The Dangers of Dating Your Boss
The Dangers of Dating Your Boss
Sue MacKay
Jacks hands slid over her backa caressing movement that stole the air out of her lungs, nullified the common sense trying to take hold of her mind.
When he wrapped his hands over her shoulders and tipped her slightly backwards she knew he was going to kiss her and she was powerless to stop him. She wanted it. Forget right or wrong. This was Jack and she was finally kissing him. Common sense was highly overrated.
His mouth touched hers: softly, tentatively. Seeking what? A connection from the past? A new beginning? She thrilled as his lips moulded with hers. And when she opened her mouth under his her tongue tasted him. Jack went from slow and quiet to fast and hot in an instant. His kiss deepened so quickly Ruby was spinning through space. Her arms gripped him tighter for support, trying to keep herself firmly in the here and now as she tilted further back to allow Jack better access to her mouth.
At last. She was kissing Jack Forbes again. Memories of other kisses flooded her senses. Nothing over those years had changed. They fitted together. They were two halves that needed their matching piece to be complete. And yet this kiss felt different from every other kiss shed shared with Jack. Filled with need so long held in abeyance. Filled with the promise of new beginnings
Dear Reader
Welcome to Wellington, New Zealands capital city. Affectionately known as Windy Wellington, the city sits on the edge of a large harbour where ferries regularly ply back and forth across the wild Cook Strait to the South Island.
I havent set a story in a large city before, and have only touched on a very small piece of this one. I love using real settings that I know, because the moment I sit down to write Im transported to that place. I can share the memories of wandering along a certain beach or walking through a busy street or cycling in the hills.
Ruby and Jack both love Wellingtonits just taken Ruby a long time and some life-changing experiences to realise that. Coming home to settle down is exciting for her, while Jacks finally decided theres got to be more to life and its probably not in his home town.
I hope you enjoy the journey these two take to overcome their previous broken relationship and to find common ground for starting over together.
Cheers!
Sue MacKay
About the Author
With a background of working in medical laboratories and a love of the romance genre, it is no surprise that SUE MACKAY writes Medical Romance stories. An avid reader all her life, she wrote her first story at age eightabout a prince, of course. She lives with her own hero in the beautiful Marlborough Sounds, at the top of New Zealands South Island, where she indulges her passions for the outdoors, the sea and cycling.
Also by Sue MacKay:
SURGEON IN A WEDDING DRESS
RETURN OF THE MAVERICK
PLAYBOY DOCTOR TO DOTING DAD
THEIR MARRIAGE MIRACLE
These books are also available in eBook formatfrom www.millsandboon.co.uk
The Dangers of
Dating Your Boss
Sue MacKay
www.millsandboon.co.uk (http://www.millsandboon.co.uk)
Behind every author is a great editor.
Thank you, Megan Haslam,
for your patience and wonderful encouragement.
CHAPTER ONE
IF I DONT eat in the next five minutes Im going to slip into a coma, Ruby Smith told her boss and crew partner, Dave.
Yeah, yeah. Heard it all before. Didnt you have breakfast? Dave stacked the two medical packs at the helicopter door, ready to be taken into the storeroom and replenished.
That was hours ago. She glanced at her watch. Six hours ago, to be precise. A call had come through as shed been about to sit down to a hot steak pie from the local bakery. Now theyd just returned from an MVA on State Highway One. Theyd airlifted a young man with both femurs broken and one femoral artery torn to Hutt Hospital.
Hey, Red, is that you? A deep, male voice with a slight rasp called from down on the tarmac.
Rubys heart leapt into her throat. Jack? Even after years apart, that voice was as familiar to her as her own. And it still had the power to unravel her carefully put-together resolve to keep him at arms length. That voice had been what had first attracted her to Jack, the only man shed ever loved. The man shed walked away from. For the dumbest of reasons.
But what was Jack doing here? Today? He wasnt due to start until Monday, when shed have been prepared. Right now she was still getting her head around all the ramifications of working with him. Would it be like old times? Jack the consummate professional watching her like a hawk, always teaching her, helping her improve her nursing skills? And would she be listening impatiently, wanting to touch him every time no one was looking? A sigh tickled over her lip. Want to or not, she had to keep her hands to herself. Shed go around with them jammed in her pockets if necessary. Shed moved on, grown up, knew her worth. So if there were a few blips between them as they got used to working together again, shed survive.
There was no choice. Wellington was home now. Never again would she toss her few possessions into her pack and head away. Shed even burnt that pack against the day wanderlust struck again. Shed done her searching, found what shed been looking for and sucked up the pain from knowing shed wasted years of her life because of it. To let Jack back under her skin would risk her newfound and fragile contentment.
She peered out into the glittering winter sun, gripping the doorframe, her knuckles white. Jack, tall and slim, emanated strength in his stance as he stared up at her. Her mouth dried. Solid need sliced through her, heating and freezing her all at once. Need she believed shed finally wrestled into submission. Jack Forbes. Her new boss and crew partner. Her old lover.
She couldnt do this. She had to do this. Hi, Jack, she managed feebly. Hi, gorgeous, her brain mocked her.
He grinned his well-practised, impish grin that had always got him everything he wanted, including her. Get your butt out of that flying machine and come say hello to an old mate.
So that was how he was going to play it. Mates. She could work with that, and it was a better start than shed hoped for. Ruby jumped down onto the tarmac, grimacing as she jarred her bung knee. Tugging her shoulders back tight, she strode towards the moment shed been both looking forward to and dreading since returning home to New Zealand. She strode towards Jack, apparently her friend. She hadnt been sure if she was as over this man as she should be. And now? The jury was out.
Jack, its great to see you. Talk about the understatement of the year. Of her life.
Great to see ya, ruby-red girl. His old greeting. The one hed shouted out as hed come in the door at night, when hed rolled over in bed in the morning.
Rubys heart tripped. Ruby-red girl. Did he even realise what hed said? She blinked up at him, saw his Adams apple bob and shoved down the sense of drowning brought on by that greeting. Fixing a tight smile on her face, she desperately hoped shed managed to hide the shock blowing through her at the close-up sight of him. Jack had always been a handsome dude, but three years on and wow. Her fingers tingled. Her stomach crunched. Lust, pure and simple, hot and complex, bubbled through her. Oh, boy, this reunion wasnt supposed to be filled with desire and temptation. Mates, remember? To think youre going to be working on the helicopters.
Why wouldnt I? His grin faded. I was blown away when I saw your name on the staff list. I didnt know you were back in the country, let alone Wellington. His eyes narrowed as he looked her over with a familiar slow slide down her body that made her blood race and lifted goose-bumps on her skin. Made her want him. Badly.
The whole thing about having to work with Jack had just got monumentally harder. She fought the flare of annoyance that he could make her feel like this so easily after such a long time. I know what you mean. To think youd even consider leaving the emergency department came as a bombshell. That was the truth.
Im full of surprises. Was that a hint of sarcasm in his tone?
Maybe Ive got a few of my own, she retorted. Like the house shed bought and the renovations she was doing to it, like her cute little friend sharing the place with her. If those things didnt astonish Jack then he must have turned to stone over the years shed been away.
Then a memory swamped her, flattening her with shame.
Three years ago Jacks face had registered shock and disbelief over her biggest surprise ever. Youre really going? Leaving Wellington? Leaving me?
I have to. Im never going to find my father by staying here, and since Ive learned hes American it makes sense to go over to the States. Come on, Jack, try to understand. For the first time ever Ive got a starting point. How could I not go? Her hands had trembled so much shed dropped her dinner plate and splattered her meal all over the floor. You could come with me, shed whispered in desperation.
Sure, Red, just drop everything and leave. Like its that easy. Ive got nearly a year to go before I qualify as an emergency specialist. Stopping in midstream just isnt possible. Hed taken her cold hands in his. You could wait for me.
Shed shaken her head, beating down the urge to fling herself in his arms and hold on for ever. I cant. Ive waited all my life to meet my dad and this is the closest Ive ever got to finding him. This is so important to me. I have to go. Jack had been just as important, maybe more, but shed foolishly believed finding her parent had been paramount.
Jacks face had been bleak, his eyes dark with sadness. Until you do this youre never going to be completely happy, are you? Not even with me?
She hadnt been able to answer him for the lump in her throat.
That was when the arguments had begun, almost as a defence mechanism to protect their shattering hearts. Theyd agreed they had to make a clean break but the days before shed flown out had been intense as theyd crammed as much loving as possible into the little time left.
Now Jack lifted a hand in a stop sign, worry darkening his all-seeing eyes. Hey, lets leave the past alone. After all, it isnt called the past for nothing.
Ouch. True. This is a different job; were probably different people now. She certainly was. Forcing a smile, she asked, So hows life been treating you? Youre looking pretty good for an old guy.
His smoky grey eyes lightened, twinkled, the crinkles at their corners bunching up. That heart-stopping smile lifted his mouth. And cramped her stomach. Cant complain. And less of the old guy stuff. Turning thirty was an event, not a disaster.
So why the sudden doubt reflecting back at her? Jack had always been confident, in control. Doubt hadnt even been in his vocabulary. These days she wasnt in a position to ask anything personal. Not that hed tell her anyway. Talking about the things that bothered him wasnt in his make-up. He took everything life tossed at him and moved on with a nonchalance that hid his true feelings. He was a rock. The person everyone could, and did, rely on in all situations. He didnt ever ask anyone to prop him up.
So she knocked on her head in fun. Of course, youve had one of those big birthdays. She did a quick tap dance on the spot, checked him out. I hope that means everythings okay with you, no bits rotting and dropping off your wrinkled old frame.
Heck, Red, Ive missed your cheek. No one else is ever so damned rude to me. Suddenly Rubys feet were off the ground as Jack swung her up against his hard-muscled frame and engulfed her in a bear hug.
So whos been keeping you in line, then? she gasped against his chest. His heart pounded under her ear. Strong and steady, like Jack. His arms were muscular and warm around her back. Just like old times. As her bones liquefied with longing, she wriggled to be set free in case she did something dumb like press in against him and hold on for ever.
Jack tightened his grip, but he didnt answer her question. Youre looking good, girl. Even with that weird spiky hair and the glaring scarlet colour youve dunked it in, he murmured against her ear, sending thrilling shivers down her spine. What happened to that beautiful, sherry-coloured mane?
It had reminded her of Jack too much. Every time shed looked in a mirror after theyd broken up her heart had snapped in half all over again. It was a nuisance whenever I put my headpiece on in the copter.
Fair enough. His disappointed sigh blew against her cheek. His arms tightened further. Pity, though.
She murmured against his jacket, You would say that. You didnt have to look after the darned stuff. But he had spent hours brushing the waist-length hair that had been her one vanity. She quickly added, in case he thought she was stirring up trouble, It was a full-time job.
When his fingers pressed a little harder into her waist Ruby felt a pull of the love theyd once shared. A steady love emanating from Jacks goodness, strength and caring. Added to by her quirky sense of humour and the wonder shed felt at someone so smart wanting her. Not even her beloved mother had made her feel as good, as safe, as Jack had. And just as shed done with her mothers love, shed fought that feeling, turned it against herself, shunned Jacks love for her own needs, thereby ruining something very special and worth holding on to at all costs. Hindsight sucked. Big time.
Would she get a second chance?
Ruby breathed Jack in. The scent of pine needles teased her and brought back recollections of long, frenetic afternoons spent making love. So he still wore the same aftershave. What else did he do the same? Was he even the same person? Not if that doubt in his eyes was an indicator.
Then, as suddenly as hed lifted her into his arms, he plonked her back on the ground. She stumbled as she struggled to maintain her balance. A firm grip on her elbow helped, until a zing of heat spiralled up the inside of her arm, warming the sensitive skin.
Careful. His tone was suddenly abrupt.
Thanks. Tugging her arm free, she rubbed hard to dissipate the heat hed so easily generated. Looking up, she found Jack studying her with the same disconcerting expression in those eyes that had haunted her from the moment shed walked away from him at the airport. The expression that said you didnt know what you had until you lost it. How true that had turned out to be.
Jack jerked his head up, looking beyond them, as though suddenly remembering where he was, who he was talking to. He would soon be in charge of the Wellington Helicopter Rescue base and she was a crew member. So youre now a paramedic on the rescue helicopters. Thats quite a sideways step from the emergency nurse you desperately wanted to be.
Close enough to the same thing. Emergency department, ambulance crew. Her spread hand flipped left and right. No different from what youre doing by taking up this position, Id have thought. She strove to avoid what he was really saying: that she never finished anything she started. How could she? Shed always been too busy moving on to stay anywhere long enough to see any project through.
But for the first time in her life she had completed something, something very important to her. A genuine certificate hung on her bedroom wall. Signed by the Chief of Ambulance Services, San Francisco.
Ruby Smith, Advanced Paramedic. Honours. Right alongside the citation for bravery during duty. And on the other side hung the nursing certificate shed finally obtained in the States.
If only her mother could see those certificates. Shed have been pleased with her daughter for once. The only other person shed wanted to share her success with at the time now stood in front of her and it was too late. He might know shed finally qualified at something but he hadnt been there to share in the sheer wonder of achievement. Because of all her stupid mistakes shed been alone.
From the day she decided to head back here shed known shed eventually catch up with Jack. This was the first city shed ever returned to. Shed come back for Jack, because of Jack. Wellington was Jack. And yet shed been dragging her heels about calling him. Afraid to find out hed moved on and barely remembered her.
Ruby closed her eyes briefly. This was way too hard. Be strong, be tough. She repeated the mantra that had got her through the last few years, and then diverted the conversation to safe ground. Again.
I didnt think you were starting with us until next week. Ruby huffed out a breath and tipped her head back to stare up at him. Did I read the wrong memo?
He grinned that grin, though his eyes were a little slow in keeping up. Ive been at the aero club for a couple of hours. Since the clubs almost next door I figured Id cruise over here and meet whoever was on duty.
Aero club? Your brother still flying those little things? She glanced across the tarmac at the tiny planes pegged down outside the clubrooms.
