someone smart and funny and beautiful. But of course morning came and she woke and dragged herself into the bathroom for a reality-check shower.
And still he stood there, before her desk. She didn’t know what he wanted, what he was waiting for. Winnie dropped her hands back into her lap. “Do you need something, Mr. Grady?”
He was looking at her most strangely. Looking at her as if she wasn’t Winnie but someone else. The slash of his black eyebrows drew closer together and a lock of dark hair fell forward on his brow. “Yes. I want to know more about the job in Charleston. Why were you interested in it?”
Heat filled her, a warm slow heat that made her tingle from head to toe. She knew what she was, and saw herself all too clearly—slightly pudgy, rather frumpy, and prone to panic attacks—but oh, how she loved him and oh, how she wanted him. But living in fantasyland was just about to do her in.
“Change,” she answered huskily, wishing yet again she were someone else, someone with style, someone with grace, someone that men would fight to ask out. Although, really, she didn’t want men, she wanted just one man. Morgan.
What a stupid, futile wish. What a stupid, futile path she was traveling.
Sniffling, she jerked open her desk drawer and dug around for a paper clip to stop her eyes from welling yet again. She had to get a grip. She had to get on with things. Because even if she wore a red dress and put hot rollers in her hair, she wasn’t the supermodel of Morgan Grady’s world. Wake up, Winnie. Grow up, Winnie. You’re never going to be his type.
“But you like New York?” he persisted.
She swallowed the lump in her throat. Of course she liked New York. He lived in New York. She’d love Timbuktu if that’s where he was. “Yes, Mr. Grady.”
“So the problem is here, at the office.”
Her chest felt raw, her lungs ached with bottled air. “Yes.”
His black eyebrows drew even more tightly together. “You don’t like working for me?”
Like didn’t exactly factor into it. It was more of a love-hate thing. She loved working for him but hated being a nobody. She didn’t want to be his secretary. She was dying to be his lover.
Winnie bent her head, rolled her eyes. How perfectly Ninny Winnie.
“So it is me,” Morgan repeated.
“No!” She looked up at him, emotion so strong she was sure he could see what she was feeling in her eyes. But she did need to tell him something because obviously, she was having a problem right now. Her job search. The book on her desk. Her emotional breakdown just now. This wasn’t the dependable, rational Winnie Graham he knew. She wasn’t exactly a rock this week.
“It’s not you,” she said hoarsely, ashamed that she was practically disintegrating again. “It’s me.”
He shook his head, lines fanning from his eyes, deep grooves etched beside his mouth. “I don’t understand.”
Her eyes burned and she fought the urge to sniffle. She knew her nose must be bright red and her glasses were fogging up. “I’ve fallen in love.”
There was a moment of dead silence and then a small muscle in his jaw popped. “With someone here? At Grady Investments?”
He couldn’t have sounded more incredulous. “Yes.”
It wasn’t a lie. She had fallen in love and she was in a muddle and she’d never been so emotional in all her life.
He leaned on her desk, leaned so close to her she caught another hint of spice. “He doesn’t love you?”
Her eyes burned and she swallowed hard. “Oh, no, sir. He’s not interested in me.”
“Is he married?”
She shook her had swiftly. “No.”
“Has he taken advantage of you?”
She couldn’t help blushing. “No. No, it’s not like that. The problem is, he doesn’t know I exist while I…I—”
“You what?”
“I’m crazy about him.” She averted her head, wishing she could just crawl into some city manhole and hide. “Hopelessly crazy.”
“That does sound bad.”
“It is,” she answered huskily, her voice breaking. She could feel his gaze rest on her, felt what seemed to be sympathy, and she didn’t want it from him. “Which is why I started looking for a new job. I knew this wasn’t working out and I thought change was necessary. I thought it’d be wise to put some distance between us.”
Mr. Grady looked troubled. “But if he doesn’t know…?”
“It doesn’t matter if he knows or not, I know. I know when he’s here. I listen for his footsteps, for his voice, for everything.” She bit her lip, fought for control. “But it’s too painful. I can’t do this anymore.”
He studied her for a long silent moment and then shook his head. “Fine. Tell me his name and I’ll fire him.”
Winnie nearly fell off her chair. “Mr. Grady!”
“I’m not going to let one of my most valuable staff members ruin her career.”
“You can’t blame him!”
“I don’t. But I’m also not going to stand by and watch you walk out because some guy here is knocking around your heart. If you can’t stand coming to work because Mr. Heartbreak works here, then give me his name and let’s get this over with.”
She couldn’t believe he was serious. He’d fire someone because she wasn’t happy here anymore? “You can’t be serious.”
“He’ll get an excellent severance package.”
“Mr. Grady!”
“And the best references.”
“No.”
“I want his name.”
“No.” Her phone rang and she looked at the handset where the number and name of the caller flashed. “It’s Shipley’s Bank again,” she said, heart hammering, hands shaking and yet incredibly grateful for the interruption.
“His name, Winnie.”
Her phone rang again. She tensed, muscles tightening everywhere. When the phone rang a third time she couldn’t keep silent. “I’m going to answer. Do you want to take the call or should I take a message?”
He didn’t say a word, his dark blue gaze locked with hers. He didn’t look angry as much as determined, jaw jutted, expression intense.
Winnie reached for the phone, “Mr. Grady’s office, may I help you?”
He gave his head a slow shake and mouthed the words, “This isn’t over, Winnie,” before returning to his office.
He remained sequestered in his office on the call with Shipley’s Bank for nearly two hours before leaving directly for a meeting across town.
After he left, Winnie let out a long sigh of relief. She’d been sitting on pins and needles the past two hours and wanted nothing more than to get a break herself. She opted for a rare luxury—lunch out, heading down the street to her favorite deli two blocks away.
But not even a lunch out could erase her worry. Business and pleasure didn’t mix. Careers were destroyed over office romances. It’d be disastrous for her to remain at Grady Investments much longer. She felt it in every bone of her body.
Winnie walked slowly back to the Tower’s building, trying to ignore her reflection in the mirror-glass building fronts but it was impossible to deny the black glasses, beige blouse, hair scraped back from her face which screamed, uptight. Make that uptight, unsatisfied virgin.
Yes, an uptight, unsatisfied virgin. That’s exactly what she’d become.
Winnie stopped and stared at her reflection and hated what she saw. This wasn’t her. This isn’t how she felt on the inside. On the inside she was madly passionate, daring beyond measure. On the inside she wanted everything and was willing to risk all—
On the inside.
There lay the problem. No one knew about Winnie on the inside. No one saw the fun side, or adventurous side of her. No, she kept that side buttoned down and pressed back because once upon a time she decided if she wasn’t going to be popular and sexy and fashionable then she damn well better get respect.
Respect. Augh! Respect was fine for seventy-year-old matriarchs, but she was twenty-five. She had no social life. No dates. No romance.
No wonder.
Impatiently Winnie reached up and undid the top button of her stiff blouse. She didn’t want to be uptight. She didn’t want to be unsatisfied. She didn’t want to go through life without ever experiencing anything.
Winnie unbuttoned the next button. Checked her reflection again. Still boring, still a virgin, still really really not sexy.
And let’s face it, two buttons unfastened on a beige blouse were not exactly a makeover. What she needed was a miracle. What she wanted was a life-changing experience.
She’d give up everything, she thought, if for one week—no, make that a month—she could look like Tiffany from the sixty-third floor. Sexy, curvy, sensual. A woman that made men hot. A woman that made men melt.
Crossing the lobby Winnie’s sensible heels clicked loudly on the floor. She pressed the elevator up button and waited. A moment later the elevator doors opened. People streamed out. Winnie stepped back to let the others pass. As she moved out of the way, Tiffany Saunders grabbed Winnie’s arm.
“Hey,” Tiffany cried, latching onto Winnie’s sleeve as if they were life-long friends. “I just heard the news. It must be nuts upstairs!”
“What news?”
“About Morgan Grady. News Weekly’s Man of the Year. Isn’t it incredible?”
Winnie blinked blankly. “But Mr. Morgan isn’t Man of the Year, he was Sexiest Man—”
“No, no. This just happened. The magazine doesn’t hit the stands until tomorrow but it was announced on the noon news broadcast today. The media are everywhere. They’re swarming upstairs—” Tiffany broke off, eyes widening. “You didn’t know? Where’ve you been?”
Winnie’s throat dried. “Out to lunch.”
“Well, honey, you better check in because your Morgan Grady is Man of the Year.”
The express elevator to the seventy-eighth floor always left Winnie’s stomach at her feet, and today was worse than ever.
Stepping off the elevator, she walked into a frenzied sea of reporters and carefully picked her way through the crowd to the reception desk. The young receptionist at the front desk, flagged Winnie down. “Thank God you’re here,” the receptionist choked. “They won’t go away and they just keep arriving and I don’t know what to do.”
“They’re here for Mr. Grady?”
“Yes. It’s about the Man of the Year award. The phones keep ringing—” She was interrupted by the telephone and her face crumpled as she sat down again to take the call.
Winnie sized up the crowd. Tiffany was right. It was bedlam in here. Every reporter from every paper and TV station must have a representative in the reception area.
Poor Mr. Grady.
The receptionist hung up the phone. “So what do I do, Winnie? How do I get rid of them?”
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Jane Porter
From sensible secretary…to sexy siren!Handsome business tycoon Morgan Grady has just been voted News Weekly's Man of the Year. Eager to move out of the media spotlight, Morgan decides it's time he found himself a wife. So New York's most eligible bachelor proposes to the one woman he knows he can trust–his sensible assistant,Winnie Graham!Alone on his exotic private island, Morgan discovers that Winnie's composed exterior hides a storm of passion and desire. The sexual attraction that had always simmered gently between them suddenly ignites into an inferno! Morgan wants Winnie, but a woman this feisty will never settle for being a convenient wife. She demands nothing less than her cynical boss's heart….
“I won’t need you,” she said sweetly, crossing her arms over her chest. “If I think about the history of our relationship, it’s you that needs me.”
“That’s a gross exaggeration!”
Winnie took a step back as he stepped forward. “Maybe, but it’s still true. When have I needed you for anything?”
Her arch question was met by complete silence. Morgan’s dark blue eyes met hers, held, and she saw a flicker there, in the dark blue depths—a hot blue fire she’d never seen before.
Winnie felt a tiny thrill, followed by a surge of adrenaline. He was looking at her, really looking at her, and he liked what he saw. It wasn’t an external thing, it was something else, something deeper, more basic, and there was heat in his eyes, heat in the way he leaned a little closer and then a little closer.
Very slowly, very deliberately, Morgan placed his right hand on the wall next to her shoulders, and then his left hand, trapping her there between him and the wall.
“I think you have needs, Winnie.”
Jane Porter grew up on a diet of Harlequin Presents
romance novels, reading late at night under the covers so her mother wouldn’t see! She wrote her first book at age eight and spent many of her high school and college years living abroad, immersing herself in other cultures and continuing to read voraciously. Now, Jane has settled down in rugged Seattle, Washington, with her gorgeous husband and two sons.
Jane loves to hear from her readers. You can write to her at P.O. Box 524, Bellevue, WA 98009, U.S.A. Or visit her Web site at www.janeporter.com.
The Secretary’s Seduction
Jane Porter
www.millsandboon.co.uk (http://www.millsandboon.co.uk)
For my great friend, Barb. It is a fairy tale, isn’t it?
CONTENTS
CHAPTER ONE
CHAPTER TWO
CHAPTER THREE
CHAPTER FOUR
CHAPTER FIVE
CHAPTER SIX
CHAPTER SEVEN
CHAPTER EIGHT
CHAPTER NINE
CHAPTER TEN
CHAPTER ELEVEN
CHAPTER TWELVE
CHAPTER THIRTEEN
EPILOGUE
CHAPTER ONE
IT WAS sweltering. No one, but no one, married in Manhattan in the middle of July. No one but Winnie Graham that is.
The organist paused and the packed congregation in St. Paul’s Cathedral seemed to rise in unison and all four hundred and fifty heads turned to stare at Winnie where she stood at the back of the church in her twenty-thousand-dollar silk bridal gown.
White silk gown.
Just like her white garter, white silk hose, white flowers, white carpet, white, white, white for a virgin bride.
For a twenty-five-year-old virgin bride who knew so little about life and men, that she was about to walk down the aisle without ever being kissed.
Well, she had been kissed once, badly kissed, back in seventh grade when Rufus Jones practically stuck his tongue down her throat at a junior high birthday party. She’d been so disgusted by the kiss that she’d nearly thrown up afterward, so that kiss didn’t count.
And now she was about to marry the love of her life except he didn’t love her and he’d never kissed her and she’d actually signed a contract agreeing to this horrible public society wedding which meant nothing to him.
What in God’s name was she thinking? What in God’s name was she doing?
How could she be a wife before she’d ever had a date?
Winnie closed her eyes, drew a deep breath and tried to calm herself but she was losing it, knew she was losing it. She was shaking so hard now she could barely keep her teeth from chattering. Funny how your teeth could chatter when you’re burning up. Perspiration covered her skin. Her heart raced. She couldn’t get enough air.
What a fool she was. What a perfect idiot.
Yes, she loved Morgan Grady. Yes, she was madly in love with Morgan Grady, but how could she sell herself like this? How could she sign away her life?
A contract.
She’d signed a contract to become his wife.
How could she love herself so little and him so much?
The organist struck the keys with fervor. Bars of music filled the cathedral, four hundred and fifty people seemed to inhale all at once, waiting for her to take the first step forward.
Winnie’s head swam. The people became a blur of white noise and heat. It was so hot in here. There were too many people and not enough air. She felt as though she were suffocating. She couldn’t breathe. Couldn’t think. And they were all waiting for her to move. To take that first step. Morgan was waiting for her to take that first step.
So she did. She took a step, she turned around, she ran.
Winnie dropped her bouquet of white lilies, roses and orchids in the cool foyer, dashed through the cathedral’s paneled doors, down the wide marble steps and jumped into a passing taxicab.
CHAPTER TWO
“WHERE to?” the cabdriver asked, sweating profusely and craning his head to get a look at her in the back seat, the stiff petticoats in her wedding gown making the white silk billow like huge sails on an eighteenth-century schooner.
The cabbie needed a shower. The inside of the car stank of old sweat. Winnie cranked her window down, dangerously close to throwing up.
“Anywhere,” she choked, needing air, but the hot muggy air outside only made her more nauseous.
The driver shot her another glance. “I got to go somewhere, lady.”
Where to go, where to go after leaving her family, Morgan and four hundred and fifty people behind in the church?
She had to go someplace that no one would find her. Someplace where no one would be. “The Tower, on Wall Street,” she said, sinking against the seat, naming her office building.
It was Saturday, the office would be deserted, and not even Morgan would think to look for her there.
Closing her eyes, Winnie sagged against the sticky vinyl seat and tried to forget that she’d just run away from her own wedding, that she, Winnie Graham had left Morgan Grady, New York’s Sexiest Bachelor, standing at the altar.
But eyes closed, she saw it all, saw how it happened.
She even knew the day—the hour—the moment—that everything in her life had changed.
June sixteenth. His office. Her insecurity.
“Willa, I need copies of these immediately,” Morgan Grady said, thrusting a sheath of papers across the desk without looking up, “and the top two sets faxed to the client noted on the cover page.”