No, Steves on jumbos these days. Its me whos flying those Tomahawks youre staring at. A deep chuckle rumbled through him. Another familiar, heart-warming thing shed missed, desperately at times when shed been terribly lonely.
No way. She grinned as she swivelled back to gape at him. Jack had never had time for play. Really? Youre learning to fly?
And loving every minute I get in the air. Another chuckle. But it sounded brittle. Something was wrong with this picture. Was happy Jack not really so happy?
Can you take me up one day? Bad question. Mouth on the run.
Taking a backward step, Jack told her firmly, Sorry, no passengers allowed until Ive got my licence.
He neednt look so relieved. How many hours have you flown?
Twenty-seven and I need at least fifty before my flight test. He looked towards the helicopter. Want to introduce me?
Yikes. Shed totally forgotten Dave waiting for her to help tidy up the aircrafts interior. She spun back to the copter looming above her, talking to Jack over her shoulder, trying not to stare at his beloved face. I thought you two wouldve met already since its his job youre taking over.
When I came out here with the director, Dave was away on a job.
Then youll both have lots to discuss. She called up, Dave, come out here for a moment. Please.
Dave poked his head out. So how come you didnt kill this guy for calling you Red?
Because Jack had always called her that. She hated anyone else using the nickname because it tainted her sweet memories of him, and played havoc with the sexy ones as well. Hes going to be my boss.
Didnt stop you reading the Riot Act when I dared to call you Red. Dave looked across at Jack, then back at her, a hint of worry in his eyes. So you two already know each other. Was he wondering if this would affect the job situation? If it did then Jack could swap crews.
We worked together once. In another, totally different life. Ruby gritted her teeth. I was a trainee nurse, Jack was a bossy intern.
Jack grunted. Me? Bossy? Id have given you that hat, Red.
Medicines a small world. The older man smiled down at Jack. Well, hi, there, anyway, welcome aboard. Youre in for some adventures for sure.
Therell definitely be some interesting days, Ruby seconded her partner. Like when the weather was atrocious and any flying became scary. She never admitted to those fears, just tightened her harness and pretended nothing was wrong. Now she officially introduced the two men. Dave, this is Jack Forbes. She watched them size each other up in a man kind of way as they reached to shake hands.
They mustve decided the other was okay because within moments Dave handed down the packs to Ruby and invited Jack on board for a cursory rundown on how things worked.
Ill leave you two to it, Ruby said as she slung one pack over her shoulders. When Ive topped these up, Ill put a brew on. And finally get to eat that pie. Itd be cold and congealed but right now it made her mouth water and her stomach expand with hope.
Jack reached for the second heavy bag. Ill take this one in for you.
Ruby grabbed it out of his hand. The bags were heavy but she never, ever let the men carry them for her, even on the days her damaged knee played up. Hauling them was part of her job. Im fine with it. Daves got lots to show you.
Im not a greenhorn, Red. Ive done the training, know where everything is kept, how to activate the winch, how to use the radio. Exasperation tinged his voice.
Still, each copter has a slightly different configuration. You might as well take a look with Dave while its quiet.
Jack shook his head. And I thought I was in charge.
Not until tomorrow. Ruby winked at him. And only once youve been out for three retrievals.
Not entirely true but the crews checked out a newbie on the first few trips before accepting him or her completely. Being an A and E specialist with loads of experience wouldnt save his backside. Working with the limited resources they carried in the helicopter was very different from being in a fully equipped emergency department, not to mention the situations they often found themselves in.
Ruby saw a frown developing on Jacks forehead. Hed hate her telling him to take a back seat, but hed better get used to it. The other crew members would be tougher.
His eyes narrowed. Three? First Ive heard of it.
Dont tell me that you didnt keep an eye on any new staff in the emergency department?
Of course I did. It goes with the territory, he snapped.
Where had that come from? Relax, were a friendly lot. Youll be a perfect fit in our team.
Jack blinked, flexed and shook his hands, loosened his shoulders, then pushed a cautious smile across his mouth. Youre presuming I havent taken up any edgy hobbies lately.
You betcha. One thing she could be sure of, he didnt do edgy. Except he was now learning to fly. For Jack, that really was putting himself out there, a bit like hanging off a cliff on a dodgy rope. Who was this Jack? She didnt entirely recognise him and yet he looked the same. More mature, more handsome, sexier than ever but still the same. Yet something was different. That flicker of doubt in his eyes, that sudden annoyance with her, for starters.
Maybe she was looking too hard. More likely he was reacting to seeing her again. Not easy for either of them.
Ruby headed for the hangar before she got tangled up in trying to solve the puzzle. The next four months would give her plenty of time to sort Jack out. Not to mention her own mixed-up feelings towards him.
Jacks hands gripped his hips as he watched Red lug those bags across the tarmac. She displayed all the nonchalance of a weightlifter. Her slight, short frame was taut, her boots heavy as they trod the concrete. Shed already got to him. Anger flared quickly, fizzed along his veins. This was supposed to be the start of a whole new life for him, not a revisiting of the old one. Hed broken his heart over her once. That had been bad luck. To let it happen again would be plain careless.
If he had known she was back in town, would he have quit his Head of Department position? Damn right he would have. Ruby had long given up the right to alter his life decisions. And this job was the result of those decisions.
He tossed caution aside, and called, Hey, Red, Im going to give you a hand.
She turned slowly, balancing carefully, smiling widely, fixedly. Got two perfectly good ones of my own, thanks.
A familiar dont fool with me look had snapped into her big green eyes. Was it because he dared to question her capabilities? Was she more confident these days? Or better at hiding her insecurities?
Jack tried to grin back. He didnt do so well. That was my last offer.
No worries.
Was she favouring her left leg? Did you jar your leg when you jumped down? You look like youre limping.
Her smile tightened further, warning lights switched on in those piercing eyes. Im perfectly fit, thank you.
I dont doubt you are but Im allowed to show an interest in my colleagues. With a fierce flick of his shoulders he filed her limp in the dossier in his mind. For now. Remain aloof with her. Do not get involved. Was there a textbook on how to behave around ex-girlfriends?
Shes a tough one, Dave said behind him. Doesnt like any of the men singling her out to give her a break with some of the heavy stuff.
Huh? Since when? Ruby wasnt always like that. Jack clambered inside the gleaming red helicopter. Guess I dont know her as well as I used to, he added as he looked around the compact interior. At last the excitement he was supposed to feel for this job began leaking into him.
People change, Dave muttered.
Jack winced. Yeah, that was exactly why he was here instead of running the emergency department. Im sure well get along just fine.
Dave said, Funny thing but Rubys tough-girl attitude actually makes all of us try to do more for her than youd normally expect. On and off base. All the crews are close, and we spend a lot of time together, but with Ruby we seem to go those extra miles, if you know what I mean?
Ill keep that in mind. And keep my distance. Going the extra mile might take him a lot closer to Red than was healthy for his future plans. Or for his body if his overheated reaction when hed held her minutes ago was anything to go by. How would he put distance between them when they were stuffed inside this cramped area?
Good. Dave turned back to the stretcher he was cleaning.
Jack studied the man hed be relieving. You worried Ill have scared her off by the time you come back? Ruby would go, but not because of him. Moving on was her modus operandi. Ironic that soon he would be heading away too.
Weve got an excellent group of very professional people working here now and Id hate to see the status quo change. If my wife hadnt gone and bought our tickets and booked our tours, I probably wouldnt be going to Europe this year. Daves brow creased. Which is why Gail did it, of course. Women are very crafty, arent they?
They can be. But not Red. She was more like a moth continuously flying at the light, getting nowhere. Always a tight coil of tense muscles with a sharp tongue to match. Jack used to wind her up just so they could kiss and make up later. Hed be wise to remember that in the weeks to come and ignore any outbursts. Thered be no making up now. Forget those heady kisses, the hottest sex hed ever experienced and a lot of plain old fun and laughter. Forget how she could melt into absolute sweetness at the most unexpected moments.
Start with remembering her name was Ruby. Not Red. And that she wasnt his type of woman. He took another glance outside, his eyes tracking the one woman hed ever cared about. His gut twisted. Reds sassy butt still swayed saucily. Sex in boots. Hot sex in a jumpsuit. Its been a while.
Since hed seen her. Since hed held her in his arms and kissed her senseless. SinceStop. Tormenting himself would only lead to trouble. But shed felt wonderful when hed lifted her up against his chest minutes ago. Warm, lithe, exciting.
Odd that she didnt mention knowing you. Daves words crashed into his brain, slamming him back to reality.
Words that stung. Hard and deep. He shouldnt be surprised. When he and Red agreed to split theyd both made it perfectly clear thered be no going back on their decision. But surely that hadnt meant they couldnt acknowledge one another. It was a few years ago. How long has she been working with you?
Two months. Came straight from San Francisco.
Two months? Jack all but shouted. If Ruby had kicked him in the guts it couldnt have hurt any worse. Two months and not a word. Talk about putting him in his place. Sensing Daves eagle eye on him, he bit down on the oath hovering on the tip of his tongue and tried for casually unconcerned. Ive got a lot of catching up to do with her. But not on this shift.
She certainly has great work experience. Her credentials are superb.
Its the first time Rubys actually stuck at anything long enough to qualify. Amazing. And as far as he knew it was also the first time shed returned anywhere. Had she finally tracked down her father and dealt with the past? That was the only explanation for her spending long enough in one place to put in the required hours to become a paramedic. Did that mean her angst had disappeared? Did a dog suddenly grow wool on its back?
Jack asked, Is Ruby still taking on everyone head first? Like she has to knock them down before they get to her? He shouldnt be asking Dave, but he was speaking boss to boss here, needing to know about a member of his crew.
Believe that and hed believe anything.
Dave studied him thoughtfully. Was he having doubts about leaving his job in Jacks hands? Cant say as Ive noticed. And working in stressful situations on a daily basis I think I wouldve. Is that the Ruby you used to know?
Already regretting his question, Jack nodded. Hed hate for Dave to think differently of Ruby because of him. She used to have a few issues that distressed her big time but from what youre saying maybe shes sorted them out.
Some relationships dont stand the test of time, do they? Dave was studying him with a glint in his eye suggesting hed somehow be watching out for Ruby even from afar, making sure his replacement didnt upset her. Nice to know she had such a good friend. The man hadnt finished. But others can.
Shaking his head, Jack muttered, Not this one.
Dave shrugged. Thats a shame. I get the feeling Rubys ready to settle down.
Then you really dont know her. Ruby didnt do settling down. Ever. Not like him. Hed been happy to stay in this place where hed lived all his life. Until recently. Now he was so restless he itched. He was on the move, done with being the man everyone relied on to be a permanent fixture for them, of always being around when others found their lives going pear-shaped. It was time for his own adventures, and no one, not even a certain scarlet-haired woman, was going to upset this. Look out, world, Jack Forbes is coming. Yeah, right.
Jack forced a smile as he continued to watch her disappearing inside. She was as sexy as ever. His body had recognised her instantly. That slow burn starting in the pit of his belly when hed seen her in the helicopter. And now it had spread out, down and up, engulfing every cell of his body. He wanted her. As strongly as he always had. Great to see ya, ruby-red girl.
Enough. Just seeing Red made him reel. Why hed lifted her into that hug was beyond him, but nothing couldve stopped him when shed dropped to the ground right in front of him. To feel her body along the length of his, to touch that spiky hair with his chin, had brought longing charging through him. He flicked his finger against his thumb. Dumb ass.
So much for keeping everything on a boss to crew member basis. Should he hug every member? For a brief moment with Ruby in his arms hed felt as though theyd never been apart. As if all that pain hadnt happened, hadnt torn him into shreds.
Jack turned and deliberately began studying the interior of the aircraft that would become a big part of his life for the next few months. Its a bit of a squeeze.
Dave grinned. Takes some getting used to.
And Im always at the front, a man drawled from the other side of the bulkhead. Along with Slats. Hes ducked into the hangar for a minute.
Dave grinned. Chris, get through here and meet Jack. To Jack he said, This guy is one hell of a pilot. You want him with you when the skys full of bumps.
Jack shook hands with the man who didnt look old enough to have left school let alone know how to fly one of these massive helicopters. Good to meet you. How many hours have you done on this bird?
Chris laughed. More than youd ever believe. For the record, I stopped drinking milk thirty years ago.
The man had to be pulling his leg. The same age as him? Nah, couldnt be. But Chris looked like he meant it. Bet you have to produce your ID every time you buy a beer.
Damned pain at times, Dave muttered. But that innocent face pulls the girls, make no mistake.
Jack could believe it. What about Ruby? Was she a fan of the pilot? As in had she been out with him, been to bed with him? A cold knot formed in Jacks belly. There had to be a man in her life. A very attractive, sexy woman always had a man, and Red was both. But it wasnt his place to comment, despite the chill creeping over his skin. Red was a free agent. Like him. The fact that they were going to work together again didnt give him any rights over who she went out with. So behave, Jacko.
Jack dragged his hand down his cheek. As her boss, he had to learn about her situation, as he did for all the staff. If anyones private life was out of sync over anything at all hed want to know about it. Happy staff meant a happy work environment, which in turn meant everyone pulled together to give an exceptionally good service to the public.
Just remember her name was Ruby, not Red, and he should be able to keep everything in perspective. Haa!
CHAPTER TWO
JULIE, the part-time office lady, stood in the middle of the hangar, staring over at the helicopter. So whos the hottie?
Ruby grinned at her. Jack Forbes.
As in Daves replacement? No way. Hes got a body to die for. And that face, that grin Julie spluttered to a halt, her eyes enormous.
Ruby shook her head. Too hot to handle?
Flapping her hands at her cheeks, Julie replied, Remind me to bring my oven mitts to work tomorrow.
Got two pairs? There was no point denying Jacks good looks. That would only make people question her ability to see.
Guess youll need them more than me, since youll be working alongside him. Wonder what hes like behind those looks?
Imperturbable, she muttered. Gorgeous, funny, trustworthy, lovable Jack.
You already know him? Julies perfectly styled eyebrows rose as she continued to stare in the direction of the helicopter.
From the days when I was training to be a nurse. Shed spent seven months in Wellington, on her way from Nelson to somewhere else, which, on the death of her mother, had turned out to be Seattle. Her training had spread over four cities, and had to be the most erratic on record.
You werent an item? You know, had a doctors-and-nurses thing going on?
Theyd certainly had something going on, something very hot. Dont forget the love. Thered been plenty of that too. But not enough to keep them together. What if she was incapable of loving someone enough to get through all the things that got tossed up along the way?
She shuddered, shoved that idea out of the way and said to Julie, If I didnt know how happily married you were, Id be arranging a date for you with Jack. If he wasnt already in a relationship with the stunning, lithe blonde Ruby had seen him with in a caf four weeks ago. Blondie had been as close to Jack as sticking plaster, and he hadnt been objecting. Ruby tripped on an uneven piece of concrete. Her knee jagged. She sucked air through her teeth and swore to be more careful.
Julie chuckled. Lookings fine. Its the touching that gets people into trouble.
Ruby winced. Didnt she know it? Touching Jack had always led to a lot of up-close involvement, a conflagration, so thered be absolutely no touching this time round. Huge problems lurked there that she wasnt ready to face. Jack was her past, no matter how much she suddenly wished otherwise. Shed hurt him once, she wouldnt do that to him again. Or to herself. She headed the subject to safer ground. How come youre here on a Sunday?
Julie told her, Im taking tomorrow morning off so I can go on a school trip with my girls. Theres a pile of reports that need filing with the health department before Wednesday so here I am.
Id better get these bags sorted. Ruby reached the storeroom, exhaling the breath shed been holding while studying Jack. The sight of him made her giddy, while being near him, being held in that embrace, had made her feel somehow complete. As only Jack had ever made her feel. Damn him. If shed stayed in Wellington way back then shed have saved herself a lot of anguish with her father. And shed still be in a relationship with Jack.
Or would she? Theyd both had a lot of personal issues to sort out that mightve strained their relationship to the point it couldnt survive. Could be theyd both needed to grow up. Ruby blinked. Definitely true of her. Not so sure about Jack. Did he still resent his father for leaning too hard on him for support? How strange that set-up had been. Parents were supposed to look out for their kids, not the other way round. But of course Jack had never gone into any detail about his family so she only had half the story.
Grabbing at airway tubes, she quickly topped up the bags, while musing on the past. Staying put in one place had been an alien concept for her. That shed even considered stopping here three years ago spoke volumes about her feelings for Jack. But in the end the forces that had driven her relentlessly onward all her life had won out. Not even for the love of her life, Jack, could she have given up something that had eaten at her as far back as she could recall.
Julie stood in the doorway. You planning on smashing those vials or what?
Ruby looked at the replacement drugs shed just rammed into their slots. Guess not.
Mr Gorgeous has got to you already, hasnt he?
Unfortunately, yes. Ill get over it. You wanted me for something?
Can you translate Jasons writing for me? Julie held a report form out to her. Sometimes I wonder if medical staff do a 101 course in Scribble.
Doctors say its because theyre always frantically busy. At least that was what Jack used to tell her.
Jack. Jack. Jack. Suddenly everything came back to him. Already there was no avoiding him. It was so unfair. Shed come here first, this was her job, her sanctuary. There were plenty of places out there for an emergency specialist to work. Why pick this one, Jack? Despair crunched inside her. It was hard enough getting her life on track and keeping it there, without the added difficulty of having to spend twelve hours a day with a man who knew the old Ruby. And who was going to struggle to believe the new version shed made herself intoif hed even take the time to get to know her again. And suddenly she really, really wanted him to.
Julie laughed. Thats a cop-out. But, then, most people blame texting for their appalling spelling too. Lazy, I reckon. She turned for her office. Ive put the kettle on.
Ta. Ill tell the guys. Ruby cringed. A cop-out. Her father had come up with a million reasons for never coming to New Zealand to meet her, all of them cop-outs. If only shed believed her mother, whom shed badgered incessantly all her life for more information about the airman shed imagined to be a hero. But her mother had only ever said Ruby was better off not knowing him.
As a child Ruby had waited for him to turn up bearing gifts and hugs. He would tell her he was home for good and that theyd have a happy life doing all the things her mother couldnt afford to do. Not until shed packed up her mothers home after her death did Ruby learn her dad was American and had been in the US Air Force. Her parents had met when her fathers plane had stopped in Christchurch for a few days on the way to Antarctica.
Finally it hadnt been too difficult to finally track down the man whod spawned her. Reality had been harsh. The hero of her childhood had turned out to be a total nightmare. Her humiliation at her fathers lifestyle equalled her embarrassment at how badly shed treated her mother over the years. Then had come the acute disappointment at the realisation shed given up Jack for that man.
The Greasershe no longer called him her fatherwas a good-looking man whod used his abundant charm to marry into a fortune and produce offspring to keep everyone onside, especially his wealthy father-in-law, while he philandered his way through half his towns women.
Outside, Ruby heaved one of the replenished packs up into the helicopter. Kettles boiled. At last shed get to eat that sorry-looking pie. Her stomach rolled over in happy anticipation.
Jack took the pack and strapped it into place. Were about done in here.
She bent down for the other bag, grimacing as she lifted the heavy weight up.
Here, give me that. Jack reached down and took the load from her, his fingers brushing hers.
Instant heat sizzled up her arms. Clenching her hands at her sides, she spoke too loudly. Thanks. It goes
Over there by the stretcher, Jack finished with a growl, his eyebrows nearly meeting in the middle of his forehead. His gaze appeared stuck on a spot behind her head while shock flicked through his eyes. So hed felt the same sparks too. The sparks that made everything so much more difficult.
Glad youve got it sussed. It was important. If any equipment got put away in the wrong place, it could delay things in an emergency.
Its not rocket science. A glint in his eye warned her he wasnt happy with her telling him anything about the helicopter.
You didnt used to be so touchy. But he had touched her often.
Jack dropped down beside her, and unsure of him, she tensed, waiting for him to bawl her out, ready to meet him head on. Instead he stole the breath from her by saying, So, a paramedic, eh? Did you ever finish your nursing certificate?
Advanced paramedic, actually.
Sorry, advanced paramedic. His eyebrows rose. Thats fantastic. Im glad you qualified. You certainly have the smarts.
She straightened a little at his compliment. Yes, I did finish the year on the wards required to finalise my nurses practising certificate. Shed worked extremely hard to get all her qualifications. Not being satisfied with a pass, shed aimed for the highest grades possible. That had been the first good turning point in her life. Jack could raise his eyebrows all he liked but he wouldnt dent her pride in her accomplishments. I trained on the ambulances in San Francisco. Then during the last four months there I took a rotation on the rescue helicopters, which stood me in good stead for this job. Shed found her niche. Nothing, nobody would make her give it up. Not a bung knee. Definitely not Jack.
San Francisco, eh? His tone was acid and he stared straight ahead as they walked towards the hangar and the staffrooms.
Beside him she grinned, refusing to be intimidated by his attitude. He might think he still knew her but, boy, oh, boy, he didnt have a clue. Shed returned to Wellington, this time permanently. This was the first city in a long line of cities that shed come back to. Might as well get some of the details out of the way, let him have his I told you so moment. I started in Seattle, then went to Vancouver. I really loved Canada but couldnt get a job without a work permit. Back in the States I headed down to Kansas, LA, San Diego and finally San Francisco. She wasnt going to enlighten him about her reasons for all that tripping around. Not yet anyway. Not unless they got past being mates. Which, right now, looked doubtful. Unfortunately.
When did you find time to fit in your training? Strong acid.
I lived in San Fran for two years, ample time to qualify. My nursing training put me ahead on the course when I started on the ambulance. And shed focused entirely on her job, no sexy distractions anywhere in sight.
Two years in one spot? The acid sweetened up a little. Did you ever come back here for a visit?
No. Too busy. And, because theyd agreed their break-up was final, thered been nothing, no one, to come back for.
Where are you living now?
I bought a villa on Mount Victoria. Glancing sideways, she saw his eyebrows lift, his lips tighten, and she braced herself.
His words dripped sarcasm. Dont tell me youre settling down? Not you. Come on, I bet youve still got that backpack in the corner of your wardrobe, waiting for the day youve had enough of Wellington.
Long gone, fallen apart from overuse. Not a great testament to her reliability. But, Im renovating the house. Its so out of date and colder than an iceberg now that winters here. The electricity and plumbing need completely redoing, not to mention the antiquated kitchen and a bathroom requiring a total refit. All of which were already guzzling up cash like a thirsty dog.
You havent exactly answered my question. How long do you think youll be around this time? His mouth was still tight, but his eyebrows were back in place. You never showed any interest in owning a house. Too much of a tie, you reckoned, if I recall correctly.
Which, of course, he did. But that had been aeons ago. And deep down she had wanted a home but fear of not being able to make a success of it had driven her to deny the need. What had she ever known about setting up a permanent home? Continuing to ignore his underlying disbelief, she said, The villas eighty-nine years old, and showing its age. But I love it. Theres so much potential.
Oh, right. Youll be here until youve done the house up. A quick lick of paint? Some new carpet? He held the door to the staff kitchen open for her. Cant quite picture you as a house renovator.
Give me a break. Ive never had the opportunity before. And they both knew that had been her fault.
Behind her Dave piped up. Rubys a dab hand at pulling down walls. You should see her swinging a hammer.
Thats the best bit, she agreed, grateful for Daves support.
Jack peered down at her. You do know what youre doing, Ruby? Has a builder looked over your plans? Or are you leaping in feet first and knocking out parts of the house any old how? You could bring the roof down on your head if you take out a load-bearing wall.
Tea or coffee? she asked sweetly, fighting the urge to hit him. Of course she knew what she was doing. I have expert help. Chris had been a builder until hed decided there had to be more excitement to life and learned to fly helicopters. Hed been more than happy to take a look at the house and tell her what she could and couldnt do to it. Hed also put her in touch with a reliable draughtsman who fully understood her need to keep the house in period while modernising the essentials.
Coffee, thanks. Jack dropped onto a chair at the table. Questions still clouded his eyes.
Dave, Chris? Outside, the rotors of the second rescue helicopter began slowing down. Ruby got out more mugs for the other crew. Wheres Slats?
Right here. A short, wiry man sauntered in and handed Dave some paperwork.
Chris sat down and introduced Jack to his offsider before returning to the previous conversation. Rubys got everything under control with the house, Jack. We made sure of that the moment we learned what she was up to. Shes one very organised lady. And damned determined when she sets her mind to something.
Here you go. Ruby slid the filled mugs across the table towards the men.
Jacks eyebrows were on the move again. Ruby? Organised? His eyes widened and he turned to her. Have you had a total mind make-over since I saw you last? He certainly didnt have any hang-ups about everyone knowing they used to know each other.
Sort of. She shrugged off his criticism. I definitely dont rush things like a sprinter out of the starters block any more.
Jack told Chris, Three years ago, if shed wanted a wall taken out, shed have taken it out, regardless of load bearing or any other constraints.
Chris laughed. Sometimes its hard to slow Ruby down once she gets going with that mallet, but shes very conscious of making the best out of this house. Its going to be well worth all her efforts.
Jack pressed his lips together. Holding back a retort? Then he headed to the sink, poured the coffee away and began making another one. Without milk.
Oh, sorry. Shed made it the way he used to drink it. Silly girl. She shouldve asked, not presumed, she knew.
Not a problem.
Leaning back against the small bench, Ruby folded her arms over her abdomen, holding her mug in one hand. Her pie was heating in the microwave. She put distance between her and Jack, all too aware of the sparks that would fly if they touched. Trying not to watch as he stirred the bottom out of his coffee mug was hard after all those years of wondering about him; yearning for his touch, his kisses, even his understanding. She remembered how those long fingers now holding the teaspoon used to trip lightly over her feverish skin, sensitising her from head to toe.
He glanced over. What?
Nothing. Thoughtlessly she laid a hand on his upper arm then snatched it back as his eyebrows rose. Dropping onto a chair, she surreptitiously continued to study him over the rim of her mug. There were a few more crinkles at the corners of his eyes, an occasional grey strand on his head. His tall frame still didnt carry any excess weight, but when hed held her hed felt more muscular than before. Had he started working out? In a gym? Not likely. But, then, how was she to know?
On her belt the pager squawked out a message, as it did on Daves. He said, Ill get the details.
Damn it, when do I get to eat? She spun around to empty her coffee into the sink and bumped into Jack. As she snatched the microwave open, she clamped down on the sweet shivers dancing over her skin. Lukewarms better than no pie at all, she muttered, before sinking her teeth into the gluggy pastry and racing for the helicopter behind Chris and Slats. Would lukewarm Jack be better than no Jack at all? At least she was getting away from him, and hed have gone by the time they got back.
As Ruby clambered up into the copter Dave called out, Youre picking up a cardiac arrest patient from the interisland ferry. He came closer, Jack on his heels. Ruby, Im sending Jack in my place. Show him the ropes, will you?
Sure, she spluttered. Didnt anyone around here listen to her? Couldnt they hear her silent pleas? She did not want to be confined inside the copter with Jack until shed had a few days to get her mixed-up emotions under control. Her heart thudded against her ribs. Would that even be possible?
Toughen up and deal with it. Deal with Jack. He was here. That was all there was to it. Her chin jutted out and her spine clicked as she straightened unnaturally tight and upright. Shed do the job, show him the ropes, and then she was due two days leave.
Out over Cook Strait, Chris hovered the helicopter above the rolling deck of the inter-islander. The sky was clear and cold, the sea running fast with a big swell. Not ideal but it couldve been a whole lot worse.
Send the stretcher after me, Ruby instructed Jack as she prepared to be lowered to the deck with a pack and the oxygen bottle on her back.
Right, Jack snapped.