Winnie’s heart fell. Five and a half months she’d been working for him. Five and a half months and he still didn’t know her name.
“It’s Winnie,” she corrected faintly, growing warm as color crept into her cheeks.
“What’s that?”
She balled one hand and pressed her thumb across her knuckles. She’d never liked her name, never understood how her parents could look into her face as a newborn and think, Winnie, yes, you with the little puffy eyes and tiny mouth, you’re our Winnie. But if Winnie was bad, Willa was far worse.
She’d corrected him before, several times actually, but he’d always been on his way in or out, or in the middle of something important, so she forgave the slips, and made up excuses for him.
But after five and a half months, the excuses had worn thin. Her patience had worn down. And her outer skin had worn off. She couldn’t do this anymore, nor could she handle being invisible. It was definitely time to move on.
Winnie’s lungs ached and she exhaled, feeling the elastic of her panty hose pinch her waist. She’d gained some weight over the winter, her usual extra five or ten pounds and she’d been slow to lose the weight this year. “You called me Willa.”
He didn’t look up. His attention never wavered from his Palm Pilot where he was making copious notes. “Yes.”
Her panty hose was killing her. She couldn’t remember when she felt so frumpy or dull. And worst of all, it wounded her pride that Mr. Grady was completely oblivious to her existence, while she knew—and was expected to know—everything about him.
Morgan Louis Grady. Born August first, Boston, Massachusetts.
A Leo, he took four newspapers daily, but didn’t start reading until he’d hit his treadmill and weights for his morning workout.
He read all the important business sections of the paper between six and seven in the morning, during which he drank exactly two and a half cups of very strong, very black coffee. He had nothing until lunch—light salad and chicken from a caterer that delivered every day—and worked without interruption until three when she brought him a shot of espresso from the coffee cart downstairs.
Shirt size: sixteen and a half. Shoe size: eleven.
Height: six foot three. Weight: two hundred and five muscular pounds—he never varied in weight.
Impeccable dresser.
His hair was another matter. That couldn’t, wouldn’t be tamed. Thick, glossy and nearly black, he had a cowlick at his temple and he wore the back longer than the rest. He could cut it all short but he never did.
She knew all this, and more, and yet he didn’t even know her name. Drawing a deep breath she blurted, “Mr. Grady, my name is Winnie, not Willa. I’m Winnie Graham and I’ve worked here since January second.”
His dark head lifted. “Oh.”
She stood a bit straighter, pulled back her shoulder blades, trying to project that she was taller, more impressive than her five feet, five inch height. “I replaced Miss Dirkle. And Miss Dirkle replaced Miss Hunts. And Miss Hunts, I believe, took over for Mrs. Amadio.”
“Yes. Miss Dirkle, Miss Hunts, I remember.”
They were making progress. Eye contact had been established. He recognized some names. He appeared to be listening. Good.
Now was the time to mention Friday.
Friday, four days from now, she had a final interview with a company in Charleston for a position much like the one she held now, executive assistant to the CEO of a major Fortune 500 firm. The job responsibilities and salary were equitable with what she had now, except that the cost of living in Charleston was much more affordable than Manhattan, and she’d be working for a kind, grandfather-like gentleman in his sixties rather than Morgan Grady, Wall Street’s Most Eligible Bachelor. “About Friday, Mr. Grady—”
“What about Friday?”
“I sent you a memo.”
“I don’t recall.”
There were moments she wondered how he could possibly be New York’s youngest, shrewdest, most aggressive money manager. Everyone said he was brilliant. His firm received more press than any other investment firm on Wall Street, citing his leadership, insight and intuition, but he didn’t display a bit of that insight and intuition with his assistant.
Flushing, Winnie pressed the stack of paperwork to her chest. “I left you a memo two weeks ago about needing Friday off, and then a follow up e-mail last week—”
“Sorry.” He shook his head once, a short cryptic shake even as his gaze dropped to his desk and he reached for his phone. “Anyway, Friday’s bad. Can’t do. Wait until later in the summer, right?”
Wrong. Wrong, wrong, wrong. Not only had he said no, but she’d lost his attention.
Twenty seconds of conversation and he’d mentally checked out.
She glared at him, fighting tears, wondering just what went on inside that head.
He was heart-stoppingly beautiful. Women fell at his feet in droves.
Last year he’d even been voted Wall Street’s Most Eligible Bachelor, six months ago he’d been selected New York’s Sexiest Bachelor, and the florist deliveries continued to stream in. Long-stemmed red roses, potted palms, elegant orchids. Socialites, models, actresses, other men’s wives…they all wanted him.
Including her.
She tried to study him dispassionately but there was nothing dispassionate about her feelings for him.
He had a great nose, a strong nose, with the smallest hump at the bridge and serious dark blue eyes, matched by the best mouth and most perfect chin in all of New York. Correction, the most perfect face in all of New York.
Manhattan was the place of beautiful people and he was the most beautiful of all. But she couldn’t handle it anymore, couldn’t handle being a nothing, a nobody and so soon she’d be gone, off to another job, a slower pace of life, and an elderly white-haired, bespectacled boss.
“I can print off another memo, Mr. Grady. The original’s still saved on my hard drive.”
He shook his head, hung up the phone and began to place another call all without a glance in her direction. “Doesn’t matter. Friday’s not good.”
“But I asked you two weeks ago.” She heard her voice falter, and immediately strengthened it. “You didn’t say no then.”
“I didn’t say anything at all.”
“Exactly!”
“You can’t take a non-answer as a yes.”
“But, Mr. Grady—”
His dark head lifted abruptly. “Is this a family emergency?”
“No.”
“Death in the family?”
“No.”
“Death of a friend or former colleague?”
“No deaths. Personal leave.”
He was staring at her and he had beautiful eyes, not exactly sapphire, more indigo, and when he looked at her like that, she could swear he saw straight through her. Literally. Straight through her to the wall behind her with the big clock and the fancy framed Chagall. She’d lost him. He wasn’t even thinking about her request. He was thinking numbers, odds, research, stocks, options, you name it, anything and everything but what she needed.
“Personal leave,” he repeated softly, a crease between his brows.
“Yes, sir.”
He was still staring at her, eyes narrowed slightly. “On Friday.”
“Yes, sir.”
“During the shareholder’s meeting?”
She had his full attention now and she felt oddly warm, and very uncomfortable, feeling the weight of his scrutiny. “I’ve found a replacement,” she said, her voice cracking, her composure cracking. “She’s highly qualified, shorthand, word processing, data processing—”
“No. Sorry,” he cut her mercilessly off. “Reimburse yourself for the ticket from petty cash and leave me a copy of the ticket voucher.”
Mr. Grady picked up the phone again and rapidly dialed a new number. Clearly he was done talking. “And those faxes, Winnie, you’ll see to those immediately?”
Morgan Grady watched the rigid lines of Winnie Graham’s back as she marched from his office, her sensible one-inch black heels clicking across his floor, her dark glasses sliding low on her nose.
“Shut the door, if you would,” he added pleasantly, picking up the phone again.
She reached for the doorknob and her brown tweedy blazer gaped, exposing her severe cream blouse with the wing collar. The tweedy blazer wasn’t appropriate for the heavy heat of June, and the cream blouse didn’t flatter her complexion, but then, nothing she wore was fashionable and that suited him just fine. Work was work. Pleasure was pleasure. The lines never crossed.
Yet he couldn’t help noting a faint tremor in her hand and he’d have to be a moron to not recognize that she was upset.
Well, that made two of them.
He knew exactly why she wanted the day off Friday and it made him madder than hell.
Miss Graham, his quiet unassuming Miss Graham had an interview scheduled on Friday in South Carolina.
His assistant was looking for another job when she was needed here. When he needed her here.