So he thought he should go first. Tough. It was her job today. At least he hadnt argued and wasted valuable time. That was the Jack she remembered.
The ship lurched upwards as her feet reached for the deck, jarring her whole body and giving her knee some grief. Mindful of the ships crew, she swore silently and tried hard not to limp as she crossed to her patient, checking the area for any obstacles that might get in the way of the stretcher being lowered. She waved the crowd of onlookers further back.
A woman looked up as Ruby crouched uncomfortably beside her. Im a GP. This is Ron Jefferies, fifty years old. Lucky for him I was close by when he fell. I started CPR within sixty seconds. The ferry crew supplied a defibrillator, which I used at maximum joules. We now have a thready heart rhythm.
Ruby introduced herself as she unzipped the pack and removed an LMA kit. Ron, Im going to insert a tube in your throat and place a mask over your face to give you oxygen.
Ill put an IV in. Jack was down already and knelt opposite.
Please. Ruby was already pushing up Rons sleeve and passing the bag of saline to the GP now standing behind her. Holding the bag aloft helped the fluid flow more easily until they were ready to winch their patient on board the helicopter. She and Jack worked quickly and efficiently together, unfolding the stretcher and snapping the locks into place at the hinges.
She directed Jack and the GP to grip Rons legs and upper arm, while opposite them she clutched handfuls of his trousers and shirt, ready to pull. On the count of three. One. Two. Three. And their patient was on the stretcher, being belted securely.
Were ready to transfer. Ruby spoke to Slats through her mouthpiece as she checked Jack had attached the winch to the stretcher. Within minutes they were all aboard and Chris had headed the machine for Wellington and the hospital.
Jack checked their patients vitals while Ruby wrote up the patient report form.
Hes one lucky man, she murmured. How often does a GP witness an arrest? Getting the compressions that quickly definitely saved him.
He owes her his life for sure. Jack glanced up at her. Did you get her name?
No time for that.
We didnt learn anything about our man here either, apart from who he is. I wonder if he was travelling with family? Friends?
She shook her head. According to the steward I spoke to while you were being winched up, hed put it over the loudspeaker for anyone travelling with Ron Jefferies to come forward, but no one appeared. It will be up to the hospital to track down relatives.
Theyll be able to talk to him when they remove the LMA.
Maybe. The man didnt look very alert. Ruby watched as Jack rechecked all his vitals.
In her headphone Slats said, Were here, folks. The teams waiting for your patient.
Jack glanced up. Thank goodness. Ron needs a cardiologist urgently.
It didnt take long to hand Ron over to the hospital emergency staff, and then the pilots were skimming across the harbour to the airport and back to base.
Usually Ruby would gaze out the window during this short flight, looking at all the city landmarks, enjoying the moods of the harbour, unwinding after an operation. But now her eyes were drawn to Jack as he sat, hunched in the bucket seat, reading the clinical-procedures notebook they all carried.
Had he missed her as much as she had him?
Jack glanced across to her, a wry expression in those eyes. Did I pass my first test?
She held her hand out flat and wiggled it side to side. Maybe.
Annoyance flickered across his face. Im being serious, Ruby. You made it abundantly clear youd be checking me out, so Ive the right to know what youre going to tell Dave when were back on the ground.
Whoa. Who was this angry guy? No one she knew. For someone who wanted to be mates he didnt seem to understand when she was teasing him. I couldnt fault you. Okay? It had been a straightforward job but she refrained from pointing that out.
Thank you. He studied her for a long moment before returning to reading the notebook in his hand.
Prickly so-and-so. Jack would have to learn everyone on the base teased each other every opportunity they got. It helped ease the stress levels. Pulling the boss card wouldnt keep Jack safe at all, but he could learn that from the others. Right now she wanted out of this confined space so she could breath some Jack-less air, could look in any direction and not have her sight filled with a hunky, mouth-watering vision, could move without fear of bumping into him.
As the helicopter settled gently on the ground and the rotors slowed she stood and ran her hands down her thighs, ready for a quick escape.
Do we need to take that bag inside to top up or is it all right for me to bring out replacement equipment? Jack asked.
Peering down at him, Ruby was disconcerted to find him watching her rubbing her thighs. Tucking her hands behind her back, she answered quickly, Its fine to bring whats needed out here as long as its done immediately. Did he remember smoothing her thighs, running exquisite circles on her skin with his forefinger? Why would he, when shed only just remembered?
Then thats what Ill do, he snapped back. Unlocking the door, he dropped to the ground and strode towards the hangar.
Ruby lowered herself down, mindful of her now throbbing knee. Sucking in her stomach, she concentrated on walking without limping and trying to force Jack out of her mind.
Except he wouldnt go away. Shed angered him again. Since when had he had such a short fuse? Hed been the one to tell jokes and tease people, and had happily accepted the same in return. Had something happened to him during the time shed been away? Had someone hurt him? Apart from her? Another woman? Ruby stumbled. He could be married by nowto Blondie. No wedding ring meant nothing. Not all men wore them. He was very desirable and she hadnt been the only nurse to set her sights on him in the A and E department. A smug smile tugged at her mouth. Shed been the one to win him, though. Her smile flicked off. That was then. Now was different. He wouldnt let her close a second time.
The sound of her pager snapped through her thoughts. Here we go again. Reading the details coming through, she turned back to the helicopter and clambered inside.
Jack was right behind her, breathing heavily. He slammed the door shut and dropped onto the seat hed only moments before vacated. What have we got?
Ruby pushed to the front and read back the details coming through on the electronic screen. MTV on the Rumataka Road. Female, thirty years, minor injuries but trapped. Stat two. Female, six years, serious facial injuries, possible brain injury. Stat four.
Do we pick them both up? Or just the child? Jack asked.
Just the child at this stage. Being a status four, we cant afford to wait until the mother is freed. The mother will be transferred to Hutt Hospital by road.
Will we take the child to Hutt Hospital or back to Wellington?
Its not our call, but most likely Wellington, where theyve got an excellent neurological department. Its only a few minutes extra flying time.
Every minute can count. Jacks eyes darkened. More than anything else, that mothers going to want to be with her daughter. He twisted around to stare out the window, his hands clenching and unclenching on his thighs, his mouth a white line in his pale face.
Jack? Ruby leaned closer, put a hand over his. What was wrong? It couldnt be the flying, hed been okay on the last trip, and anyway he was training to be a private pilot.
Im fine. He slid his hand out from under hers, and continued staring outside.
If she hadnt been looking so hard she wouldnt have seen the way his bottom lip quivered ever so slightly. Sure. She had no idea how to get him to open up. Once shed stupidly thought that if Jack had something to say hed say it, but now she realised hed never told her anything that involved his feelings.
Minutes ticked by. Then he coughed. I always struggle with seeing kids injured. His fingers flexed, fisted, flexed.
I think we all do. Ruby thought back to when shed worked alongside Jack in A and E. Had they ever worked together with a seriously sick child? Her mind threw up a memory from her first week in A and E with Dr Forbes.
Ruby, for Gods sake, hurry up with that suction. This kids going to choke to death. Jack whipped the tube out of her hand. Turn it on. Now. He whisked the end of the hard plastic around the little boys mouth, gentle but firm, sucking up the blood and mucus that filled the cavity. Damn it, kid, dont you die on me now.
Nurses worked around them, stemming blood loss from the childs legs and head, cutting away clothes and ordering X-rays. Ruby smarted as she tossed the boys now useless trousers into the rubbish bin. Shed reacted instantly to Jacks command to suction the boys mouth. What was his problem? I was doing just fine, she snapped at him. I can take over now.
Press on that leg wound. Its bleeding again. Jack continued suctioning, his fingers unsteady and his mouth a white line in his pale face. He issued orders to the senior nurse about getting the oxygen mask ready, ignoring Ruby.
Later that night, when they knocked off work, Jack said, Youve got to learn not to answer back in those situations. Whatever I say goes. Understand?
Shed nodded. Sure. But shed been shocked at the way hed snatched that tube out of her hand.
Ruby, we can always discuss a case afterwards. He turned for the door, spun back. You did well in there. If I seemed a little abrupt I have my reasons.
Hed never told her what those reasons were. That had been before theyd got together so shed put his reticence down to not knowing her very well. Wrong. It was just how he was. Had something dreadful happened to Jack as a trainee? Had he lost a patient in circumstances he blamed himself for?
In her ear Chriss voice was an abrupt interruption. ETA one minute. Ill land on the road above the crash site.
Right. Ruby prepared to leave the helicopter the instant it was possible.
As they raced towards the squashed car, their packs banging heavily on their backs, oxygen tank and defib in Jacks hands, Ruby checked him out. She sighed with relief. Whatever had been disturbing him had gone, replaced with a professional, caring expression and the urgent need to help the little girl they were there for.
A policeman lifted the tape protecting the scene from the crowd of onlookers for Ruby and Jack to duck under. I think youre wanted at the ambulance.
Changing direction, they crossed to the paramedics, who were working with a small patient on a stretcher. Rubys heart ached when she saw the small, blood-soaked child. A quick look at Jack but, apart from a whitening of his face, he was in full control of himself.
They listened carefully to an ambulance officers report. Ive given her a second bolus of saline as her BP keeps dropping. GCS is nine. Shes got a poor airway and I couldnt intubate.
A Glasgow coma score of nine. They didnt come worse than that and the patient still be alive.
Upgrade to stat five. Jack immediately opened his pack and reached for a small-sized LMA kit. Ruby took the childs head and tipped it back slightly to allow Jack easier access to her throat. Together they quickly had the airway open and oxygen flowing. Jacks expertise was impressive, and Ruby enjoyed working with him. The girl was in excellent hands.
But as Ruby began to relax, the child went into spasms. A seizure was common with her injuries but distressing for everyone observing it. Other than making sure the girl didnt choke, there was nothing Ruby could do but hold the childs bloodied hand in her gloved one until she fell still again.
After a fast but thorough examination they transferred the girl to the helicopter. As Jack began taking her vitals again, she had another seizure. Followed minutes later by another. And another.
Well give her a sedative intra-nasally, he instructed Ruby as the rotors began speeding up.
Ruby held the nasal cannula in place and talked quietly. Come on, sweetheart. This will stop those nasty fits.
Blood pressures dropping. Jacks voice was calm, steady.
Stay with us, sweetheart. Chris, spin those rotors faster, we need a hospital right now. I wonder what your name is. No one back at the accident scene knew. I bet its something pretty.
Jack checked the oxygen saturation level, adjusted the flow from the tank. Took blood-pressure readings again, counted the little girls respiratory rate.
Ruby, uncharacteristically feeling totally helpless, called up Wellington Hospital Emergency Department and gave them the childs medical details and their ETA. They were doing all they could but it was nowhere near enough.
Slatss calm voice sounded in her headset. One minute to touchdown.
A team of paediatric doctors and nurses awaited them, moving towards the helicopter the moment Ruby shoved the door open. The transfer was made with such care that Ruby felt an urge to cry and had to squash it down hard. Everyone knew that this little girl was fighting for her life.
Ruby and Jack stood on the rooftop, watching as the team took charge, their own part in saving the child over. A sense of inadequacy touched Ruby even though she knew shed done all she could and their patient was better off with the hospital team now. Glancing at Jack, she saw him swallow hard.
You were awesome with her, she said.
Thanks, Red. Its never enough, though, is it?
Sometimes it has to be. Unfortunately. The downside of the job.
Jack looked down into her eyes and for a moment they connected. Really hooked up. Ruby forgot to breathe. Forgot where she was. Forgot about the waiting copter. Only Jack mattered. And how good it felt to be with him again. With Jack at her side she could accomplish anything. Even staying in Wellington for ever.
Behind her Chris called out to them, Time to hit the sky, you two.
And Ruby leapt away. Jack wasnt by her side, figuratively or otherwise. And never would be. Racing for the copter, she chastised herself for her odd moment of wishful thinking. She wasnt the same person any more, and from what little shed seen so far, neither was Jack. Getting together again would never work out. They hadnt managed to stay together when theyd been happy and in love. How could they possibly have a workable relationship with all that hurt theyd inflicted on each other?
CHAPTER THREE
AS THE helicopter settled on the hard back at base, Ruby glanced at her watch. Six forty-five. Yee-ha. She could sign off and go home. Grab some take-aways for her dinner on the way. Feed Zane. Put distance between her and Jack. Take time to absorb her initial impressions, think about the differences shed already noted in him.
Up front Chris clicked off numerous switches as the whine of the rotors slowed. Then he poked his head around the bulkhead. Daves just come through, says to meet him at the Aero House for beers. Something to do with you, Jack. An unofficial welcome aboard sort of thing.
The Aero House was the local watering hole, frequented mostly by pilots and the girls hoping to nab them. The rescue staff used it regularly for winding down from bad days, for having a quiet drink with people who understood they didnt always want to talk about work, and occasionally for partying.
Jack said, Sounds good to me. Ruby?
Going home where Jack wasnt in her face all the time, where she could breathe without effort, was her preferred option. But this was the team, her family of sorts and, whatever her feelings, Jack was being made a part of it. Sure, a cold one is just what I need.
One beer and then she could leave guilt-free. Hopefully no one had a mind to start a party. Not on a Sunday night.
Lets top up the packs and get out of here. Jack dropped to the ground and reached up for the bags Ruby handed down.
She finished cleaning up inside the copter and dropped the dirty laundry bag outside for pick-up in the morning.
Have a busy night. Ruby waved goodbye to the night crews a little while later and headed out to the well-lit parking lot. As she tossed her bag into the cab of her truck she heard Jack say, What are you driving now?
She grinned. Nothing like my old car, is it? And her grin widened at the stunned look on his face.
You havent borrowed it? He stared at her shining black pride and joy. This trucks yours?
Right down to the last wheel nut. Isnt it fabulous? She ran a hand over the bonnet. It still thrilled her to drive this beast. And she so loved the stares she got whenever she pulled into the yard at the building centre and clambered out.
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Jacks hands slid over her backa caressing movement that stole the air out of her lungs, nullified the common sense trying to take hold of her mind.
When he wrapped his hands over her shoulders and tipped her slightly backwards she knew he was going to kiss her and she was powerless to stop him. She wanted it. Forget right or wrong. This was Jack and she was finally kissing him. Common sense was highly overrated.
His mouth touched hers: softly, tentatively. Seeking what? A connection from the past? A new beginning? She thrilled as his lips moulded with hers. And when she opened her mouth under his her tongue tasted him. Jack went from slow and quiet to fast and hot in an instant. His kiss deepened so quickly Ruby was spinning through space. Her arms gripped him tighter for support, trying to keep herself firmly in the here and now as she tilted further back to allow Jack better access to her mouth.
At last. She was kissing Jack Forbes again. Memories of other kisses flooded her senses. Nothing over those years had changed. They fitted together. They were two halves that needed their matching piece to be complete. And yet this kiss felt different from every other kiss shed shared with Jack. Filled with need so long held in abeyance. Filled with the promise of new beginnings
Dear Reader
Welcome to Wellington, New Zealands capital city. Affectionately known as Windy Wellington, the city sits on the edge of a large harbour where ferries regularly ply back and forth across the wild Cook Strait to the South Island.
I havent set a story in a large city before, and have only touched on a very small piece of this one. I love using real settings that I know, because the moment I sit down to write Im transported to that place. I can share the memories of wandering along a certain beach or walking through a busy street or cycling in the hills.
Ruby and Jack both love Wellingtonits just taken Ruby a long time and some life-changing experiences to realise that. Coming home to settle down is exciting for her, while Jacks finally decided theres got to be more to life and its probably not in his home town.
I hope you enjoy the journey these two take to overcome their previous broken relationship and to find common ground for starting over together.
Cheers!
Sue MacKay
About the Author
With a background of working in medical laboratories and a love of the romance genre, it is no surprise that SUE MACKAY writes Medical Romance stories. An avid reader all her life, she wrote her first story at age eightabout a prince, of course. She lives with her own hero in the beautiful Marlborough Sounds, at the top of New Zealands South Island, where she indulges her passions for the outdoors, the sea and cycling.
Also by Sue MacKay:
SURGEON IN A WEDDING DRESS
RETURN OF THE MAVERICK
PLAYBOY DOCTOR TO DOTING DAD
THEIR MARRIAGE MIRACLE
These books are also available in eBook formatfrom www.millsandboon.co.uk
The Dangers of
Dating Your Boss
Sue MacKay
www.millsandboon.co.uk (http://www.millsandboon.co.uk)
Behind every author is a great editor.
Thank you, Megan Haslam,
for your patience and wonderful encouragement.
CHAPTER ONE
IF I DONT eat in the next five minutes Im going to slip into a coma, Ruby Smith told her boss and crew partner, Dave.
Yeah, yeah. Heard it all before. Didnt you have breakfast? Dave stacked the two medical packs at the helicopter door, ready to be taken into the storeroom and replenished.
That was hours ago. She glanced at her watch. Six hours ago, to be precise. A call had come through as shed been about to sit down to a hot steak pie from the local bakery. Now theyd just returned from an MVA on State Highway One. Theyd airlifted a young man with both femurs broken and one femoral artery torn to Hutt Hospital.
Hey, Red, is that you? A deep, male voice with a slight rasp called from down on the tarmac.
Rubys heart leapt into her throat. Jack? Even after years apart, that voice was as familiar to her as her own. And it still had the power to unravel her carefully put-together resolve to keep him at arms length. That voice had been what had first attracted her to Jack, the only man shed ever loved. The man shed walked away from. For the dumbest of reasons.
But what was Jack doing here? Today? He wasnt due to start until Monday, when shed have been prepared. Right now she was still getting her head around all the ramifications of working with him. Would it be like old times? Jack the consummate professional watching her like a hawk, always teaching her, helping her improve her nursing skills? And would she be listening impatiently, wanting to touch him every time no one was looking? A sigh tickled over her lip. Want to or not, she had to keep her hands to herself. Shed go around with them jammed in her pockets if necessary. Shed moved on, grown up, knew her worth. So if there were a few blips between them as they got used to working together again, shed survive.
There was no choice. Wellington was home now. Never again would she toss her few possessions into her pack and head away. Shed even burnt that pack against the day wanderlust struck again. Shed done her searching, found what shed been looking for and sucked up the pain from knowing shed wasted years of her life because of it. To let Jack back under her skin would risk her newfound and fragile contentment.
She peered out into the glittering winter sun, gripping the doorframe, her knuckles white. Jack, tall and slim, emanated strength in his stance as he stared up at her. Her mouth dried. Solid need sliced through her, heating and freezing her all at once. Need she believed shed finally wrestled into submission. Jack Forbes. Her new boss and crew partner. Her old lover.
She couldnt do this. She had to do this. Hi, Jack, she managed feebly. Hi, gorgeous, her brain mocked her.
He grinned his well-practised, impish grin that had always got him everything he wanted, including her. Get your butt out of that flying machine and come say hello to an old mate.
So that was how he was going to play it. Mates. She could work with that, and it was a better start than shed hoped for. Ruby jumped down onto the tarmac, grimacing as she jarred her bung knee. Tugging her shoulders back tight, she strode towards the moment shed been both looking forward to and dreading since returning home to New Zealand. She strode towards Jack, apparently her friend. She hadnt been sure if she was as over this man as she should be. And now? The jury was out.
Jack, its great to see you. Talk about the understatement of the year. Of her life.
Great to see ya, ruby-red girl. His old greeting. The one hed shouted out as hed come in the door at night, when hed rolled over in bed in the morning.
Rubys heart tripped. Ruby-red girl. Did he even realise what hed said? She blinked up at him, saw his Adams apple bob and shoved down the sense of drowning brought on by that greeting. Fixing a tight smile on her face, she desperately hoped shed managed to hide the shock blowing through her at the close-up sight of him. Jack had always been a handsome dude, but three years on and wow. Her fingers tingled. Her stomach crunched. Lust, pure and simple, hot and complex, bubbled through her. Oh, boy, this reunion wasnt supposed to be filled with desire and temptation. Mates, remember? To think youre going to be working on the helicopters.
Why wouldnt I? His grin faded. I was blown away when I saw your name on the staff list. I didnt know you were back in the country, let alone Wellington. His eyes narrowed as he looked her over with a familiar slow slide down her body that made her blood race and lifted goose-bumps on her skin. Made her want him. Badly.
The whole thing about having to work with Jack had just got monumentally harder. She fought the flare of annoyance that he could make her feel like this so easily after such a long time. I know what you mean. To think youd even consider leaving the emergency department came as a bombshell. That was the truth.
Im full of surprises. Was that a hint of sarcasm in his tone?
Maybe Ive got a few of my own, she retorted. Like the house shed bought and the renovations she was doing to it, like her cute little friend sharing the place with her. If those things didnt astonish Jack then he must have turned to stone over the years shed been away.
Then a memory swamped her, flattening her with shame.
Three years ago Jacks face had registered shock and disbelief over her biggest surprise ever. Youre really going? Leaving Wellington? Leaving me?
I have to. Im never going to find my father by staying here, and since Ive learned hes American it makes sense to go over to the States. Come on, Jack, try to understand. For the first time ever Ive got a starting point. How could I not go? Her hands had trembled so much shed dropped her dinner plate and splattered her meal all over the floor. You could come with me, shed whispered in desperation.
Sure, Red, just drop everything and leave. Like its that easy. Ive got nearly a year to go before I qualify as an emergency specialist. Stopping in midstream just isnt possible. Hed taken her cold hands in his. You could wait for me.
Shed shaken her head, beating down the urge to fling herself in his arms and hold on for ever. I cant. Ive waited all my life to meet my dad and this is the closest Ive ever got to finding him. This is so important to me. I have to go. Jack had been just as important, maybe more, but shed foolishly believed finding her parent had been paramount.
Jacks face had been bleak, his eyes dark with sadness. Until you do this youre never going to be completely happy, are you? Not even with me?
She hadnt been able to answer him for the lump in her throat.
That was when the arguments had begun, almost as a defence mechanism to protect their shattering hearts. Theyd agreed they had to make a clean break but the days before shed flown out had been intense as theyd crammed as much loving as possible into the little time left.
Now Jack lifted a hand in a stop sign, worry darkening his all-seeing eyes. Hey, lets leave the past alone. After all, it isnt called the past for nothing.
Ouch. True. This is a different job; were probably different people now. She certainly was. Forcing a smile, she asked, So hows life been treating you? Youre looking pretty good for an old guy.
His smoky grey eyes lightened, twinkled, the crinkles at their corners bunching up. That heart-stopping smile lifted his mouth. And cramped her stomach. Cant complain. And less of the old guy stuff. Turning thirty was an event, not a disaster.
So why the sudden doubt reflecting back at her? Jack had always been confident, in control. Doubt hadnt even been in his vocabulary. These days she wasnt in a position to ask anything personal. Not that hed tell her anyway. Talking about the things that bothered him wasnt in his make-up. He took everything life tossed at him and moved on with a nonchalance that hid his true feelings. He was a rock. The person everyone could, and did, rely on in all situations. He didnt ever ask anyone to prop him up.
So she knocked on her head in fun. Of course, youve had one of those big birthdays. She did a quick tap dance on the spot, checked him out. I hope that means everythings okay with you, no bits rotting and dropping off your wrinkled old frame.
Heck, Red, Ive missed your cheek. No one else is ever so damned rude to me. Suddenly Rubys feet were off the ground as Jack swung her up against his hard-muscled frame and engulfed her in a bear hug.
So whos been keeping you in line, then? she gasped against his chest. His heart pounded under her ear. Strong and steady, like Jack. His arms were muscular and warm around her back. Just like old times. As her bones liquefied with longing, she wriggled to be set free in case she did something dumb like press in against him and hold on for ever.
Jack tightened his grip, but he didnt answer her question. Youre looking good, girl. Even with that weird spiky hair and the glaring scarlet colour youve dunked it in, he murmured against her ear, sending thrilling shivers down her spine. What happened to that beautiful, sherry-coloured mane?
It had reminded her of Jack too much. Every time shed looked in a mirror after theyd broken up her heart had snapped in half all over again. It was a nuisance whenever I put my headpiece on in the copter.
Fair enough. His disappointed sigh blew against her cheek. His arms tightened further. Pity, though.
She murmured against his jacket, You would say that. You didnt have to look after the darned stuff. But he had spent hours brushing the waist-length hair that had been her one vanity. She quickly added, in case he thought she was stirring up trouble, It was a full-time job.
When his fingers pressed a little harder into her waist Ruby felt a pull of the love theyd once shared. A steady love emanating from Jacks goodness, strength and caring. Added to by her quirky sense of humour and the wonder shed felt at someone so smart wanting her. Not even her beloved mother had made her feel as good, as safe, as Jack had. And just as shed done with her mothers love, shed fought that feeling, turned it against herself, shunned Jacks love for her own needs, thereby ruining something very special and worth holding on to at all costs. Hindsight sucked. Big time.
Would she get a second chance?
Ruby breathed Jack in. The scent of pine needles teased her and brought back recollections of long, frenetic afternoons spent making love. So he still wore the same aftershave. What else did he do the same? Was he even the same person? Not if that doubt in his eyes was an indicator.
Then, as suddenly as hed lifted her into his arms, he plonked her back on the ground. She stumbled as she struggled to maintain her balance. A firm grip on her elbow helped, until a zing of heat spiralled up the inside of her arm, warming the sensitive skin.
Careful. His tone was suddenly abrupt.
Thanks. Tugging her arm free, she rubbed hard to dissipate the heat hed so easily generated. Looking up, she found Jack studying her with the same disconcerting expression in those eyes that had haunted her from the moment shed walked away from him at the airport. The expression that said you didnt know what you had until you lost it. How true that had turned out to be.
Jack jerked his head up, looking beyond them, as though suddenly remembering where he was, who he was talking to. He would soon be in charge of the Wellington Helicopter Rescue base and she was a crew member. So youre now a paramedic on the rescue helicopters. Thats quite a sideways step from the emergency nurse you desperately wanted to be.
Close enough to the same thing. Emergency department, ambulance crew. Her spread hand flipped left and right. No different from what youre doing by taking up this position, Id have thought. She strove to avoid what he was really saying: that she never finished anything she started. How could she? Shed always been too busy moving on to stay anywhere long enough to see any project through.
But for the first time in her life she had completed something, something very important to her. A genuine certificate hung on her bedroom wall. Signed by the Chief of Ambulance Services, San Francisco.
Ruby Smith, Advanced Paramedic. Honours. Right alongside the citation for bravery during duty. And on the other side hung the nursing certificate shed finally obtained in the States.
If only her mother could see those certificates. Shed have been pleased with her daughter for once. The only other person shed wanted to share her success with at the time now stood in front of her and it was too late. He might know shed finally qualified at something but he hadnt been there to share in the sheer wonder of achievement. Because of all her stupid mistakes shed been alone.
From the day she decided to head back here shed known shed eventually catch up with Jack. This was the first city shed ever returned to. Shed come back for Jack, because of Jack. Wellington was Jack. And yet shed been dragging her heels about calling him. Afraid to find out hed moved on and barely remembered her.
Ruby closed her eyes briefly. This was way too hard. Be strong, be tough. She repeated the mantra that had got her through the last few years, and then diverted the conversation to safe ground. Again.
I didnt think you were starting with us until next week. Ruby huffed out a breath and tipped her head back to stare up at him. Did I read the wrong memo?
He grinned that grin, though his eyes were a little slow in keeping up. Ive been at the aero club for a couple of hours. Since the clubs almost next door I figured Id cruise over here and meet whoever was on duty.
Aero club? Your brother still flying those little things? She glanced across the tarmac at the tiny planes pegged down outside the clubrooms.