The press were digging into his past, looking for tidbits as if it were King Tut’s tomb. They were making calls, investigating leads, trying to find out if Morgan Grady was really the fairy-tale story he appeared to be.
Morgan smiled grimly. Fairy-tale life? Hardly. But the details of his past belonged to him and even now, twenty-five years after being adopted, he still knew the stigma that came with being from Roxbury instead of Beacon Hill.
The Gradys were saints, he thought, swallowing hard. They’d known from the beginning who he was, where he came from, and they’d taken him in anyway. They’d made him one of them. Gave him their name, their love, their security, and it had been wonderful, but now the spotlight was intensifying and the heat was becoming unbearable. It wasn’t that he was ashamed of his past, but he didn’t want Big Mike to take any credit, or get the attention, or savor his son’s success.
The only way to juggle the pressure of personal and professional was to keep a tight rein on his emotions, to remain focused, to stay on schedule.
And no one but no one was better than Winnie Graham at keeping him on task.
She knew her job. She was the best damn secretary he’d had in years, and after going through a half dozen in less than a year, he’d like to keep her, thank you very much.
Morgan stared at the closed door for a moment, remembering the pinched expression at Miss Graham’s mouth and briefly considered calling her back in.
But what would he say then? I know you’re job hunting and I don’t want you to leave? Absolutely not.
He was the boss. She was the executive assistant. He made the decisions. She implemented them.
Impatiently he reached for the phone, placed another call, feeling the intense pressure he’d been under for months. In the last year his business had skyrocketed. Work was nothing short of insane. The sheer volume, and value of the deals, staggered him.
Winnie Graham couldn’t leave. He needed her. Depended on her. Give Miss Graham Friday off? Not a chance.
Back at her desk, face still burning, Winnie numbly copied and faxed the documents Mr. Grady gave her before swiftly sorting through the afternoon’s e-mails accumulating in her in-box.
She worked on automatic pilot, answering the most urgent e-mails, forwarding what was necessary and printing out the spreadsheets required even as her mind raced.
She couldn’t, wouldn’t, miss the job interview.
She could go back in and argue about leave time again, or she could just not show up Friday morning. It wasn’t as if Mr. Grady didn’t have other secretaries on the staff able to cover for her. Grady Investments was made up of a team of seventeen, which included the two assistants for the research analysts and the two assistants for the traders.
She was not essential on Friday. Any one of the other assistants could take notes, pour coffee, and smile grimly. Although the other secretaries would probably be delighted to assist Mr. Grady, she reflected, gritting her teeth in disgust. Everybody loved Mr. Grady.
Including her.
There, the truth. She’d admitted it at last. The reason she couldn’t stay: Winnie couldn’t bear having her heart stepped on anymore. It was time to get smart. Time to think about self-preservation.
Winnie’s head began to pound and her stomach chose that moment to rumble. She’d just started a new diet—her third attempt this summer—and she still hadn’t gotten used to working from lunch to dinner without the midafternoon cookie or candy bar. What she needed was some fresh air and something cold to drink.
Winnie reached into her top right desk drawer and scooped out her wallet before taking the elevator to the forty-second floor, and changed to the express elevator that whisked her to lobby level in less than ten seconds. It was a drastic free-for-all in her tummy and she swallowed hard when the elevators slid open a second time.
Life with Morgan Grady was a bit like riding the Tower elevators: a giddy ride up and down but nothing solid in between.
Yet after six months of wild rides, she was ready to get off.
She wanted a job with decent hours, solid benefits, and an elderly boring boss so she could sleep again at night.
Outside, Winnie drew a short breath, momentarily blindsided by the heat and noise. As she walked to the hot dog vendor on the corner, a truck roared past, followed by a dozen streaking yellow cabs, half leaning on their horns.
Winnie bought a can of icy soda and popped the top on her way back to the Tower’s entrance. It was midafternoon and Manhattan’s skyscrapers had already reduced the light into little grids of sun and shadow on the sidewalk.
When she announced she was moving to New York to work, her family had predicted she wouldn’t survive a month. Instead she’d lasted over four years.
She didn’t particularly want to leave Manhattan now, but she needed distance from Morgan and all her impossible, outrageous fantasies. At night she dreamed of him over and over and it only made reality worse.
Morgan Grady would never go for her. He dated socialites, models and actresses. Not pudgy secretaries who stuttered when nervous.
The Tower’s revolving glass door turned and a woman Winnie only knew as Tiffany, joined her on the sidewalk in front of the building.
“It’s that time of day,” Tiffany said, tapping out a cigarette and lighting up. She was tall, slender, with lots of blond highlights in her hair. She looked like the type that had tried to model in high school. “Just three more hours.”
Winnie felt a stab of envy. “You go home at five?”
“Most of the time. If I’m lucky.” Tiffany dragged on the cigarette and exhaled. She cast Winnie a bored glance. “Where do you work?”
“On the seventy-eighth floor.”
“The seventy-eighth?” Tiffany’s eyebrows arched, her interest piqued. “Then you must work for Grady Investments.”
Suddenly Winnie didn’t feel like talking anymore. Women always wanted to be friends with her if they thought it’d get them closer to Morgan Grady. “Yes,” she answered, voice clipped.
“So what’s he like?” Tiffany persisted.
Winnie pushed her glasses higher on the bridge of her nose. “Who?”
Tiffany let out a little laugh, her pink-painted lips parted. “Very funny. Morgan Grady, silly. You work in his office. You must have met him. What’s he like…I mean, really, what’s he like?”
“Busy.”
“Of course. He’s huge. He completely dominates the investment world. Everyone pays attention to his market forecasts.”
Winnie forced a small, tight smile. “Isn’t that nice?”
“But the part I find most amazing, is that he’s not just this brilliant brain in a glass jar—he’s gorgeous, too.” Tiffany sounded positively giddy. “No wonder he’s been named New York’s Sexiest Bachelor twice in a row. He’s sexier than sin. I’d kill for a moment alone with him.”
“And I should just kill myself,” Winnie muttered beneath her breath, feeling painfully inadequate. Living on the periphery of Morgan Grady’s world was about as excruciating a thing as Winnie had ever experienced.
Thank God she’d soon be working somewhere else. Maybe then she’d get some self-esteem back.
Tiffany had a one-track mind. “What’s he like as a boss?”
“Let me loan you my book, Never Work for a Jerk, and then you tell me what you think.”
Tiffany giggled. “Is there really such a book?”
“Yes.”
Tiffany laughed even harder. “And you have a copy?”
“No, not yet. But I plan on buying it soon.”
Tiffany was laughing so hard she had to wipe her eyes. “I had no idea you were so funny,” she cried, tapping her cigarette. “Who would have thought?”
“Yes, who would have thought?” A voice coolly cut in. It was a deep voice, husky and distinctly male, a voice Winnie knew far too well. “She’s a woman of many hidden talents.”
Winnie felt ice water flood her limbs. Mr. Grady!
“And her next job,” he continued dryly, “will be working as a standup comedian.”
CHAPTER THREE
IT COULDN’T be. He couldn’t be here. He didn’t hear her say that…did he?
Paling, Winnie turned to discover Morgan Grady behind her, a black trench coat thrown over his arm, his long dark hair almost tidy.
“Mr. Grady,” she whispered, her mouth drying. “Heading out?”
He gazed down at her, his expression curiously hard. “I’ve been trying to reach you.”
Heat surged to her cheeks. “I came down for a soda.”
“I see.”
There was a moment of strained silence between them, something that had never happened before. He’d always talked; she’d always listened. He’d never been silent with her before. “Did you want something?”
“You had a phone call from a Mrs. Fielding. She said it was urgent. I left the number on your desk.”
Winnie couldn’t remember Mrs. Fielding and wondered what could possibly be urgent. “Thank you.”
His dense black lashes lowered, his mouth compressed. “Next time you might want to remember to take this,” he added, extending his arm to reveal her small pager.