No, Steves on jumbos these days. Its me whos flying those Tomahawks youre staring at. A deep chuckle rumbled through him. Another familiar, heart-warming thing shed missed, desperately at times when shed been terribly lonely.
No way. She grinned as she swivelled back to gape at him. Jack had never had time for play. Really? Youre learning to fly?
And loving every minute I get in the air. Another chuckle. But it sounded brittle. Something was wrong with this picture. Was happy Jack not really so happy?
Can you take me up one day? Bad question. Mouth on the run.
Taking a backward step, Jack told her firmly, Sorry, no passengers allowed until Ive got my licence.
He neednt look so relieved. How many hours have you flown?
Twenty-seven and I need at least fifty before my flight test. He looked towards the helicopter. Want to introduce me?
Yikes. Shed totally forgotten Dave waiting for her to help tidy up the aircrafts interior. She spun back to the copter looming above her, talking to Jack over her shoulder, trying not to stare at his beloved face. I thought you two wouldve met already since its his job youre taking over.
When I came out here with the director, Dave was away on a job.
Then youll both have lots to discuss. She called up, Dave, come out here for a moment. Please.
Dave poked his head out. So how come you didnt kill this guy for calling you Red?
Because Jack had always called her that. She hated anyone else using the nickname because it tainted her sweet memories of him, and played havoc with the sexy ones as well. Hes going to be my boss.
Didnt stop you reading the Riot Act when I dared to call you Red. Dave looked across at Jack, then back at her, a hint of worry in his eyes. So you two already know each other. Was he wondering if this would affect the job situation? If it did then Jack could swap crews.
We worked together once. In another, totally different life. Ruby gritted her teeth. I was a trainee nurse, Jack was a bossy intern.
Jack grunted. Me? Bossy? Id have given you that hat, Red.
Medicines a small world. The older man smiled down at Jack. Well, hi, there, anyway, welcome aboard. Youre in for some adventures for sure.
Therell definitely be some interesting days, Ruby seconded her partner. Like when the weather was atrocious and any flying became scary. She never admitted to those fears, just tightened her harness and pretended nothing was wrong. Now she officially introduced the two men. Dave, this is Jack Forbes. She watched them size each other up in a man kind of way as they reached to shake hands.
They mustve decided the other was okay because within moments Dave handed down the packs to Ruby and invited Jack on board for a cursory rundown on how things worked.
Ill leave you two to it, Ruby said as she slung one pack over her shoulders. When Ive topped these up, Ill put a brew on. And finally get to eat that pie. Itd be cold and congealed but right now it made her mouth water and her stomach expand with hope.
Jack reached for the second heavy bag. Ill take this one in for you.
Ruby grabbed it out of his hand. The bags were heavy but she never, ever let the men carry them for her, even on the days her damaged knee played up. Hauling them was part of her job. Im fine with it. Daves got lots to show you.
Im not a greenhorn, Red. Ive done the training, know where everything is kept, how to activate the winch, how to use the radio. Exasperation tinged his voice.
Still, each copter has a slightly different configuration. You might as well take a look with Dave while its quiet.
Jack shook his head. And I thought I was in charge.
Not until tomorrow. Ruby winked at him. And only once youve been out for three retrievals.
Not entirely true but the crews checked out a newbie on the first few trips before accepting him or her completely. Being an A and E specialist with loads of experience wouldnt save his backside. Working with the limited resources they carried in the helicopter was very different from being in a fully equipped emergency department, not to mention the situations they often found themselves in.
Ruby saw a frown developing on Jacks forehead. Hed hate her telling him to take a back seat, but hed better get used to it. The other crew members would be tougher.
His eyes narrowed. Three? First Ive heard of it.
Dont tell me that you didnt keep an eye on any new staff in the emergency department?
Of course I did. It goes with the territory, he snapped.
Where had that come from? Relax, were a friendly lot. Youll be a perfect fit in our team.
Jack blinked, flexed and shook his hands, loosened his shoulders, then pushed a cautious smile across his mouth. Youre presuming I havent taken up any edgy hobbies lately.
You betcha. One thing she could be sure of, he didnt do edgy. Except he was now learning to fly. For Jack, that really was putting himself out there, a bit like hanging off a cliff on a dodgy rope. Who was this Jack? She didnt entirely recognise him and yet he looked the same. More mature, more handsome, sexier than ever but still the same. Yet something was different. That flicker of doubt in his eyes, that sudden annoyance with her, for starters.
Maybe she was looking too hard. More likely he was reacting to seeing her again. Not easy for either of them.
Ruby headed for the hangar before she got tangled up in trying to solve the puzzle. The next four months would give her plenty of time to sort Jack out. Not to mention her own mixed-up feelings towards him.
Jacks hands gripped his hips as he watched Red lug those bags across the tarmac. She displayed all the nonchalance of a weightlifter. Her slight, short frame was taut, her boots heavy as they trod the concrete. Shed already got to him. Anger flared quickly, fizzed along his veins. This was supposed to be the start of a whole new life for him, not a revisiting of the old one. Hed broken his heart over her once. That had been bad luck. To let it happen again would be plain careless.
If he had known she was back in town, would he have quit his Head of Department position? Damn right he would have. Ruby had long given up the right to alter his life decisions. And this job was the result of those decisions.
He tossed caution aside, and called, Hey, Red, Im going to give you a hand.
She turned slowly, balancing carefully, smiling widely, fixedly. Got two perfectly good ones of my own, thanks.
A familiar dont fool with me look had snapped into her big green eyes. Was it because he dared to question her capabilities? Was she more confident these days? Or better at hiding her insecurities?
Jack tried to grin back. He didnt do so well. That was my last offer.
No worries.
Was she favouring her left leg? Did you jar your leg when you jumped down? You look like youre limping.
Her smile tightened further, warning lights switched on in those piercing eyes. Im perfectly fit, thank you.
I dont doubt you are but Im allowed to show an interest in my colleagues. With a fierce flick of his shoulders he filed her limp in the dossier in his mind. For now. Remain aloof with her. Do not get involved. Was there a textbook on how to behave around ex-girlfriends?
Shes a tough one, Dave said behind him. Doesnt like any of the men singling her out to give her a break with some of the heavy stuff.
Huh? Since when? Ruby wasnt always like that. Jack clambered inside the gleaming red helicopter. Guess I dont know her as well as I used to, he added as he looked around the compact interior. At last the excitement he was supposed to feel for this job began leaking into him.
People change, Dave muttered.
Jack winced. Yeah, that was exactly why he was here instead of running the emergency department. Im sure well get along just fine.
Dave said, Funny thing but Rubys tough-girl attitude actually makes all of us try to do more for her than youd normally expect. On and off base. All the crews are close, and we spend a lot of time together, but with Ruby we seem to go those extra miles, if you know what I mean?
Ill keep that in mind. And keep my distance. Going the extra mile might take him a lot closer to Red than was healthy for his future plans. Or for his body if his overheated reaction when hed held her minutes ago was anything to go by. How would he put distance between them when they were stuffed inside this cramped area?
Good. Dave turned back to the stretcher he was cleaning.
Jack studied the man hed be relieving. You worried Ill have scared her off by the time you come back? Ruby would go, but not because of him. Moving on was her modus operandi. Ironic that soon he would be heading away too.
Weve got an excellent group of very professional people working here now and Id hate to see the status quo change. If my wife hadnt gone and bought our tickets and booked our tours, I probably wouldnt be going to Europe this year. Daves brow creased. Which is why Gail did it, of course. Women are very crafty, arent they?
They can be. But not Red. She was more like a moth continuously flying at the light, getting nowhere. Always a tight coil of tense muscles with a sharp tongue to match. Jack used to wind her up just so they could kiss and make up later. Hed be wise to remember that in the weeks to come and ignore any outbursts. Thered be no making up now. Forget those heady kisses, the hottest sex hed ever experienced and a lot of plain old fun and laughter. Forget how she could melt into absolute sweetness at the most unexpected moments.
Start with remembering her name was Ruby. Not Red. And that she wasnt his type of woman. He took another glance outside, his eyes tracking the one woman hed ever cared about. His gut twisted. Reds sassy butt still swayed saucily. Sex in boots. Hot sex in a jumpsuit. Its been a while.
Since hed seen her. Since hed held her in his arms and kissed her senseless. SinceStop. Tormenting himself would only lead to trouble. But shed felt wonderful when hed lifted her up against his chest minutes ago. Warm, lithe, exciting.
Odd that she didnt mention knowing you. Daves words crashed into his brain, slamming him back to reality.
Words that stung. Hard and deep. He shouldnt be surprised. When he and Red agreed to split theyd both made it perfectly clear thered be no going back on their decision. But surely that hadnt meant they couldnt acknowledge one another. It was a few years ago. How long has she been working with you?
Two months. Came straight from San Francisco.
Two months? Jack all but shouted. If Ruby had kicked him in the guts it couldnt have hurt any worse. Two months and not a word. Talk about putting him in his place. Sensing Daves eagle eye on him, he bit down on the oath hovering on the tip of his tongue and tried for casually unconcerned. Ive got a lot of catching up to do with her. But not on this shift.
She certainly has great work experience. Her credentials are superb.
Its the first time Rubys actually stuck at anything long enough to qualify. Amazing. And as far as he knew it was also the first time shed returned anywhere. Had she finally tracked down her father and dealt with the past? That was the only explanation for her spending long enough in one place to put in the required hours to become a paramedic. Did that mean her angst had disappeared? Did a dog suddenly grow wool on its back?
Jack asked, Is Ruby still taking on everyone head first? Like she has to knock them down before they get to her? He shouldnt be asking Dave, but he was speaking boss to boss here, needing to know about a member of his crew.
Believe that and hed believe anything.
Dave studied him thoughtfully. Was he having doubts about leaving his job in Jacks hands? Cant say as Ive noticed. And working in stressful situations on a daily basis I think I wouldve. Is that the Ruby you used to know?
Already regretting his question, Jack nodded. Hed hate for Dave to think differently of Ruby because of him. She used to have a few issues that distressed her big time but from what youre saying maybe shes sorted them out.
Some relationships dont stand the test of time, do they? Dave was studying him with a glint in his eye suggesting hed somehow be watching out for Ruby even from afar, making sure his replacement didnt upset her. Nice to know she had such a good friend. The man hadnt finished. But others can.
Shaking his head, Jack muttered, Not this one.
Dave shrugged. Thats a shame. I get the feeling Rubys ready to settle down.
Then you really dont know her. Ruby didnt do settling down. Ever. Not like him. Hed been happy to stay in this place where hed lived all his life. Until recently. Now he was so restless he itched. He was on the move, done with being the man everyone relied on to be a permanent fixture for them, of always being around when others found their lives going pear-shaped. It was time for his own adventures, and no one, not even a certain scarlet-haired woman, was going to upset this. Look out, world, Jack Forbes is coming. Yeah, right.
Jack forced a smile as he continued to watch her disappearing inside. She was as sexy as ever. His body had recognised her instantly. That slow burn starting in the pit of his belly when hed seen her in the helicopter. And now it had spread out, down and up, engulfing every cell of his body. He wanted her. As strongly as he always had. Great to see ya, ruby-red girl.
Enough. Just seeing Red made him reel. Why hed lifted her into that hug was beyond him, but nothing couldve stopped him when shed dropped to the ground right in front of him. To feel her body along the length of his, to touch that spiky hair with his chin, had brought longing charging through him. He flicked his finger against his thumb. Dumb ass.
So much for keeping everything on a boss to crew member basis. Should he hug every member? For a brief moment with Ruby in his arms hed felt as though theyd never been apart. As if all that pain hadnt happened, hadnt torn him into shreds.
Jack turned and deliberately began studying the interior of the aircraft that would become a big part of his life for the next few months. Its a bit of a squeeze.
Dave grinned. Takes some getting used to.
And Im always at the front, a man drawled from the other side of the bulkhead. Along with Slats. Hes ducked into the hangar for a minute.
Dave grinned. Chris, get through here and meet Jack. To Jack he said, This guy is one hell of a pilot. You want him with you when the skys full of bumps.
Jack shook hands with the man who didnt look old enough to have left school let alone know how to fly one of these massive helicopters. Good to meet you. How many hours have you done on this bird?
Chris laughed. More than youd ever believe. For the record, I stopped drinking milk thirty years ago.
The man had to be pulling his leg. The same age as him? Nah, couldnt be. But Chris looked like he meant it. Bet you have to produce your ID every time you buy a beer.
Damned pain at times, Dave muttered. But that innocent face pulls the girls, make no mistake.
Jack could believe it. What about Ruby? Was she a fan of the pilot? As in had she been out with him, been to bed with him? A cold knot formed in Jacks belly. There had to be a man in her life. A very attractive, sexy woman always had a man, and Red was both. But it wasnt his place to comment, despite the chill creeping over his skin. Red was a free agent. Like him. The fact that they were going to work together again didnt give him any rights over who she went out with. So behave, Jacko.
Jack dragged his hand down his cheek. As her boss, he had to learn about her situation, as he did for all the staff. If anyones private life was out of sync over anything at all hed want to know about it. Happy staff meant a happy work environment, which in turn meant everyone pulled together to give an exceptionally good service to the public.
Just remember her name was Ruby, not Red, and he should be able to keep everything in perspective. Haa!
CHAPTER TWO
JULIE, the part-time office lady, stood in the middle of the hangar, staring over at the helicopter. So whos the hottie?
Ruby grinned at her. Jack Forbes.
As in Daves replacement? No way. Hes got a body to die for. And that face, that grin Julie spluttered to a halt, her eyes enormous.
Ruby shook her head. Too hot to handle?
Flapping her hands at her cheeks, Julie replied, Remind me to bring my oven mitts to work tomorrow.
Got two pairs? There was no point denying Jacks good looks. That would only make people question her ability to see.
Guess youll need them more than me, since youll be working alongside him. Wonder what hes like behind those looks?
Imperturbable, she muttered. Gorgeous, funny, trustworthy, lovable Jack.