Winnie moved to take the pager from him but tensed as her fingers brushed his palm and a sharp current of sensation sizzled through her.
He was angry.
In her five and a half months with him he’d never displayed any emotion and yet now he was angry.
Quickly, to hide her confusion, Winnie clipped the pager to the waistband of her skirt even as Tiffany dropped her cigarette, stubbing it out with the spike of her high heel.
“Mr. Grady,” Tiffany murmured, her voice dropping an octave as she held out her hand.
He hesitated, turned ever so slightly, and smiled a cool quizzical smile. It was a smile he must have practiced for moments like this, when he needed to put distance between himself and others without appearing aloof. The smile was a little slow, a little crooked, and made his rugged jaw wider, his cheekbones stronger. “We’ve met?”
“Once,” Tiffany answered archly. Her smile stretched as his hand closed around hers, her cheeks glowing with the faintest touch of pink. “Well, we sort of met. You had business with one of the firm’s partners and I notarized the paperwork.”
“Ah.” Morgan’s teeth had never looked so straight or white and he continued to hold her hand in his. “You work with Jeff.”
“Yes. He thinks the world of you. We all do.”
A black limousine slid next to the curb, and the driver shifted into neutral but the car remained on, engine idling. Morgan Grady released Tiffany’s hand, glanced at the limo, and then back at Tiffany. “I must run, but it was a pleasure meeting you, Miss—”
“Saunders. Tiffany Saunders. And I work with Jeff.”
“On the sixty-third floor, right.” He smiled again, and Winnie could see why women melted at his feet. There was something in his eyes, something in his energy and intensity that made you feel—however brief—that you were special. That you were the only one alive.
Winnie sucked in a painful, self-conscious breath.
He’d never looked at her once that way.
He’d never even gotten her name right.
A lump filled her throat and Winnie wished with all her heart she’d never worked for Morgan Grady.
Mr. Grady started for the waiting car, conversation forgotten, no goodbyes necessary. Move On, seemed to be his unwritten motto, no time to linger, no patience for niceties. Just move on to the next thing on the agenda.
But suddenly he stopped and turned back. It was muggy hot, the muggy hot of New York in late June when the air felt thick and yellow, yet he looked coolly elegant in his black suit and shirt.
She wondered how he did it, how he handled the heat and pressure without sweating or wilting or fading.
How did he predict the market before the market knew what it was going to do?
How did he juggle dozens of complicated, million and billion dollar deals without worrying, panicking, overeating?
She didn’t know. She couldn’t know. He was nothing like her.
Mr. Grady was staring at her now, his high tanned brow slightly furrowed. “Are you job hunting, Miss Graham?”
It was the last question she expected from him, the absolutely last thing she expected him to say, and Winnie wobbled in her sensible heels.
She reached for a handkerchief from her pocket and came up with nothing. Instead she gripped the pager in her perspiring hand. Good Lord. Did he know about her job interview, too? Or was it just a joke, a follow-up to his comedian remark moments ago?
Winnie blinked, swallowed, and blinked again, her glasses fogging slightly, her thoughts spinning in no logical direction.
What was she supposed to say? How was she supposed to answer that?
“No,” she blurted at last, cheeks darkening. “Of course not.”
His eyebrows lifted. He stared at her hard, his lips twisting ever so slightly.
Her blush deepened. She felt like a willful child with a hand caught in the cookie jar.
“Of course not,” he echoed softly, mockery in his voice. “I’ll see you later,” he said.
“Right.”
Then he turned away and climbed into the back of the waiting limousine.
Tiffany silently disappeared into the lobby of the Tower’s building leaving Winnie alone on the sidewalk.
For a long moment Winnie didn’t move, her heart thumping hard and fast. What had just happened out here? What did Mr. Grady mean?
Finally she shook off her fear, threw away her lukewarm soda and returned upstairs.
Winnie worked until dinner and then when she’d done all she could for the day, turned off her computer and took the subway home.
She was back at the office the next morning at six-thirty. As usual she was the first of the administrative assistants to arrive and Winnie made it her job every morning to turn on the office lights, check the thermostat and get the coffee brewing.
Coffee percolating, Winnie left the employee break room and headed toward the back office suite, flicking on lights as she went.
She arrived at Mr. Grady’s office and froze.
Mr. Grady was already in, he was sitting at his desk, and his door was ajar. He never left his door ajar. He was a man that preferred privacy always.
She stood there, transfixed, listening to him type, his fingers tapping away at his computer keyboard.
Something was wrong. The door shouldn’t be open. He shouldn’t be at his computer yet. He should still be reading his papers.
What had happened? Was it something to do with the press? She’d had three calls yesterday from various media sources, or was this more personal? Did this have anything to do with…her?
The tapping on the keyboard briefly stopped and Winnie felt the strangest, most physical sensation shoot through her. She could feel him.
Her brain told her that he hadn’t left his desk but her body was reacting totally different. The fine hair on her nape rose. Her skin prickled. Her body felt incredibly sensitive all over.
She’d never been so keenly aware of him before. It was almost as if he was standing right here next to her, touching her.
Heat banded across her cheekbones. She drew a slow breath. She was being overly dramatic, she lectured herself, forcing herself to action.
Winnie headed for her desk, took off her lightweight trench coat and hung it on the hook next to the filing cabinet before moving to her desk.
As she rolled out her chair she spotted a book with a lime green cover lying in the middle of her desk.
She didn’t remember leaving a book on her desk last night. She always left her desk clean, virtually spotless.
She moved closer, lifted the book. Never Work for a Jerk.
She dropped the book as if she’d been burned. Good God. The book. It was the book. The book she’d mentioned to Tiffany. He’d gone out and bought her a copy.
Winnie sagged into her chair, sitting down in a heavy heap, her purse falling to her feet.
He was going to fire her. That’s why his door was ajar. He was waiting for her to get here so he could give her the ax.
It wasn’t supposed to go like this. She’d been the one looking for a new job. She’d been the one hurt. It was her feelings that had been trampled.
And yet had he ever badmouthed her? Had he ever publicly insulted her? Had he ever insulted her even in private?
Why had she said what she’d said to Tiffany? Why had she let her emotions get the better of her? What was the saying? Open mouth, insert foot?
Well, it was more like, open mouth, insert body.
She felt really, deeply embarrassed.
The small intercom on her desk made a faint clicking sound. “Miss Graham, when you’ve a minute, I’d like to see you.”
Her heart jumped. She couldn’t make herself move, unable to find enough strength in her legs.
But she couldn’t ignore him. She was already in trouble. She might as well get this over with, go face the firing squad.
Winnie rolled away from her desk and stood up, pressing her blue pleated skirt smooth, making sure every pleat fell straight. It was her smartest skirt, the one she wore when she needed to feel extra crisp, extra professional. If ever there was a day she needed it, it was now.
The intercom clicked again. “Oh, and Miss Graham, you don’t need to bring the book with you.”
Morgan watched Winnie enter his office, her eyes wide behind her dark glasses, the black frames resting halfway down her straight nose. She sat down gingerly on the edge of the chair that faced his desk and folded her hands across the notebook and pen she’d brought with her.
He struggled to be civil. “Good morning.”
“Good morning, Mr. Grady.”
He leaned back in his swivel chair. “How are you?”
Her lashes fluttered behind the lenses of her glasses. Her lashes were long and they brushed the glass. “I’m fine, thank you.”
Her voice sounded firm, decisive, every inch the competent secretary he’d been relying upon these past six months.
She swallowed hard. “About the book—”
“I don’t want to discuss the book.”
A pulse had begun to beat rapidly at the base of her throat. “You don’t?”
“No. I knew you wanted it, so I bought a copy for you. Happy Secretaries Day.”
“That was back in April, Mr. Grady.”
“Better late than never.” He sat forward, touched a button on his keyboard and checked the European market before it closed. His gaze skimmed the various stock prices before sitting back again.
“I have to be able to trust my staff,” he said after a moment, grateful his voice could sound so calm when he didn’t feel the least bit calm, and hadn’t since overhearing her flippant remark yesterday in front of the office building.
His perfect secretary was a fraud.
Until now he’d thought of her as a future Miss Robinson, Miss Robinson being his first executive assistant and hands down, the best. Miss Robinson was tidy, precise, efficient, intelligent, controlled. She was always one step ahead of him and practically anticipated his every need before he even knew the need himself.
Miss Robinson had been with him for seven years, and retired eighteen months ago, just before he bought out Bradley Finance in a friendly acquisition. Trying to fill Miss Robinson’s shoes had been impossible and he’d gone through assistant after assistant until he inherited Winnie Graham through the Bradley acquisition.
He hadn’t thought he’d like Miss Graham, hadn’t expected anyone who hid behind large dark glasses and a mass of pinned-up braids to be as effective as his esteemed Miss Robinson but Winnie Graham wasn’t just good. She was great. She was the future Miss Robinson, the superlative secretary who knew what he wanted before he even wanted it.
“I need to trust you,” he said. “You have complete access to me. You know details about my personal life, my family, my finances. If you’re going to talk to Tiffany from the sixty-third floor, what’s to say you won’t talk to a friendly reporter?”
Her head lifted and her unblinking gaze met his. He watched as she adjusted her glasses. “Because I won’t,” she answered crisply.
“But you did yesterday—”
“And it was a mistake!” She rose from her chair. She’d never interrupted him before, never contradicted him and her passionate response surprised both of them. “I’m sorry, Mr. Grady, I feel terrible about what happened yesterday. It was careless of me, but I honestly didn’t mean anything by it—”
“Are you looking for a new job?”
Her lips parted and color seared her cheeks but no sound came from her mouth.
She didn’t answer because she couldn’t answer, he thought, rocking forward in his chair, reaching for his phone, needing something, anything to do to keep his temper in check.
How had this happened? Where had he misjudged her?
“Never mind,” he uttered shortly, unable to remember the last time he felt so cheated, or deceived. “I know you want Friday off. Take it off.”
Winnie sank back into her seat. “Please forgive me,” she whispered, cheeks stained red, fingers kneading in her lap. “I admire you so much. I think the world of you.”
“It didn’t sound like that yesterday.”
“I know, but it’s not why you think.” Her fingers tightened together. “Tiffany was gushing. Everyone gushes and…” She took a deep breath. “I don’t want to sound like one of them. I wanted to be…cool.”
“Cool?”
“Cool,” she repeated shakily. “I’ve never been cool in my life and women are always asking about you, beautiful glamorous women, and I get insecure. I can’t believe I’m even telling you this but it’s true. I’m a geek. I just wanted Tiffany to think I was like her.”
“Like her?”
“You know, sophisticated.”
He hadn’t heard anything so pitiful in years. His incredibly intelligent and capable assistant wanted to impress a ditzy airhead like Tiffany? Why?
He stared at Winnie hard, trying to see past the glasses and firm press of her lips and what he saw was a young oval face with a high, pale forehead and small rounded chin.
“You have my approval,” he said after a moment. “Why do you need hers?”
She didn’t move a muscle. Her fixed expression didn’t change. Her stillness coupled with the heightened color in her cheeks reminded him of a painting, an oil portrait from the turn of the century.
“That’s a good question, sir.”
“Think about it,” he said, frustrated, angry and not at all sure what to do. Should he fire her? Could he trust her? What was supposed to happen next? “Are you going to a job interview on Friday?”
She hesitated for the briefest moment. “Yes.”
He was out of patience. Sitting forward, Morgan punched another button on his market monitor. The market was open. Trading had begun. “If you take the job, I’ll expect two weeks’ notice.”
Winnie looked away, stared past his shoulder to the wall of windows behind him. There was no emotion in her face. She looked like the serene, capable assistant he’d always known. “How did you find out about my job interview?”
His stomach felt hard, tight. He hated conflict. Hated feeling mistrustful. Charlotte had done a number on him, and while it’d been fifteen years since she betrayed him, some things were impossible to forget.
But Morgan didn’t let any of his emotion show. He’d learned years ago to keep his personal life private. “Mr. Osborne’s office called on Monday doing a reference check. I spoke with Mr. Osborne personally.”
Winnie’s head lifted, and her gaze met his, eyes large and worried behind the heavy glasses. “What did you say?”
He felt his lips twist into a ghost of a smile. “That you were the best damn secretary I’d ever had.”
“Morgan, we’re worried about you. Reed’s worried about you.” Rose Grady’s precise diction was even more vigorous than usual. “Every time we turn on the television, you’re there. We can’t pick up a magazine without a story about you.”
Morgan finished pulling his T-shirt over his head, having stripped off his suit and changed into jeans and a T-shirt now that he was home.
“You’re sick of my press?” he teased, shifting the phone from one ear to the other as he headed for the kitchen.
“That’s not what I mean,” Rose retorted indignantly and Morgan could picture the elegant arch of her eyebrows rising higher. “We know how hard you’ve worked at putting the past behind you, but now these reporters are digging into everything. And I do mean, everything.”
Morgan popped open the mineral water and took a long cool drink. “It’s going to be all right,” he said, wanting to believe his own optimism as he leaned against a stainless-steel counter, his kitchen huge and modern, big enough to accommodate a fleet of chefs. “The reporters will hound someone else soon. People get bored and move on.”
“That’s not all, Morgan. There’s something else, and I’m not sure how to tell you, or even if I should tell you, but I don’t want you to hear this from anyone else.”
“Then tell me.”
Silence stretched across the line. “I saw Charlotte.”
Morgan froze. “What?”
“Charlotte came to the house.”
It felt as if he’d been slammed on the chest with a shovel. He couldn’t catch his breath. “Alone?”
“Yes.”
He set the water down so forcefully the bottle rattled on the counter. “What did she want?”
“To hear about you. To know what you’ve been doing all these years.”
Charlotte. Charlotte. “What did you tell her?”
Rose sighed impatiently. “I said, read the papers. Turn on the evening news. Morgan’s life is everywhere.”
He nearly smiled. Trust Rose to give an answer like that.
“She says, she made a mistake,” Rose continued more faintly, as if delivering this information caused her great pain. “She indicated she wanted to make amends.”
“It’s been fifteen years.”
“You once wanted this.”
“Fifteen years ago.”
“Five years ago,” Rose rebutted.
Morgan shook his head slowly, angrily, not understanding why this had to happen now when he had so much pressure on him, when he had so many people depending on him. “How did she look?”
“Even more beautiful. She’s certainly matured well. She’s a classic beauty. What do you expect?”
His chest tightened. He closed his eyes. He didn’t want to hear this, didn’t want to know this. “I don’t want to talk to her.”
“Fine.”
“And I don’t want to see her.”
“Then don’t.”
But even as he said the words, he was laughing at himself. Who was he kidding? Even fifteen years after she disappeared from his life he still wasn’t over her.
“Rose…Mom..” Morgan pressed a clenched fist to his forehead, battling fears that very few knew about. “What do I do? How do I get out of this?”
“First of all, forget Charlotte, she’s inconsequential,” Rose said crisply, comfortable taking charge again. “And second, get rid of the press!”
“How?”
“Morgan, you’re smart. Throw them a bone. Give the media a story…and I don’t mean Charlotte!”
CHAPTER FOUR
RIDING the subway to work the next morning, Winnie heard Mr. Grady’s words ring in her head. The best damn secretary he’d ever had. It was the highest compliment she could be paid. It was the highest compliment she’d ever been paid, and as pitiful as it sounded, those words from Mr. Grady meant everything to her.