You already know him? Julies perfectly styled eyebrows rose as she continued to stare in the direction of the helicopter.
From the days when I was training to be a nurse. Shed spent seven months in Wellington, on her way from Nelson to somewhere else, which, on the death of her mother, had turned out to be Seattle. Her training had spread over four cities, and had to be the most erratic on record.
You werent an item? You know, had a doctors-and-nurses thing going on?
Theyd certainly had something going on, something very hot. Dont forget the love. Thered been plenty of that too. But not enough to keep them together. What if she was incapable of loving someone enough to get through all the things that got tossed up along the way?
She shuddered, shoved that idea out of the way and said to Julie, If I didnt know how happily married you were, Id be arranging a date for you with Jack. If he wasnt already in a relationship with the stunning, lithe blonde Ruby had seen him with in a caf four weeks ago. Blondie had been as close to Jack as sticking plaster, and he hadnt been objecting. Ruby tripped on an uneven piece of concrete. Her knee jagged. She sucked air through her teeth and swore to be more careful.
Julie chuckled. Lookings fine. Its the touching that gets people into trouble.
Ruby winced. Didnt she know it? Touching Jack had always led to a lot of up-close involvement, a conflagration, so thered be absolutely no touching this time round. Huge problems lurked there that she wasnt ready to face. Jack was her past, no matter how much she suddenly wished otherwise. Shed hurt him once, she wouldnt do that to him again. Or to herself. She headed the subject to safer ground. How come youre here on a Sunday?
Julie told her, Im taking tomorrow morning off so I can go on a school trip with my girls. Theres a pile of reports that need filing with the health department before Wednesday so here I am.
Id better get these bags sorted. Ruby reached the storeroom, exhaling the breath shed been holding while studying Jack. The sight of him made her giddy, while being near him, being held in that embrace, had made her feel somehow complete. As only Jack had ever made her feel. Damn him. If shed stayed in Wellington way back then shed have saved herself a lot of anguish with her father. And shed still be in a relationship with Jack.
Or would she? Theyd both had a lot of personal issues to sort out that mightve strained their relationship to the point it couldnt survive. Could be theyd both needed to grow up. Ruby blinked. Definitely true of her. Not so sure about Jack. Did he still resent his father for leaning too hard on him for support? How strange that set-up had been. Parents were supposed to look out for their kids, not the other way round. But of course Jack had never gone into any detail about his family so she only had half the story.
Grabbing at airway tubes, she quickly topped up the bags, while musing on the past. Staying put in one place had been an alien concept for her. That shed even considered stopping here three years ago spoke volumes about her feelings for Jack. But in the end the forces that had driven her relentlessly onward all her life had won out. Not even for the love of her life, Jack, could she have given up something that had eaten at her as far back as she could recall.
Julie stood in the doorway. You planning on smashing those vials or what?
Ruby looked at the replacement drugs shed just rammed into their slots. Guess not.
Mr Gorgeous has got to you already, hasnt he?
Unfortunately, yes. Ill get over it. You wanted me for something?
Can you translate Jasons writing for me? Julie held a report form out to her. Sometimes I wonder if medical staff do a 101 course in Scribble.
Doctors say its because theyre always frantically busy. At least that was what Jack used to tell her.
Jack. Jack. Jack. Suddenly everything came back to him. Already there was no avoiding him. It was so unfair. Shed come here first, this was her job, her sanctuary. There were plenty of places out there for an emergency specialist to work. Why pick this one, Jack? Despair crunched inside her. It was hard enough getting her life on track and keeping it there, without the added difficulty of having to spend twelve hours a day with a man who knew the old Ruby. And who was going to struggle to believe the new version shed made herself intoif hed even take the time to get to know her again. And suddenly she really, really wanted him to.
Julie laughed. Thats a cop-out. But, then, most people blame texting for their appalling spelling too. Lazy, I reckon. She turned for her office. Ive put the kettle on.
Ta. Ill tell the guys. Ruby cringed. A cop-out. Her father had come up with a million reasons for never coming to New Zealand to meet her, all of them cop-outs. If only shed believed her mother, whom shed badgered incessantly all her life for more information about the airman shed imagined to be a hero. But her mother had only ever said Ruby was better off not knowing him.
As a child Ruby had waited for him to turn up bearing gifts and hugs. He would tell her he was home for good and that theyd have a happy life doing all the things her mother couldnt afford to do. Not until shed packed up her mothers home after her death did Ruby learn her dad was American and had been in the US Air Force. Her parents had met when her fathers plane had stopped in Christchurch for a few days on the way to Antarctica.
Finally it hadnt been too difficult to finally track down the man whod spawned her. Reality had been harsh. The hero of her childhood had turned out to be a total nightmare. Her humiliation at her fathers lifestyle equalled her embarrassment at how badly shed treated her mother over the years. Then had come the acute disappointment at the realisation shed given up Jack for that man.
The Greasershe no longer called him her fatherwas a good-looking man whod used his abundant charm to marry into a fortune and produce offspring to keep everyone onside, especially his wealthy father-in-law, while he philandered his way through half his towns women.
Outside, Ruby heaved one of the replenished packs up into the helicopter. Kettles boiled. At last shed get to eat that sorry-looking pie. Her stomach rolled over in happy anticipation.
Jack took the pack and strapped it into place. Were about done in here.
She bent down for the other bag, grimacing as she lifted the heavy weight up.
Here, give me that. Jack reached down and took the load from her, his fingers brushing hers.
Instant heat sizzled up her arms. Clenching her hands at her sides, she spoke too loudly. Thanks. It goes
Over there by the stretcher, Jack finished with a growl, his eyebrows nearly meeting in the middle of his forehead. His gaze appeared stuck on a spot behind her head while shock flicked through his eyes. So hed felt the same sparks too. The sparks that made everything so much more difficult.
Glad youve got it sussed. It was important. If any equipment got put away in the wrong place, it could delay things in an emergency.
Its not rocket science. A glint in his eye warned her he wasnt happy with her telling him anything about the helicopter.
You didnt used to be so touchy. But he had touched her often.
Jack dropped down beside her, and unsure of him, she tensed, waiting for him to bawl her out, ready to meet him head on. Instead he stole the breath from her by saying, So, a paramedic, eh? Did you ever finish your nursing certificate?
Advanced paramedic, actually.
Sorry, advanced paramedic. His eyebrows rose. Thats fantastic. Im glad you qualified. You certainly have the smarts.
She straightened a little at his compliment. Yes, I did finish the year on the wards required to finalise my nurses practising certificate. Shed worked extremely hard to get all her qualifications. Not being satisfied with a pass, shed aimed for the highest grades possible. That had been the first good turning point in her life. Jack could raise his eyebrows all he liked but he wouldnt dent her pride in her accomplishments. I trained on the ambulances in San Francisco. Then during the last four months there I took a rotation on the rescue helicopters, which stood me in good stead for this job. Shed found her niche. Nothing, nobody would make her give it up. Not a bung knee. Definitely not Jack.
San Francisco, eh? His tone was acid and he stared straight ahead as they walked towards the hangar and the staffrooms.
Beside him she grinned, refusing to be intimidated by his attitude. He might think he still knew her but, boy, oh, boy, he didnt have a clue. Shed returned to Wellington, this time permanently. This was the first city in a long line of cities that shed come back to. Might as well get some of the details out of the way, let him have his I told you so moment. I started in Seattle, then went to Vancouver. I really loved Canada but couldnt get a job without a work permit. Back in the States I headed down to Kansas, LA, San Diego and finally San Francisco. She wasnt going to enlighten him about her reasons for all that tripping around. Not yet anyway. Not unless they got past being mates. Which, right now, looked doubtful. Unfortunately.
When did you find time to fit in your training? Strong acid.
I lived in San Fran for two years, ample time to qualify. My nursing training put me ahead on the course when I started on the ambulance. And shed focused entirely on her job, no sexy distractions anywhere in sight.
Two years in one spot? The acid sweetened up a little. Did you ever come back here for a visit?
No. Too busy. And, because theyd agreed their break-up was final, thered been nothing, no one, to come back for.
Where are you living now?
I bought a villa on Mount Victoria. Glancing sideways, she saw his eyebrows lift, his lips tighten, and she braced herself.
His words dripped sarcasm. Dont tell me youre settling down? Not you. Come on, I bet youve still got that backpack in the corner of your wardrobe, waiting for the day youve had enough of Wellington.
Long gone, fallen apart from overuse. Not a great testament to her reliability. But, Im renovating the house. Its so out of date and colder than an iceberg now that winters here. The electricity and plumbing need completely redoing, not to mention the antiquated kitchen and a bathroom requiring a total refit. All of which were already guzzling up cash like a thirsty dog.
You havent exactly answered my question. How long do you think youll be around this time? His mouth was still tight, but his eyebrows were back in place. You never showed any interest in owning a house. Too much of a tie, you reckoned, if I recall correctly.
Which, of course, he did. But that had been aeons ago. And deep down she had wanted a home but fear of not being able to make a success of it had driven her to deny the need. What had she ever known about setting up a permanent home? Continuing to ignore his underlying disbelief, she said, The villas eighty-nine years old, and showing its age. But I love it. Theres so much potential.
Oh, right. Youll be here until youve done the house up. A quick lick of paint? Some new carpet? He held the door to the staff kitchen open for her. Cant quite picture you as a house renovator.
Give me a break. Ive never had the opportunity before. And they both knew that had been her fault.
Behind her Dave piped up. Rubys a dab hand at pulling down walls. You should see her swinging a hammer.
Thats the best bit, she agreed, grateful for Daves support.
Jack peered down at her. You do know what youre doing, Ruby? Has a builder looked over your plans? Or are you leaping in feet first and knocking out parts of the house any old how? You could bring the roof down on your head if you take out a load-bearing wall.
Tea or coffee? she asked sweetly, fighting the urge to hit him. Of course she knew what she was doing. I have expert help. Chris had been a builder until hed decided there had to be more excitement to life and learned to fly helicopters. Hed been more than happy to take a look at the house and tell her what she could and couldnt do to it. Hed also put her in touch with a reliable draughtsman who fully understood her need to keep the house in period while modernising the essentials.
Coffee, thanks. Jack dropped onto a chair at the table. Questions still clouded his eyes.
Dave, Chris? Outside, the rotors of the second rescue helicopter began slowing down. Ruby got out more mugs for the other crew. Wheres Slats?
Right here. A short, wiry man sauntered in and handed Dave some paperwork.
Chris sat down and introduced Jack to his offsider before returning to the previous conversation. Rubys got everything under control with the house, Jack. We made sure of that the moment we learned what she was up to. Shes one very organised lady. And damned determined when she sets her mind to something.
Here you go. Ruby slid the filled mugs across the table towards the men.
Jacks eyebrows were on the move again. Ruby? Organised? His eyes widened and he turned to her. Have you had a total mind make-over since I saw you last? He certainly didnt have any hang-ups about everyone knowing they used to know each other.
Sort of. She shrugged off his criticism. I definitely dont rush things like a sprinter out of the starters block any more.
Jack told Chris, Three years ago, if shed wanted a wall taken out, shed have taken it out, regardless of load bearing or any other constraints.
Chris laughed. Sometimes its hard to slow Ruby down once she gets going with that mallet, but shes very conscious of making the best out of this house. Its going to be well worth all her efforts.
Jack pressed his lips together. Holding back a retort? Then he headed to the sink, poured the coffee away and began making another one. Without milk.
Oh, sorry. Shed made it the way he used to drink it. Silly girl. She shouldve asked, not presumed, she knew.
Not a problem.
Leaning back against the small bench, Ruby folded her arms over her abdomen, holding her mug in one hand. Her pie was heating in the microwave. She put distance between her and Jack, all too aware of the sparks that would fly if they touched. Trying not to watch as he stirred the bottom out of his coffee mug was hard after all those years of wondering about him; yearning for his touch, his kisses, even his understanding. She remembered how those long fingers now holding the teaspoon used to trip lightly over her feverish skin, sensitising her from head to toe.
He glanced over. What?
Nothing. Thoughtlessly she laid a hand on his upper arm then snatched it back as his eyebrows rose. Dropping onto a chair, she surreptitiously continued to study him over the rim of her mug. There were a few more crinkles at the corners of his eyes, an occasional grey strand on his head. His tall frame still didnt carry any excess weight, but when hed held her hed felt more muscular than before. Had he started working out? In a gym? Not likely. But, then, how was she to know?
On her belt the pager squawked out a message, as it did on Daves. He said, Ill get the details.
Damn it, when do I get to eat? She spun around to empty her coffee into the sink and bumped into Jack. As she snatched the microwave open, she clamped down on the sweet shivers dancing over her skin. Lukewarms better than no pie at all, she muttered, before sinking her teeth into the gluggy pastry and racing for the helicopter behind Chris and Slats. Would lukewarm Jack be better than no Jack at all? At least she was getting away from him, and hed have gone by the time they got back.
As Ruby clambered up into the copter Dave called out, Youre picking up a cardiac arrest patient from the interisland ferry. He came closer, Jack on his heels. Ruby, Im sending Jack in my place. Show him the ropes, will you?
Sure, she spluttered. Didnt anyone around here listen to her? Couldnt they hear her silent pleas? She did not want to be confined inside the copter with Jack until shed had a few days to get her mixed-up emotions under control. Her heart thudded against her ribs. Would that even be possible?
Toughen up and deal with it. Deal with Jack. He was here. That was all there was to it. Her chin jutted out and her spine clicked as she straightened unnaturally tight and upright. Shed do the job, show him the ropes, and then she was due two days leave.
Out over Cook Strait, Chris hovered the helicopter above the rolling deck of the inter-islander. The sky was clear and cold, the sea running fast with a big swell. Not ideal but it couldve been a whole lot worse.
Send the stretcher after me, Ruby instructed Jack as she prepared to be lowered to the deck with a pack and the oxygen bottle on her back.
Right, Jack snapped.
So he thought he should go first. Tough. It was her job today. At least he hadnt argued and wasted valuable time. That was the Jack she remembered.