She shifted on the subway seat, already sticky and warm despite the air-conditioning. Winnie told herself it was the summer heat wave making her feel a little hot, and more than a little bit crazy, but really, it had less to do with the thermometer than it did with her own feelings.
Two days from now and she’d be on a plane for the final interview in Charleston and she dreaded the interview now in Charleston, she dreaded her last day at Grady Investments, she dreaded everything to do with leaving.
Don’t think about it, she told herself, as the subway arrived at her stop and she lurched to her feet. You have two weeks before you have to say goodbye. No reason to cross that bridge today.
The advice had been sound, but the moment Mr. Grady walked into the office, Winnie’s heart did the same wild lurch it always did, making her feel as if she were on the subway or elevator again.
What was it about him that she loved so much? She stared at his eyes, his mouth, his chin and while the features were all perfectly shaped, her interest had less to do with the physical perfection than the intensity beneath.
There was something about him, she thought, putting the top of her pen to her mouth, something deeper, more complex than he wanted to reveal. But what?
“Good morning, Winnie.”
“Good morning, Mr. Grady.” She managed a firm, professional smile. It was the competent smile she knew executives preferred. “The president of Shipley’s Bank just called. Would you like me to get him back on the line?”
“Not just yet. I have a couple of things to take care of first. I’ll let you know when I’m ready.”
“Of course, Mr. Grady. Is there anything else I can do for you right now?”
“No. Just hold all calls.”
“Yes, Mr. Grady. I’ll do that, Mr. Grady.”
His door closed and she sank back into her chair and covered her face with her hands. Could she possibly sound more pathetic? Mr. Grady. No, Mr. Grady. Isn’t the sky perfectly blue, Mr. Grady?
She sounded like a simpering idiot. Winnie, you need a life.
You need to be good at something besides typing. You need to have interests other than Morgan Grady. You need to stop waiting for something good to happen.
And suddenly tears filled her eyes, ridiculous tears that had nothing to do with work and everything to do with wanting so much and not knowing how to accomplish any of it.
Once the tears started, she couldn’t seem to make them stop. Suddenly she was crying because she was the middle daughter and the uninspiring daughter and the only one of her sisters who wasn’t spectacular. Alexis and Megan were stunning, and talented, and incredibly popular. Unlike Winnie who’d never even been invited to the prom, Alexis and Megan had never missed a high school dance.
She’d never been beautiful or special, and as horrible as the tears were, as embarrassing as they were, they were real. It’s hard to be plain and unexciting when the world embraces style and beauty.
The tears continued to stream and Winnie, who firmly believed that tears didn’t belong at the office, grabbed a tissue from the box of Kleenex and blew her nose before being forced to pull off her glasses and wipe her eyes dry.
“Are you all right?” It was Mr. Grady, and his voice was coming from above her desk. She hadn’t heard his door open or his footsteps approach.
Winnie struggled to hide the tears and quickly tossed the damp tissue away. “Yes, Mr. Grady. I’m just great.”
His skeptical gaze swept her face. She knew she was a wreck when she cried. Some women were delicate weepers. She was not. Her nose went shiny. Her eyes turned pink. Her complexion took on a mottled hue. But she squeezed her lips into a smile and prayed it’d work.
It didn’t. His brow creased deeper. “You look like you’re in agony. Do you want to go home? Take an early lunch?”
“Heavens, no. It’s not even nine-thirty, sir, and it’s nothing…it’s just…it’s just…”
“Just what?”
“I’ve made a mistake.”
“I’m sure it can be fixed.”
“No, it’s too late.”
“Is it a stock order? A market transaction?” he asked, clearly dumbfounded.
“No, it’s about my job. This job, and the job in Charleston. I don’t know what I’m supposed to do anymore. I don’t know what’s right anymore—” She broke off, eyes welling up again, and Winnie struggled to get her glasses back on, but in her haste she bypassed one ear and the black frames ended up dangling off her face.
“I think you’ve missed something,” Morgan said surprisingly gently.
“An ear, sir.” She hiccuped, took the glasses off, and slid them on correctly, hooking the glasses around each ear with as much composure as she could muster considering the fact that her nose had gone stuffy and her voice sounded thick and she’d just been sobbing her heart out. She wasn’t making sense. She knew she wasn’t making sense and it only made her feel worse.
“I’m sorry,” she said, drawing a deep breath, trying to calm herself. “I’m fine now. I just had something in my eye—”
“I think those are called tears, Winnie.”
She smiled faintly at his joke. It was a feeble joke but she appreciated it. “Yes, you’re right. And I’m fine now. Please, go back to work and put this out of mind.”
“Easier said than done.”
“It’s an achievable goal, sir.” She turned to face her computer, her fingers hovering above her keyboard and fixing her gaze on her computer screen she waited for him to disappear.
He did not. He remained where he stood, just across her desk, his tall, solid body a delight in Italian wool and Egyptian cotton. She could smell his fragrance, smell the tantalizing hint of musk, and her gaze slowly lifted, traveling up his white shirt, past the elegant gray and black tie to the square cut of his chin and his impressive lips. She thought sometimes she’d do just about anything to have a kiss from those lips…
And there she went again, fantasizing, like she’d spent half the night last night.
Last night she’d imagined driving around Manhattan in the back of Morgan’s black stretch limo and she was wearing something silky and clingy and they were kissing madly. His hand was cupping her breast and she was making desperate little whimpering sounds and she couldn’t get enough of his mouth, of his hands. In her dream she wasn’t stodgy old Winnie, but someone exciting, someone smart and funny and beautiful. But of course morning came and she woke and dragged herself into the bathroom for a reality-check shower.
And still he stood there, before her desk. She didn’t know what he wanted, what he was waiting for. Winnie dropped her hands back into her lap. “Do you need something, Mr. Grady?”
He was looking at her most strangely. Looking at her as if she wasn’t Winnie but someone else. The slash of his black eyebrows drew closer together and a lock of dark hair fell forward on his brow. “Yes. I want to know more about the job in Charleston. Why were you interested in it?”
Heat filled her, a warm slow heat that made her tingle from head to toe. She knew what she was, and saw herself all too clearly—slightly pudgy, rather frumpy, and prone to panic attacks—but oh, how she loved him and oh, how she wanted him. But living in fantasyland was just about to do her in.
“Change,” she answered huskily, wishing yet again she were someone else, someone with style, someone with grace, someone that men would fight to ask out. Although, really, she didn’t want men, she wanted just one man. Morgan.
What a stupid, futile wish. What a stupid, futile path she was traveling.
Sniffling, she jerked open her desk drawer and dug around for a paper clip to stop her eyes from welling yet again. She had to get a grip. She had to get on with things. Because even if she wore a red dress and put hot rollers in her hair, she wasn’t the supermodel of Morgan Grady’s world. Wake up, Winnie. Grow up, Winnie. You’re never going to be his type.
“But you like New York?” he persisted.
She swallowed the lump in her throat. Of course she liked New York. He lived in New York. She’d love Timbuktu if that’s where he was. “Yes, Mr. Grady.”
“So the problem is here, at the office.”
Her chest felt raw, her lungs ached with bottled air. “Yes.”
His black eyebrows drew even more tightly together. “You don’t like working for me?”
Like didn’t exactly factor into it. It was more of a love-hate thing. She loved working for him but hated being a nobody. She didn’t want to be his secretary. She was dying to be his lover.
Winnie bent her head, rolled her eyes. How perfectly Ninny Winnie.
“So it is me,” Morgan repeated.
“No!” She looked up at him, emotion so strong she was sure he could see what she was feeling in her eyes. But she did need to tell him something because obviously, she was having a problem right now. Her job search. The book on her desk. Her emotional breakdown just now. This wasn’t the dependable, rational Winnie Graham he knew. She wasn’t exactly a rock this week.