The ship lurched upwards as her feet reached for the deck, jarring her whole body and giving her knee some grief. Mindful of the ships crew, she swore silently and tried hard not to limp as she crossed to her patient, checking the area for any obstacles that might get in the way of the stretcher being lowered. She waved the crowd of onlookers further back.
A woman looked up as Ruby crouched uncomfortably beside her. Im a GP. This is Ron Jefferies, fifty years old. Lucky for him I was close by when he fell. I started CPR within sixty seconds. The ferry crew supplied a defibrillator, which I used at maximum joules. We now have a thready heart rhythm.
Ruby introduced herself as she unzipped the pack and removed an LMA kit. Ron, Im going to insert a tube in your throat and place a mask over your face to give you oxygen.
Ill put an IV in. Jack was down already and knelt opposite.
Please. Ruby was already pushing up Rons sleeve and passing the bag of saline to the GP now standing behind her. Holding the bag aloft helped the fluid flow more easily until they were ready to winch their patient on board the helicopter. She and Jack worked quickly and efficiently together, unfolding the stretcher and snapping the locks into place at the hinges.
She directed Jack and the GP to grip Rons legs and upper arm, while opposite them she clutched handfuls of his trousers and shirt, ready to pull. On the count of three. One. Two. Three. And their patient was on the stretcher, being belted securely.
Were ready to transfer. Ruby spoke to Slats through her mouthpiece as she checked Jack had attached the winch to the stretcher. Within minutes they were all aboard and Chris had headed the machine for Wellington and the hospital.
Jack checked their patients vitals while Ruby wrote up the patient report form.
Hes one lucky man, she murmured. How often does a GP witness an arrest? Getting the compressions that quickly definitely saved him.
He owes her his life for sure. Jack glanced up at her. Did you get her name?
No time for that.
We didnt learn anything about our man here either, apart from who he is. I wonder if he was travelling with family? Friends?
She shook her head. According to the steward I spoke to while you were being winched up, hed put it over the loudspeaker for anyone travelling with Ron Jefferies to come forward, but no one appeared. It will be up to the hospital to track down relatives.
Theyll be able to talk to him when they remove the LMA.
Maybe. The man didnt look very alert. Ruby watched as Jack rechecked all his vitals.
In her headphone Slats said, Were here, folks. The teams waiting for your patient.
Jack glanced up. Thank goodness. Ron needs a cardiologist urgently.
It didnt take long to hand Ron over to the hospital emergency staff, and then the pilots were skimming across the harbour to the airport and back to base.
Usually Ruby would gaze out the window during this short flight, looking at all the city landmarks, enjoying the moods of the harbour, unwinding after an operation. But now her eyes were drawn to Jack as he sat, hunched in the bucket seat, reading the clinical-procedures notebook they all carried.
Had he missed her as much as she had him?
Jack glanced across to her, a wry expression in those eyes. Did I pass my first test?
She held her hand out flat and wiggled it side to side. Maybe.
Annoyance flickered across his face. Im being serious, Ruby. You made it abundantly clear youd be checking me out, so Ive the right to know what youre going to tell Dave when were back on the ground.
Whoa. Who was this angry guy? No one she knew. For someone who wanted to be mates he didnt seem to understand when she was teasing him. I couldnt fault you. Okay? It had been a straightforward job but she refrained from pointing that out.
Thank you. He studied her for a long moment before returning to reading the notebook in his hand.
Prickly so-and-so. Jack would have to learn everyone on the base teased each other every opportunity they got. It helped ease the stress levels. Pulling the boss card wouldnt keep Jack safe at all, but he could learn that from the others. Right now she wanted out of this confined space so she could breath some Jack-less air, could look in any direction and not have her sight filled with a hunky, mouth-watering vision, could move without fear of bumping into him.
As the helicopter settled gently on the ground and the rotors slowed she stood and ran her hands down her thighs, ready for a quick escape.
Do we need to take that bag inside to top up or is it all right for me to bring out replacement equipment? Jack asked.
Peering down at him, Ruby was disconcerted to find him watching her rubbing her thighs. Tucking her hands behind her back, she answered quickly, Its fine to bring whats needed out here as long as its done immediately. Did he remember smoothing her thighs, running exquisite circles on her skin with his forefinger? Why would he, when shed only just remembered?
Then thats what Ill do, he snapped back. Unlocking the door, he dropped to the ground and strode towards the hangar.
Ruby lowered herself down, mindful of her now throbbing knee. Sucking in her stomach, she concentrated on walking without limping and trying to force Jack out of her mind.
Except he wouldnt go away. Shed angered him again. Since when had he had such a short fuse? Hed been the one to tell jokes and tease people, and had happily accepted the same in return. Had something happened to him during the time shed been away? Had someone hurt him? Apart from her? Another woman? Ruby stumbled. He could be married by nowto Blondie. No wedding ring meant nothing. Not all men wore them. He was very desirable and she hadnt been the only nurse to set her sights on him in the A and E department. A smug smile tugged at her mouth. Shed been the one to win him, though. Her smile flicked off. That was then. Now was different. He wouldnt let her close a second time.
The sound of her pager snapped through her thoughts. Here we go again. Reading the details coming through, she turned back to the helicopter and clambered inside.
Jack was right behind her, breathing heavily. He slammed the door shut and dropped onto the seat hed only moments before vacated. What have we got?
Ruby pushed to the front and read back the details coming through on the electronic screen. MTV on the Rumataka Road. Female, thirty years, minor injuries but trapped. Stat two. Female, six years, serious facial injuries, possible brain injury. Stat four.
Do we pick them both up? Or just the child? Jack asked.
Just the child at this stage. Being a status four, we cant afford to wait until the mother is freed. The mother will be transferred to Hutt Hospital by road.
Will we take the child to Hutt Hospital or back to Wellington?
Its not our call, but most likely Wellington, where theyve got an excellent neurological department. Its only a few minutes extra flying time.
Every minute can count. Jacks eyes darkened. More than anything else, that mothers going to want to be with her daughter. He twisted around to stare out the window, his hands clenching and unclenching on his thighs, his mouth a white line in his pale face.
Jack? Ruby leaned closer, put a hand over his. What was wrong? It couldnt be the flying, hed been okay on the last trip, and anyway he was training to be a private pilot.
Im fine. He slid his hand out from under hers, and continued staring outside.
If she hadnt been looking so hard she wouldnt have seen the way his bottom lip quivered ever so slightly. Sure. She had no idea how to get him to open up. Once shed stupidly thought that if Jack had something to say hed say it, but now she realised hed never told her anything that involved his feelings.
Minutes ticked by. Then he coughed. I always struggle with seeing kids injured. His fingers flexed, fisted, flexed.
I think we all do. Ruby thought back to when shed worked alongside Jack in A and E. Had they ever worked together with a seriously sick child? Her mind threw up a memory from her first week in A and E with Dr Forbes.
Ruby, for Gods sake, hurry up with that suction. This kids going to choke to death. Jack whipped the tube out of her hand. Turn it on. Now. He whisked the end of the hard plastic around the little boys mouth, gentle but firm, sucking up the blood and mucus that filled the cavity. Damn it, kid, dont you die on me now.
Nurses worked around them, stemming blood loss from the childs legs and head, cutting away clothes and ordering X-rays. Ruby smarted as she tossed the boys now useless trousers into the rubbish bin. Shed reacted instantly to Jacks command to suction the boys mouth. What was his problem? I was doing just fine, she snapped at him. I can take over now.
Press on that leg wound. Its bleeding again. Jack continued suctioning, his fingers unsteady and his mouth a white line in his pale face. He issued orders to the senior nurse about getting the oxygen mask ready, ignoring Ruby.
Later that night, when they knocked off work, Jack said, Youve got to learn not to answer back in those situations. Whatever I say goes. Understand?
Shed nodded. Sure. But shed been shocked at the way hed snatched that tube out of her hand.
Ruby, we can always discuss a case afterwards. He turned for the door, spun back. You did well in there. If I seemed a little abrupt I have my reasons.
Hed never told her what those reasons were. That had been before theyd got together so shed put his reticence down to not knowing her very well. Wrong. It was just how he was. Had something dreadful happened to Jack as a trainee? Had he lost a patient in circumstances he blamed himself for?
In her ear Chriss voice was an abrupt interruption. ETA one minute. Ill land on the road above the crash site.
Right. Ruby prepared to leave the helicopter the instant it was possible.
As they raced towards the squashed car, their packs banging heavily on their backs, oxygen tank and defib in Jacks hands, Ruby checked him out. She sighed with relief. Whatever had been disturbing him had gone, replaced with a professional, caring expression and the urgent need to help the little girl they were there for.
A policeman lifted the tape protecting the scene from the crowd of onlookers for Ruby and Jack to duck under. I think youre wanted at the ambulance.
Changing direction, they crossed to the paramedics, who were working with a small patient on a stretcher. Rubys heart ached when she saw the small, blood-soaked child. A quick look at Jack but, apart from a whitening of his face, he was in full control of himself.
They listened carefully to an ambulance officers report. Ive given her a second bolus of saline as her BP keeps dropping. GCS is nine. Shes got a poor airway and I couldnt intubate.
A Glasgow coma score of nine. They didnt come worse than that and the patient still be alive.
Upgrade to stat five. Jack immediately opened his pack and reached for a small-sized LMA kit. Ruby took the childs head and tipped it back slightly to allow Jack easier access to her throat. Together they quickly had the airway open and oxygen flowing. Jacks expertise was impressive, and Ruby enjoyed working with him. The girl was in excellent hands.
But as Ruby began to relax, the child went into spasms. A seizure was common with her injuries but distressing for everyone observing it. Other than making sure the girl didnt choke, there was nothing Ruby could do but hold the childs bloodied hand in her gloved one until she fell still again.
After a fast but thorough examination they transferred the girl to the helicopter. As Jack began taking her vitals again, she had another seizure. Followed minutes later by another. And another.
Well give her a sedative intra-nasally, he instructed Ruby as the rotors began speeding up.
Ruby held the nasal cannula in place and talked quietly. Come on, sweetheart. This will stop those nasty fits.
Blood pressures dropping. Jacks voice was calm, steady.
Stay with us, sweetheart. Chris, spin those rotors faster, we need a hospital right now. I wonder what your name is. No one back at the accident scene knew. I bet its something pretty.
Jack checked the oxygen saturation level, adjusted the flow from the tank. Took blood-pressure readings again, counted the little girls respiratory rate.
Ruby, uncharacteristically feeling totally helpless, called up Wellington Hospital Emergency Department and gave them the childs medical details and their ETA. They were doing all they could but it was nowhere near enough.
Slatss calm voice sounded in her headset. One minute to touchdown.
A team of paediatric doctors and nurses awaited them, moving towards the helicopter the moment Ruby shoved the door open. The transfer was made with such care that Ruby felt an urge to cry and had to squash it down hard. Everyone knew that this little girl was fighting for her life.
Ruby and Jack stood on the rooftop, watching as the team took charge, their own part in saving the child over. A sense of inadequacy touched Ruby even though she knew shed done all she could and their patient was better off with the hospital team now. Glancing at Jack, she saw him swallow hard.
You were awesome with her, she said.
Thanks, Red. Its never enough, though, is it?
Sometimes it has to be. Unfortunately. The downside of the job.
Jack looked down into her eyes and for a moment they connected. Really hooked up. Ruby forgot to breathe. Forgot where she was. Forgot about the waiting copter. Only Jack mattered. And how good it felt to be with him again. With Jack at her side she could accomplish anything. Even staying in Wellington for ever.
Behind her Chris called out to them, Time to hit the sky, you two.
And Ruby leapt away. Jack wasnt by her side, figuratively or otherwise. And never would be. Racing for the copter, she chastised herself for her odd moment of wishful thinking. She wasnt the same person any more, and from what little shed seen so far, neither was Jack. Getting together again would never work out. They hadnt managed to stay together when theyd been happy and in love. How could they possibly have a workable relationship with all that hurt theyd inflicted on each other?
CHAPTER THREE
AS THE helicopter settled on the hard back at base, Ruby glanced at her watch. Six forty-five. Yee-ha. She could sign off and go home. Grab some take-aways for her dinner on the way. Feed Zane. Put distance between her and Jack. Take time to absorb her initial impressions, think about the differences shed already noted in him.
Up front Chris clicked off numerous switches as the whine of the rotors slowed. Then he poked his head around the bulkhead. Daves just come through, says to meet him at the Aero House for beers. Something to do with you, Jack. An unofficial welcome aboard sort of thing.
The Aero House was the local watering hole, frequented mostly by pilots and the girls hoping to nab them. The rescue staff used it regularly for winding down from bad days, for having a quiet drink with people who understood they didnt always want to talk about work, and occasionally for partying.
Jack said, Sounds good to me. Ruby?
Going home where Jack wasnt in her face all the time, where she could breathe without effort, was her preferred option. But this was the team, her family of sorts and, whatever her feelings, Jack was being made a part of it. Sure, a cold one is just what I need.
One beer and then she could leave guilt-free. Hopefully no one had a mind to start a party. Not on a Sunday night.
Lets top up the packs and get out of here. Jack dropped to the ground and reached up for the bags Ruby handed down.
She finished cleaning up inside the copter and dropped the dirty laundry bag outside for pick-up in the morning.
Have a busy night. Ruby waved goodbye to the night crews a little while later and headed out to the well-lit parking lot. As she tossed her bag into the cab of her truck she heard Jack say, What are you driving now?
She grinned. Nothing like my old car, is it? And her grin widened at the stunned look on his face.
You havent borrowed it? He stared at her shining black pride and joy. This trucks yours?
Right down to the last wheel nut. Isnt it fabulous? She ran a hand over the bonnet. It still thrilled her to drive this beast. And she so loved the stares she got whenever she pulled into the yard at the building centre and clambered out.
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О книге: The Dangers of Dating Your Boss, электронная книга автора Sue MacKay на английском языке, в жанре современные любовные романы