“It’s not you,” she said hoarsely, ashamed that she was practically disintegrating again. “It’s me.”
He shook his head, lines fanning from his eyes, deep grooves etched beside his mouth. “I don’t understand.”
Her eyes burned and she fought the urge to sniffle. She knew her nose must be bright red and her glasses were fogging up. “I’ve fallen in love.”
There was a moment of dead silence and then a small muscle in his jaw popped. “With someone here? At Grady Investments?”
He couldn’t have sounded more incredulous. “Yes.”
It wasn’t a lie. She had fallen in love and she was in a muddle and she’d never been so emotional in all her life.
He leaned on her desk, leaned so close to her she caught another hint of spice. “He doesn’t love you?”
Her eyes burned and she swallowed hard. “Oh, no, sir. He’s not interested in me.”
“Is he married?”
She shook her had swiftly. “No.”
“Has he taken advantage of you?”
She couldn’t help blushing. “No. No, it’s not like that. The problem is, he doesn’t know I exist while I…I—”
“You what?”
“I’m crazy about him.” She averted her head, wishing she could just crawl into some city manhole and hide. “Hopelessly crazy.”
“That does sound bad.”
“It is,” she answered huskily, her voice breaking. She could feel his gaze rest on her, felt what seemed to be sympathy, and she didn’t want it from him. “Which is why I started looking for a new job. I knew this wasn’t working out and I thought change was necessary. I thought it’d be wise to put some distance between us.”
Mr. Grady looked troubled. “But if he doesn’t know…?”
“It doesn’t matter if he knows or not, I know. I know when he’s here. I listen for his footsteps, for his voice, for everything.” She bit her lip, fought for control. “But it’s too painful. I can’t do this anymore.”
He studied her for a long silent moment and then shook his head. “Fine. Tell me his name and I’ll fire him.”
Winnie nearly fell off her chair. “Mr. Grady!”
“I’m not going to let one of my most valuable staff members ruin her career.”
“You can’t blame him!”
“I don’t. But I’m also not going to stand by and watch you walk out because some guy here is knocking around your heart. If you can’t stand coming to work because Mr. Heartbreak works here, then give me his name and let’s get this over with.”
She couldn’t believe he was serious. He’d fire someone because she wasn’t happy here anymore? “You can’t be serious.”
“He’ll get an excellent severance package.”
“Mr. Grady!”
“And the best references.”
“No.”
“I want his name.”
“No.” Her phone rang and she looked at the handset where the number and name of the caller flashed. “It’s Shipley’s Bank again,” she said, heart hammering, hands shaking and yet incredibly grateful for the interruption.
“His name, Winnie.”
Her phone rang again. She tensed, muscles tightening everywhere. When the phone rang a third time she couldn’t keep silent. “I’m going to answer. Do you want to take the call or should I take a message?”
He didn’t say a word, his dark blue gaze locked with hers. He didn’t look angry as much as determined, jaw jutted, expression intense.
Winnie reached for the phone, “Mr. Grady’s office, may I help you?”
He gave his head a slow shake and mouthed the words, “This isn’t over, Winnie,” before returning to his office.
He remained sequestered in his office on the call with Shipley’s Bank for nearly two hours before leaving directly for a meeting across town.
After he left, Winnie let out a long sigh of relief. She’d been sitting on pins and needles the past two hours and wanted nothing more than to get a break herself. She opted for a rare luxury—lunch out, heading down the street to her favorite deli two blocks away.
But not even a lunch out could erase her worry. Business and pleasure didn’t mix. Careers were destroyed over office romances. It’d be disastrous for her to remain at Grady Investments much longer. She felt it in every bone of her body.
Winnie walked slowly back to the Tower’s building, trying to ignore her reflection in the mirror-glass building fronts but it was impossible to deny the black glasses, beige blouse, hair scraped back from her face which screamed, uptight. Make that uptight, unsatisfied virgin.
Yes, an uptight, unsatisfied virgin. That’s exactly what she’d become.
Winnie stopped and stared at her reflection and hated what she saw. This wasn’t her. This isn’t how she felt on the inside. On the inside she was madly passionate, daring beyond measure. On the inside she wanted everything and was willing to risk all—
On the inside.
There lay the problem. No one knew about Winnie on the inside. No one saw the fun side, or adventurous side of her. No, she kept that side buttoned down and pressed back because once upon a time she decided if she wasn’t going to be popular and sexy and fashionable then she damn well better get respect.
Respect. Augh! Respect was fine for seventy-year-old matriarchs, but she was twenty-five. She had no social life. No dates. No romance.
No wonder.
Impatiently Winnie reached up and undid the top button of her stiff blouse. She didn’t want to be uptight. She didn’t want to be unsatisfied. She didn’t want to go through life without ever experiencing anything.
Winnie unbuttoned the next button. Checked her reflection again. Still boring, still a virgin, still really really not sexy.
And let’s face it, two buttons unfastened on a beige blouse were not exactly a makeover. What she needed was a miracle. What she wanted was a life-changing experience.
She’d give up everything, she thought, if for one week—no, make that a month—she could look like Tiffany from the sixty-third floor. Sexy, curvy, sensual. A woman that made men hot. A woman that made men melt.
Crossing the lobby Winnie’s sensible heels clicked loudly on the floor. She pressed the elevator up button and waited. A moment later the elevator doors opened. People streamed out. Winnie stepped back to let the others pass. As she moved out of the way, Tiffany Saunders grabbed Winnie’s arm.
“Hey,” Tiffany cried, latching onto Winnie’s sleeve as if they were life-long friends. “I just heard the news. It must be nuts upstairs!”
“What news?”
“About Morgan Grady. News Weekly’s Man of the Year. Isn’t it incredible?”
Winnie blinked blankly. “But Mr. Morgan isn’t Man of the Year, he was Sexiest Man—”
“No, no. This just happened. The magazine doesn’t hit the stands until tomorrow but it was announced on the noon news broadcast today. The media are everywhere. They’re swarming upstairs—” Tiffany broke off, eyes widening. “You didn’t know? Where’ve you been?”
Winnie’s throat dried. “Out to lunch.”
“Well, honey, you better check in because your Morgan Grady is Man of the Year.”
The express elevator to the seventy-eighth floor always left Winnie’s stomach at her feet, and today was worse than ever.
Stepping off the elevator, she walked into a frenzied sea of reporters and carefully picked her way through the crowd to the reception desk. The young receptionist at the front desk, flagged Winnie down. “Thank God you’re here,” the receptionist choked. “They won’t go away and they just keep arriving and I don’t know what to do.”
“They’re here for Mr. Grady?”
“Yes. It’s about the Man of the Year award. The phones keep ringing—” She was interrupted by the telephone and her face crumpled as she sat down again to take the call.
Winnie sized up the crowd. Tiffany was right. It was bedlam in here. Every reporter from every paper and TV station must have a representative in the reception area.
Poor Mr. Grady.
The receptionist hung up the phone. “So what do I do, Winnie? How do I get rid of them?”
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Jane Porter
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Дата публикации: 16.04.2024
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О книге: From sensible secretary…to sexy siren!Handsome business tycoon Morgan Grady has just been voted News Weekly′s Man of the Year. Eager to move out of the media spotlight, Morgan decides it′s time he found himself a wife. So New York′s most eligible bachelor proposes to the one woman he knows he can trust–his sensible assistant,Winnie Graham!Alone on his exotic private island, Morgan discovers that Winnie′s composed exterior hides a storm of passion and desire. The sexual attraction that had always simmered gently between them suddenly ignites into an inferno! Morgan wants Winnie, but a woman this feisty will never settle for being a convenient wife. She demands nothing less than her cynical boss′s heart….